Chapter 108: Filth across the alley

"That...... I'm going back. ”

The two of them were silent with each other, and it was not until they returned to the street where they came that the silence was broken by the blowing snow.

She still kept her head down, without the slightest hint of joy.

"Hmmm......"

Shimakaze didn't look at her, and he didn't waver in his own way.

And the blowing snow beside her, her eyes rose slightly, looking at the silver-haired back in front of her.

Before leaving, she spoke.

"Na...... Life over there is better than this side, right? ……”

Such quiet words made the footsteps of the island wind suddenly stop.

The atmosphere of the whole street became ethereal, and the words just drifted past the ears of the island wind.

"Your Admiral...... I should have taken good care of you before you came here......"

The girl behind Daofeng just showed a slight smile in such a rare way, closed her eyes, and seemed to be able to imagine the picture that could never happen to her.

"But me...... There's no such treatment......"

Then her expression returned to the way she had been thinking about something, and her eyes turned around with a hollow look, walking against the island wind.

Daofeng didn't answer, but his steps were raised again, but he quickened slightly, not wanting to hear the next sentence.

But the memories that have been hooked up in my mind make the contradictions highlighted......

"I don't want to be in pain anymore...... I don't want to hurt anyone anymore."

It's right to do it.

"I'm just an outcast...... I can't ask for the love of the Admiral......

That's right, isn't it for the sake of a better life that I don't think about these things?

"Because of myself at this time...... If you think about it, you're going to go crazy."

Right, right...... Although I was determined to go back at that time, the Admiral had already cut off the spiritual network......

It's not my fault...... It's been tried...... But the Admiral doesn't want to be himself, how can he expect everyone to be able to open up.

How can you trust yourself and trust Jinfeng's dedication......

Isn't it the best ending to be treated as a battle and disappear like this......

"Ah......h

The girl named Shima Wind still walked, leaving the street with the blowing snow and the girl with her eyes closed.

It's just that after getting out of the other party's sight, his legs can't control and let himself squat down.

"Zizi Zi Zi ......"

Memories are still tumbling in my mind......

But the headache was like it was going to explode...... It's like I'm going crazy......

The food basket on his right hand slid from his hand to the floor...... It was lifted again by the island wind covering his forehead.

Buried the well-bouring memories again......

However, the surrounding scene has been digging into her memories.

Headache, I don't know why...... The street in front of me became a little familiar.

It seems to have passed, but I haven't been here often in the past few years.

It's just in front of me, an unfinished building.

"What can you do as a little girl? …… Get out of here......

That's what I screamed in my head.

In front of me, a bench.

"You...... I...... Island Wind ......"

There are also some crappy C Chinese, flashing from my ears.

In front of me, a pool of water.

The slender figure bent over here, washing the blood on his body.

And then shortly after......

An alley that can be seen from the bottom of the head, without seeing any passers-by today, once again entered his own eye socket.

Standing in front of the alley, Island Feng's eyes were wide open, his mouth was slightly open, and every inch of skin on his body seemed to feel the familiarity of this alley.

"No...... I can't go over, there's only despair over there......

The thoughts in her head kept holding back the island wind, but her legs were only inadvertently moving towards the alley.

"Go back...... You can still live a normal life without being hurt deeply......

The intuitive advice made her steps stumble a little, but the nature of the ship's mother that had been hidden in her heart was still urging her to go home.

Back to yourself, the real home.

The ghost walked forward in a hurry, and after the middle of the alley, he was about to see the little bookstore.

If it's the old man...... Surely you know who your Admiral is...... The Admiral is so powerful, the Admirals in the world should also know him and know his town guard number......

Then on the map, you will definitely find your way home.

"There's something strange......

However, her instincts made her tremble...... If you go any further, you will really lose the only hope in your heart for the past few years.

If you don't see the street in front of you, you can continue to lie to yourself to live, and you can still lie to yourself that you can still get here and find your way back.

But if you go down...... Face it head-on.

With your own mind, you may really not be able to accept reality.

Only this time, the closest I got to going home.

The closest to the real "island wind" once.

So the body's warning didn't stop the footsteps.

Until you reach the end of the alley, your gaze is fixed in front of you.

“……”

In front of me, the sky was still clear and cloudy.

It's still the streets full of dead trees.

The streets tumble over small plastic bags that are casually discarded in the air.

And the other is the door of the bookstore that is still open for the island wind.

It's just that the scene of the bookstore, which should be harmonious, has "filth" that shouldn't be.

Standing in the shadow of the alley, he could clearly see that there was more than one figure in the bookstore.

The old man with the glasses on was already gray-haired and looked a lot haggard, but his expression was full of anger.

Opposite him was a young man standing upright, dressed in a white uniform.

The head is buttoned with a white military hat, and the brim of the hat is slightly bowed, but the corners of the mouth are dangerously curled.

With his arms behind his back, he looked arrogant and casual, as if he was casually, facing the old man in front of him.

And his side ......

Two or three shipwives surrounded him, expressionless, just staring ahead, standing still in a regular manner.

And the ...... of them There was a small ponytail with a black ponytail, with his head slightly bowed, but he was not afraid of this scene.

The old man seemed very excited...... The corners of his mouth twitched, shouting something, and he could only hear a little human voice on the island wind's side, but he couldn't hear the old man's words clearly.

It's just that angry look, which can only be understood as him scolding.

And the man on the other side didn't skip his words in his ears at all, and raised his head slightly because of the old man's scolding, as if looking at the elders in front of him like looking at garbage.

When the old man shouted for a long time and stopped talking, the corners of his mouth moved, as if he had said something.

“…… Not ......"

Shima Feng looked at the scene in front of him and seemed to anticipate the next scene.

In front of the man, who exuded disgust, blowing snow with empty eyes, raised the ship-mounted anti-aircraft machine gun that was clenched in his right hand.

The old man did not stop his anger, but became more excited, and began to move under his feet as if he was about to pounce.

"Bang!"

Fukiyuki's face, which was still very young, was stained with blood as the trigger was pulled.

The white sailor's suit was also stained by the blood splattered at close range.

But the innocent eyes that were supposed to have a destroyer never appeared in Fuyuki's eyes.

Even a hint of pity, fear, and retreat...... None of them.

"It's as easy as killing someone...... The ravages of life have been taken for granted......

It's just that the man who turned his head behind him and left slowly left, still lowering his small head, turning the ship's suit in his hand into nothingness......

Soon after, in the still-quiet world, it disappeared from the end of the street......

And the island wind was just dumbfounded, still looking at the scene in front of him.

On the other side of the street, the old man's blood stained the floor, and the fallen glasses had been shattered by the departing man.

And now in the mind of the island wind, there is no thought of going home.

"Admiral...... ......"

Silently turned around, lifted the food basket, and stepped out of his own steps.

The footsteps are a little swaying, revealing confusion.

"Admiral...... It shouldn't be like that......"

The island wind that was thinking about it was still avoiding the scene in front of him.

Until they stopped.

"By all means...... Where...... Mistaken......"

In the bottom of my heart, I still think ...... His own admiral will not be the person he was just like that.