Sixteenth Night: The Distance of the Heart
The real Night God may not be as gentle as others think, and there is a beast living in his heart, pure, fierce, cold-blooded, cruel, and untamed.
But the beast was still asleep.
When it wakes up, perhaps, the world will change.
Ellulu is one of the few people who knows the true character of Yashinyi.
Four years ago, shortly before he disappeared, there was a certain "blood drama".
The person who led this event at that time was none other than Yajinyi.
Isis is not just ordinary people.
To put it bluntly, these ordinary people are just the surface of Isis.
Hidden beneath these surfaces are some terrifying creatures.
None of this changed Ellulu's opinion of Yashen and Isis.
Isis is her home.
Night God ...... He was the one he admired.
No matter what kind of mood you feel, it's your own mood, so if you affirm it, then it's right. What is right and what is wrong, everyone's standards are different, and the same is true for happiness.
In Isis, she was happy......
That's enough.
Seeing the night god disappear suddenly in front of him without warning, Elulu didn't come back to her senses for a long time.
Until a waitress at the "Hunters' Guild" bar opened the door to the changing room and asked her how she changed her clothes for ten minutes, she thought something was wrong.
Ellulu smiled in disguise, these ten minutes were perhaps more precious to her than any other moment in her life.
She saw the gentle boss and hoped that he would continue to be gentle like that......
One year to go.
I really want this year to pass sooner......
At noon on a sunny day, a young girl was still asleep. The wind gently lifted the curtains, and a ray of sunlight shone on her tear-stained face.
A few years ago, the girl confessed to a boy, a very simple and straightforward sentence, but it contains the extremely sincere emotions expressed by the girl.
"I'm willing to give you everything I have, please associate with me."
The boy replied like this: "Two people who have been together for a long time are like left and right hands, even if they no longer love each other, they will choose to stay together." Maybe there will be someone you love in your life, but it will be a passerby after all, and you will still hold your left or right hand all the way down. Happiness sometimes really has nothing to do with love. I'm sorry, Yuna. I believe that you will definitely find someone who can bring you happiness and stay with you in the future, but that person will not be me. β
"Why? I can wait for you. β
"Rejection from the beginning was a happy thing for both of them. The pursuit of the ultimate is always hazy, and the most common way to escape pain is to hide in the future. On the track of time, people always imagine that there is a line, beyond which the present pain may never exist. Trust me, Yuna, time can dilute everything. β
"What if...... If you don't have someone you like when you come back, can you consider me? β
"No matter how much you do, the distance between hearts will not be closer to a centimeter. The passing time will not make your wait reach the end, and will eventually be swallowed up in the torrent of time. β
β¦β¦
The light finally made the girl notice, and she slowly got up, it was a sad face, and her mind was like ice.
She cried, and it was painful.
She knew that even after more than four years, the boy she still loved.
When I heard the news of his return, I was filled with joy and anticipation.
Hope to see you again.
Expect him to change his mind when he knows that he still loves him.
But it's all a dream, a dream that has been shattered.
He...... There are already people in love.
He...... He has found the person who can accompany him through the rest of his life.
He...... It's no longer possible to accept yourself.
Try to forget him?
Can't do it!
But......
He was like that far away and endless distance, no matter how hard Yuna tried to catch up, he would never get closer, only farther and farther away.
Once looked at the fade away, his back, it was a lost figure who was always moving forward in loneliness, a silhouette that was always so gentle to himself but could never be read.
The dim light in Yuna's heart, the wings that had struggled to lead her lonely forward in the darkness, finally broke all the wings and fell on the other side of the night.
At the moment when the tears fell, it was finally possible to stop continuing her endless journey of darkness.
Her heart may be ...... Just like the dim light, it was extinguished.
A withered heart has long been riddled with holes.
He once said, "Just moving forward, wanting to touch what you can't reach, but not knowing what that means." When I came back to my senses, I realized that my heart, which was getting tired day by day, was so painful. β
It's really painful.
The bits and pieces of the past are finally dried in the memory, like tears hanging on the face of a sad child, becoming eternal.
The similarity between eternity and dreams is that they can never be realized.
Some things can never be forgotten, and even if the edges and corners are smoothed, the rest is still the undertone.
Hopelessly, the sorrow remains, because the empty heart of that moment has long since been left with all the memories of sorrow, and these memories have become all the reason for life to continue.
Even if he doesn't love me, he can't stop me from continuing to love him.
After coming to a conclusion, Yuna sat up from the bed.
Pick up the graduation photo of that Grimgarh School on the bedside table.
There is one person missing from the photo.
Once,They were classmates.,It's just,He graduated from Grimgar School Park three months after enrollment.γ
An unexpected event made him join his family inexplicably.
And...... Or the first member of his family.
I've spent the longest time with him.
In the end, I didn't get together with him.
When she put the photo back, Yuna noticed that there was something extra on the bedside table, a post-it paper that didn't have any impression.
Reaching out and picking up the handwriting on the bedside table, Yuna's eyes began to moisten as she looked at the handwriting on it.
It reads:
[When I came, you happened to be sleeping, so I didn't wake you up. Don't worry, I'm not doing anything superfluous. γ
[PS: There is some food on the dinner table, I went to many places to buy it, don't forget to eat it when you get up. γ
γNight God Escapeγ
"Why...... Why didn't you wake me up...... Why...... Why did I fall asleep when it was critical......" Yuna clutched the convenience paper and pressed it to her chest, tears as if she couldn't hold it back, desperately flowing out of her eyes.
"Why ......"