From February 7th to now, I've been back for nearly a month.

However, the way I came back may disappoint you, and I eventually chose to give up on Undead because I really didn't have the courage to hold on any longer.

Whether it's because of the grades or because of the story, I don't have the courage to write anymore.

In fact, it wasn't just "The Dead" that I didn't have the courage to write, I didn't even have the courage to write a new book for a long time.

I didn't have a smooth path on the road of writing, in fact, I changed many pen names, hit the streets for many years, and stumbled and wrote all the way for almost ten years before writing a book "Bandit".

With "Bandit", with the two silvers in Jiangnan, and everyone's support, I became a level 5 author in one fell swoop, and at the same time, it also gave me a little confidence to say that I am a writer and an author in front of others for the first time.

But last year's successive failures in the two books "Battle" and "Undead" directly shattered my little self-confidence, especially "Battle".

In fact, I have great expectations for "Battle", I cried many times when I conceived "Battle", and the most impressive thing for me was when I conceived Wang Fugui's death, which was the most fierce time I cried, and it was also the most satisfying time for my own story.

But what is the result?

It's me who overestimated myself, "Fighting for the Hegemony" didn't write about Wang Fugui's fall and his grades collapsed, and then my mentality collapsed, and finally led to Wang Fugui's fall I wrote almost for the sake of writing.

It was after that paragraph was sent out that the little confidence I had built up from "The Bandit" began to crumble, and finally "The Battle" ended in a hurry, and I simply packed up my mood and started "Undead".

However, my mood when I wrote "The Undead" is completely different from when I wrote "Battle", I no longer want to write a story or a world, I just want to live, I just want to earn some living expenses with "The Undead".

At that time, I didn't have such high expectations for "The Undead", as long as it could be the same as the early stage of "The Bandit", as long as I could have a little money a month to keep me writing.

As a result, after the results of "The Undead" came out, I found that it was worse than the bandits, and it was my worst book in recent years.

In fact, I had the idea of cutting it off from the beginning of the shelf, but at that time, Jiangnan came out again, dumped an alliance leader, and then helped me pull subscriptions everywhere, and I also saw a lot of old friends who followed me all the way from "Bandits" and even "Undead Evolution System" in the background voting data.

Seeing that so many people are still supporting me, how could I possibly give up?

And I'm also very unwilling, I also want to counterattack, I want to save "The Undead", so when it was on the shelves, I went crazy to update and wanted to save "The Undead", but it finally collapsed.

On February 7, 2019, I broke off!

It's ridiculous that I told myself that I wouldn't just give up, I'll come back and finish it, but I still didn't come back, or rather, I came back, but I didn't dare to come back to "The Dead", and quietly opened a new book.

Pretty scoundrel and, right?

I came here with you, and you were still waiting for me here, but I escaped alone.

Please forgive me, I really can't write "The Dead" anymore.

I'm sorry! I'm really sorry!