Chapter Ninety-Three: The Kappa's Experience

"I... It's a half-demon! But I'm cultivating human spiritual power, so it's not so strange that I can summon a god. "Yae Sakura is now reluctantly admitting the fact that she is a half-demon god, although the half-demon at this time is a humble and shameful word in this Warring States world, but... Everything has to be fought for by yourself, and it takes strength to fight for it.

With strength, a half-demon or something, it will also make other people, demons, fearful and respectful!

"Half-demon? A half-demon who cultivates spiritual power? The kappa and the carp spirit looked at Yae Sakura for a long time, but they didn't have any disdainful expressions.

"So, have you thought about it now? Become my Shikigami. Yae Sakura continued to ask.

"That's... I heard that after becoming a Shikigami, life is worse than death, and I will become a puppet! The carp spirit looked at Yae Sakura hesitantly.

"We're not going to be your Shikigami, you just kill me!" Kappa looked at Yae Sakura earnestly.

"Oh? Do you want this cute little carp to die with you too? Yae Sakura looked at the kappa calmly.

“... That's fine, I'll be your Shikigami, and you'll release the little carp. Kappa thought about it and immediately said.

"I don't want it, I'm not afraid of death! Die to die together! When the carp heard the kappa's words, he quickly shook his head.

"Is it really so difficult to be a god? You ask this firefly who defeated you, she is my Shikigami, do you think she has a little unhappy appearance?

And if I really didn't consider the feelings of Shikigami, I wouldn't have been able to convince you to volunteer to become my Shikigami!

Directly beat him to half death, and if he has no ability to resist, he can directly forcibly carry out the ritual of the god contract. In that way, a youkai or spirit that becomes a Shikigami will be in great pain when performing the ritual, and after becoming Shikikami, it will be completely like a puppet.

So... Don't worry about anything.

If you volunteer, I promise I won't bother you much, and if you don't believe it, you can ask Firefly.

But if you really don't want to, I can only force the ritual, and I don't think you want to experience that kind of pain in your life! Yae Sakura seriously frightened the kappa and carp spirit in front of her.

"This..."Kappa.

"You're her Shikigami?" The carp spirit looked at the firefly and asked suspiciously.

"Yes! You can rest assured, the master is very good, and she is very fond of Shishen as if she were her own sister. Hotaru glanced at Crimson Maru and said with a smile on her face.

"emmm..."When Scarlet Tamaru heard this, she immediately looked at Firefly with a smile, it seems that Firefly remembered her last fool and deception......

"Really? If that's the case, then ......" The carp spirit heard this, looked at Yae Sakura and was ready to agree.

"It's okay to be your Shikigami, but I have a very important thing to do, can I finish eating your Shikigami after I finish it? So I'm going to let it all go! Kappa hesitated for a moment and said to Yae Sakura.

"What's the matter? Tell me about it? Maybe we can help you! Yae Sakura was stunned for a moment and asked curiously.

"This ...... All right! Kappa lowered his head and thought about it for a moment, then looked at Yae Sakura as if he had made up his mind.

"I'm not a monster here, this little carp knows." Kappa.

"Well, Mr. Kappa came here thirty years ago." The carp spirit hurriedly continued.

"Before I came, I lived in a large village called Sansuke Village... There is a big river next to it, and in that big river lives a group of kappa families, which used to be my family.

In the beginning, the villagers of Sansuke Village built a river temple by the river and worshipped us as river gods, but I found out that I don't know why, but those humans respected and worshiped us so much.

And my people often drown all the women who pass by or wash clothes in the village, and say that they want to marry those women as brides, but... Obviously, those women were so scared, so frightened, and the tears they shed seemed to make the river bitter...

I tried to convince my kind, but they just started rejecting me, saying that it was their honor to think of us as river gods.

I went to the elders, and the elders told me that humans had destroyed the rivers and destroyed our homes, and this was their punishment!

But I didn't agree with this and decided to find out on my own.

So I hid in the water near the shore, using waterweed or lotus leaves as cover, and secretly observed the human beings. I observed for a long, long time, and finally found that the human world is quiet and beautiful, and across the water from our world, it is already a completely different world. I saw a baby in the beginning, and now he has grown into a lively and healthy child. The grandmother who guarded him was still doing her needlework, but she was getting old.

There were many, many people near the river, but no one hurt me, they just frolicked. Or quietly, watching the sunset with your significant other. In a house not far away, the man who returned home pushed open the door with a tired look, and when he saw the hot food on the table, the tiredness on his face was swept away.

These bland, busy, but sincere happiness really makes me envious.

So, I began to have a little disgust with my own race, is kappa born to be feared youkai?

It wasn't until later that I realized that they were doing that to make humanity afraid, to make humanity afraid!

Because of the belief of human beings, although they can become the so-called river gods, the river gods cannot satisfy them, because the power of the river gods is too small, and when no one believes in them anymore, they will disappear.

What they want is "fear"!

They want the "fear" of human beings to be afraid of themselves, to be afraid, to be afraid, so that... They can absorb these fears stronger, and the monsters outlive the gods.

But at that time, I had no way or strength to change them and change all this, and I didn't want to see those kind human beings being toyed and murdered by them all again.

So I had no choice but to leave, and here I was! ”

Kappa looked down at the ground and slowly recounted his past.

"And then? You're going to go back to them now. Yae Sakura looked down at the kappa.

This kappa is really unwilling, it's just an outlier, as a youkai, unless it's Xiang Yumaru who has been living and growing up with humans, who will care about human affairs?

Aren't youkai feeding on human fears and even bodies......