Vice President Li Shaoping continued to narrate:

"My graduate major is Ancient Historiography. It focuses more on the study of wild history than on official history. ”

"As we all know, history is generally written by the victors. Therefore, most of the official histories are mostly decorated. The real history is often not well known to the general public. ”

"I mainly study wild history, and pursue the subtleties of knowledge, and the closed loop of various circumstantial evidence chains. My research work is not based on authority. Because the word authority has always been a handsome and ugly, it often covers up too many true records. ”

"Because of my long-term research work, I know a lot of things that are not well known to ordinary people. Unfortunately, I don't have the right to disseminate them arbitrarily due to some of the confidentiality of my work. ”

"Some of the big business bosses I interviewed usually discussed some issues with me condescendingly from the perspective of a standard textbook. Because I know so much, it's usually hard for me to cater to Bong and them head-on, which leads to in-person job hunts that often end unhappily. ”

"I have taken the recruitment examination of many large companies, and usually the results of the written test are within the top two. Then during the interview, various reasons will be brushed down. Don't think that my appearance and demeanor and external eloquence are not good, because later I also learned what it means to be a meander. As for the real reason for the defeat, many people must understand, so I won't delve into it here. ”

"After a year, I started to stop pursuing a career in a large company or a professional counterpart. I also put down my body and started sending resumes to small and medium-sized commercial companies. ”

"However, small and medium-sized companies may be afraid that I will not stay for long, I will be easy to change jobs, or my professional relationship will not be useful, and they usually reject my job application."

"In this way, I couldn't get high or low, and it took a year and a half to find a place to live."

"What's even more tragic is that when I graduated from graduate school, I was already married and had a family, but I didn't have children yet."

"For the past year and a half, my wife, who works as a translator, has borne all the expenses of the family alone. My wife is an alumnus of my school and has always understood me very well. She never complained to me about anything. She never complains to insiders or outsiders. I have always been grateful to her and grateful to have her with me in my life. ”

(Applause from the audience.) The rather enthusiastic applause just covered up, and there was a slight brief distraction in the synchronized background sounds. ）

Vice President Li Shaoping, who was in the center of the venue, looked up at half of the venue left and right, and there was an indescribable deep melancholy in his eyes. He seemed to linger a few milliseconds longer when his eyes swept over the girl in black who was playing the piano.

"For a year and a half, I was extremely depressed. Almost every day, I feel like I am pressing a big stone on my chest, and I often have insomnia. I began to go up the mountains and go to the temples to make incense in the surrounding urban areas, so as to dispel the heavy feeling of depression in my soul. ”

"My favorite places to go are some small temples in the barren mountains and mountains, those clean small temples that have not yet been commercialized."

"There's one thing that I am afraid is beyond my personal expectations. In these humble little monasteries, I met many young monks with extraordinary conversations and all kinds of knowledge. Most of them are from prestigious schools, and most of them are also graduate students or above. ”

"It turns out that highly educated people like me, who have no place for heroes, are not just isolated cases. I'm not a particularly unlucky one, but one of many ordinary unlucky people, just an ordinary unlucky one. ”

"I'm beginning to understand why some of my predecessors' highly educated alumni are keen to spend a lot of money to study abroad, and then they wander away from home and never come back."

"Although I am extremely depressed in my heart, I am not going to see through Hongchen for a while and want to go to the world to escape the world."

"However, I also gradually felt that I should do something decided."

"Finally, my wife and I reached out and asked for a few hundred dollars. On a full moon night, when my wife was on her night shift, I hired two coolie porters to come to the rental house and carry two large suitcases of my personal luggage to the top of the highest mountain nearby. ”

"These two suitcases are big and heavy. The first one is a variety of favorite books that I have accumulated over the years, and the other is a variety of reading notes. ”

"That night, I didn't come home. Under the bright moonlight, I dug a big pit with my own hands in a remote place in a ravine on the top of the mountain, using a large shovel that I had specially carried. ”

"Almost every book, and every reading note, was torn to pieces by me on the spot and thrown into this pit. Then, I shoveled the soil and buried them, and moved some grass or something on top of them, so as not to disturb the harmonious environment around them. ”

"In the past, there was Lin Daiyu, who was burying flowers in a very delicate and beautiful posture, poignant and moving, which is well known. That night, I was on the top of a mountain a few hundred meters above sea level, alone and in extreme solitude, burying all my precious collections. No second person on the earth knew about this. ”

(The background notes are suddenly a little messy, and the rhythm becomes extremely slow, and the tone is mournful, becoming infinitely lingering.) ）

"The next morning, I ran to a courier company's branch and asked to be hired to deliver couriers. It was approved by the boss on the spot. Since then, I have become a full-time courier delivery employee who comes and goes in the wind and rain. ”

"I'm just 30 years old this year. In the first half of my life, I spent 22 years and almost all of my energy on various books. Now, since reading is useless, I have to rely on selling my physical labor to barely support myself and contribute to my family. ”

The scene of the entire annual meeting, except for the faintly audible sad piano sound, is now in a dead silence. Most of the male viewers have a deep frown on their faces. As for the young female audience, many people are quietly wiping their tears. Some use paper towels, while others use the palms and backs of their hands, as well as sleeves.

The ones who can not change the scene are those who are like Yao Yayao, who know the inside story of the performance in advance.

Yao Yayao deliberately glanced back at the back. He saw the timely rain towel he had just handed to Zhong Yixue, and it had really come in handy at this time. "If you want to do a good job, you must first sharpen your tools." On the principle of taking precautions, Yao Yayao grasped it well for a while.

Vice President Li Shaoping, who was in the center of the venue, was in a state of confusion with deep memories and did not speak for the time being.

The sound of the piano in the background continued in the venue. Only a lover of Western songs like Yao Yayao can know what kind of lyrics and tunes are being played at this time according to the main theme of the piano sound:

I -set it -up

I've set my goals

That's- me- in- the- corner

This is me in no man's corner

That's- me- in- the- spotlight

This is me in the spotlight

Losing- my -religion

I am gradually losing all my supreme faith

Trying- to –keep- up -ith -you

I try to keep pace with you

And –I- don't- kno- if -I –can- do- it

But I don't know if I can do it

。。。。。。

Consider -this

Considering these embarrassing situations

The- slip- that- brought- me

Let me wrestle

To –my- knees- failed

All kinds of bonds

hat- if- all- these -fantasies

All the illusions in front of you

Come –flailing- around

Swing and even annihilate

No- I've –said- too -much

I've said too much now

。。。。。。

But- that -as -just -a -dream

If only it was a dream

Try –cry- hy- try

Why cry to try

That- as- just- a- dream'–just- a- dream'- just- a- dream.

How nice it would be if everything was just a dream.

Vice President Li Shaoping, who was at the core of everyone's attention at the venue, had calmed down his mood at this time. He spoke again:

"On the night's funeral trip to the top of the mountain, I took a guitar with me. That night, I was drunk and played and sang the same song several times. I was using the lyrics of the song to vent the extreme depression in my heart. ”

"Now, I might as well present this song from that night to everyone here。。。。。

Li Shaoping naturally picked up the guitar on his thigh, and then began to play and sing by himself in an orderly manner.

The background music of the piano suddenly ended and stopped. And the mellow guitar strings began to tinkle.

Then, a live band on one side of the basketball hoop, along with a variety of instruments, began to play the prelude to a once popular song in the ensemble.

This upcoming song is not unfamiliar to many people at the scene, but quite familiar.

(Preview of the next chapter: "The Company's Annual Meeting 5")

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