Deng Hongfei's heart was unprecedentedly cold.

He didn't expect Shen Yan to come to San Antonio this time because of her father's request, not because of personal initiative.

For the first time in my life, I felt that the hearts of two people were so far apart.

Have you been deceiving yourself all along?

In the past, when I heard that others had broken up in a long-distance relationship, I would scoff at it, and I firmly said to myself in my heart that such a thing would definitely not happen to me.

Now I suddenly found that the original relationship between different places will really be diluted by the gap between time and space.

Deng Hongfei is full of bitterness and doesn't think so much when he is practicing, but it doesn't mean that these objective problems and potential contradictions will be truly forgotten because of this.

When conflict comes, it erupts with unprecedented ferocity.

At this moment, Shen Yan seemed to realize that he seemed to have said the wrong thing, and immediately stopped talking and continued, lowered his head, and was silent.

It was quiet for a long time.

At the beginning of the quarrel, the excitement calmed down.

Deng Hongfei's lips moved, and his voice shattered the embarrassing silence of sitting next to each other and being speechless.

"Now that I think about it, my silence in the past may have been subconsciously escaping and paralyzing myself."

"Probably...... I have indeed begun to gradually close the curtain from your heart, and MD, climbing the peak of academics, has gradually replaced me as something you care about day and night and want to pursue. ”

"So at first, I don't feel guilty for missing the appointment once or twice, but I will gradually get used to it because I am silent again and again."

"No, I didn't!"

Shen Yan kept shaking her head, and her hoarse voice interrupted her boyfriend's seemingly calm words.

Her nose was inciting, and her eyes were red and she turned her head, "Deng Hongfei, don't go online just because of a trivial matter!" ”

Deng Hongfei couldn't stop choking when he saw his girlfriend pear blossom with rain, and his heart was also very uncomfortable.

But there are some things that have to be said and must be said.

He looked away, forcing himself not to look at the face that softened his heart and made him feel distressed.

Sitting next to him, after all, is a girl who has been by his side since he was a teenager and has been going to the present.

The two came to the United States together, grew up together, and witnessed each other's youngest and most innocent years in each other's lives.

Maybe in the long life, there will never be such a person again, when he is in love, ignorant, and accompanied by flowers......

"You know, my parents have always had a problem with how you play basketball."

Shen Yan kept inhaling, the violent fluctuations in her emotions made her brain a little deprived of oxygen, her voice trembled violently, extremely unstable, but she still choked up and said, "Every time they say that you are bad in front of me, I am trying my best to insist and defend you." ”

"Why would I do this if I didn't have you in my heart?!"

"Even if I'm just a good friend of yours, you'll defend me for your parents' prejudices." Deng Hongfei said in a deep voice: "I took a course in Shuangqing University, called Organizational Relations, and there is a sentence in it that says that maintenance and trust are quite basic characteristics of good relationships. ”

"But...... Two people who have been going on must have one thing, and this kind of thing is called concern. ”

Deng Hongfei slowly stood up, "As far as I am concerned, you will always be an indelible part of my mind...... I'm sure I'll be in the same way in your mind. ”

"However, that is only existence, when the original concern disappears, the two hearts will lose the strength to hold each other together, even if one party desperately closes closer, it can no longer be intimately touched."

"Love, too, loses the meaning of perseverance."

As soon as these words came out, Shen Yan paused suddenly, and the grievances and thunderbolt-like pain on a sunny day instantly filled her brain and devoured her heart.

Tears poured out of her eyes, soaking her delicate face.

His eyes sparkled, his lips opened lightly, and the words came to his mouth, but he was speechless.

She found herself speechless.

In the end, he squeezed out a sentence that he had finished sobbing, "So, what do you want to say?" ”

"Give each other a space to think."

Deng Hongfei's lips squirmed and sighed, "It's not early, go to sleep." ”

"Then go to sleep."

Shen Yan's eyes were red, he jerked his nose, grabbed a handful of paper casually, and resolutely got up and walked to the bathroom......

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The night was deep and silent.

Lying on the bed, Deng Hongfei couldn't close his eyes when he turned over and over, and his mind kept resurfacing scenes with Shen Yan from the beginning to the acquaintance.

It's as real as yesterday.

The two of them once skipped class together to watch fireworks in the sky.

I used to snuggle up to each other, sit on the hillside and count the stars in the sky, saying that you are this and she is that, staring at each other, and then laughing heartlessly.

was also locked in a small dark room, brave enough to watch horror movies, she burst into tears because of a sudden howl of the ghost in the film, and trembled in fear into his arms......

"Little stool, you will always be with me, okay?"

"Okay."

Landing on American soil for the first time, looking at the unfamiliar surroundings, the girl timidly hugged the boy's arm, her eyes were full of longing, and that look seemed to be looking at a harbor that would always allow her to shelter from the wind.

Once......

It's a pity that there is no going back.

Deng Hongfei put his hands under his head, stared at the ceiling blankly, and suddenly regretted his impulse tonight.

Shouldn't he have said that?

Give two more people a chance, a chance to change each other.

But he quickly shook his head again.

Barely making do, it's just a little bit of delaying the time of separation, and the result won't change......

Early the next morning.

Shen Yan is no longer visible.

Pushing open the door to the guest room, the bed was made as clean as if no one had slept with it.

Looking at the empty living room, and the neat dining table and kitchen.

Deng Hongfei walked quickly to the trash can and stepped on it, trying to find something.

But nothing was found.

He didn't give up, and hurriedly opened the door and went to the big trash can outside the hallway.

Inside, there are takeaways that were not eaten yesterday, as well as ruined vegetable salad......

Pack together and lie there quietly.

Deng Hongfei's heart hurt very much, and his nose was violently sour for no reason.

A little lost and walked into the room, and suddenly saw a note, the handwriting on the note was still beautiful.

It reads, "Little stool, I'm back in San Francisco, don't hang it, don't read it......"

"Little stool...... Oh, I'm afraid no one will ever call me that again......"

Deng Hongfei sat on the dining table in a daze, like a sculpture, motionless, for a long time...... Long......