When the cold pistol was forcibly held in his hand, Shino only felt that the sky was spinning in front of him, his whole brain was blank, and even his breathing was completely suffocated, and there was only a violent 'bang, bang, bang' vibration sound in his ears, which was suddenly the pulsating sound of his heart.

When she came back to her senses, she realized that she was no longer in the room, but in a dark darkness.

Just as she panicked and wanted to cry out for help, a light suddenly lit up in the darkness in front of her, and under that light there was a table with a pile of delicate and small parts, such as springs, screws, thin iron bolts, metal bars, and so on.

"Guess what these metal parts are for?"

A familiar voice that frightened her suddenly came from her ears.

Shi Nai was frightened, and at the same time saw Yi Tiancheng passing by her, walking to the table, and stroking the parts on it: "How sophisticated, what will you get in the end if you put the cuties together?" ”

Yi Tiancheng said, and began to skillfully fiddle with those parts, under his hands as slender as playing a piano, those parts were quickly combined into a barrel, bolt, magazine, crosshair, dovetail groove and other devices, and finally turned their hands into one.

The final product was a pistol.

A pistol imprinted in Shino's memory and completely became a nightmare.

On that day three years ago, it was this pistol that became her lingering shadow that made her who she is today.

And Shino, who was standing next to the table, had already realized what it was as early as halfway through, and began to lose color on the spot, and his whole body began to collapse, and his limbs began to twitch, and he couldn't even stand on his feet.

"Why be afraid of it?" Yi Tiancheng's body appeared behind her, slowly hugging her from behind, and biting her earlobe.

"No, don't, don't let me see this." Shino tilted her head, not daring to look at the table in front of her.

"Take a deep breath and calm yourself."

"Listen carefully, it's calling to you."

"Can you tell it what is wrong with it that makes you so repulsive about its existence?"

"It's also spiritual, and your resistance will hurt it deeply, so it's crying in a low voice."

Like a demon's whisper, it kept whispering in her ear, and it made her tremble more and more.

"Can't answer? Then take another approach, let the time go back to the moment you met it, and make a new choice. ”

As soon as the words fell, Shino saw Yi Tiancheng pick up the pistol on the table and shoot her directly in the head......

Consciousness was in a trance again, and the originally dark sky began to brighten, and when she regained consciousness again, Shino suddenly found that she had become smaller.

"Shino, I'll go to the counter to go through the formalities, you sit here and wait for me!" Shino's eyes widened as she watched her mother's back walk towards the counter, her whole brain crashed, and she couldn't turn around at all.

Could it be that I really went back to three years ago?

In the small post office, there are three employees, one man and two women, sitting at the counter, and only his mother is handling business......

Everything is exactly the same as it was at the beginning, so that—

Shino's pupils contracted suddenly, and she slowly turned her head to look at the door.

The figure, the figure engraved in her heart like a brand, the figure of a thin middle-aged man in gray clothes and a Boston bag in his hand, reappeared in her eyes and met hers.

The pupils like black holes, the yellowed whites of the eyes kept moving, Shino didn't understand why people's pupils could dilate like this, but now she knew, because the police had said afterwards that the robber and murderer had injected an overdose of poison.

Shino wanted to scream, but when she saw the other party's backpack, she immediately stuck in her throat and couldn't make a sound.

Because, she knows what's inside.

However, the man didn't care about her, and walked directly towards the window, and suddenly grabbed his mother's wrist, dragged her out of her seat, and pushed her hard against the window.

In the next second, the man put the Boston bag on the counter and grabbed it out—

The pitch-black pistol.

The moment she saw the gun, Shino, who was already trembling, sat down in her chair completely and couldn't even stand up, so she watched the man shoot the male staff.

Everything was as it was at the beginning, without a certain amount of error, until—

The man turned around and yelled at the two security guards at the door who were trying to get closer: "Squat down with your head in your hands, take a step closer, and I'll kill one more person!" ”

As he spoke, he aimed his gun at his mother, who had collapsed on the ground and had completely collapsed.

And all this, the idea of 'protecting my mother' in Shinai's heart failed to overwhelm the fear, so that three seconds later-

- Bang!

The man fired, one shot in the head of the mother.

Mother fell headlong on the counter, full of dazed and frightened eyes, and just stared at Shino not far away.

The whole world seemed to freeze in this moment.

"-Ahh

Shino grabbed her hair and fell from her seat to the ground, looking at her mother in despair, and let out a terrible scream like a demon in her mouth.

"Shut up! Shut up! If you cry again, I'll shoot you! The man yelled angrily, and finally simply pointed the gun at Shino and pressed the trigger directly......

In front of me, everything exploded like broken glass at the moment I was shot, and finally returned to the dark and lightless world, facing this table where the gun was placed.

"Isn't that a choice you made?"

"Isn't that the ending you want?"

"Then why can't you accept all this?"

"Why do you have to be so remorseful and painful?"

In my ears, there was a demonic inquiry.

Why? Why? Why, why...... Countless reasons hit her mind, making her whole brain swell and uncomfortable, but she still couldn't figure out why?

"Because, you are too poor."

"Poor in body, weak in spirit, poor in will, poor in strength, poor in thinking, and weak in mind...... From head to toe, inside and out, they are inaccessible. ”

"And the only thing that can make you strong and protect you and your mother is because you can't bear the eyes of others, gossip, public opinion pressure and other inconsequential things, but you are afraid of it and easily give it up."

"The gun is put there, it is dead, only you will be afraid of it; If you hold a gun in your hand, it is alive and everyone is afraid of you. ”

"It's the same murder weapon, but the biggest difference between the gun and other weapons is that it doesn't have any additional functions other than killing."

"Therefore, at the moment of shooting, the complex psychological emotions brought by the desire to kill, impulsive catharsis and guilty pleasure are twisted together, which is a temptation that no one can resist."

"Ask yourself, why are you afraid? What are you afraid of guns? Or are you afraid of yourself with a gun? ”

"Look at yourself, the reason why you can't face it, is it because you can't face it? Still can't face yourself using it? ”

"Then, tell yourself whether you are picking it up and using it to protect yourself."

"It's better to give it up and let others hurt you."

Shi Nai lowered her eyebrows and lowered her eyes, just standing in place, letting Yi Tiancheng embrace her.

No one knew what was going on in her heart and what a fierce struggle she was fighting.

However, after a long silence, she finally raised her head slowly, opened her eyes to look at the gun on the table in front of her, leaned all her body weight on the young man behind her, and then slowly stretched out her trembling but firm hands and held the murder weapon tightly.

"Good, good, very good."

"Then in the end, you need to understand the most essential truth, that is, only those who have the consciousness of being shot are qualified to shoot and kill others."

"Let me see what you realize!"

Shi Nai's delicate smile face, the expression was almost cold, and his eyes were as calm as stagnant water, after listening to Yi Tiancheng's words, he directly aimed the gun at his eyebrows in reverse, and then pulled it......