Even though I don't know how many people read my book, I'm sorry to say sorry. I'm going to be a eunuch, it's realistic, it's because of life problems.

I graduated in 17 years and it's been a year and a half now. When I first graduated, I was arrogant and thought that I could make a name for myself with a novel. It was only later that I found out that the reality was cruel. At first, I dreamed of 10,000 January, then 5,000, then 3,000, and then I could sign a contract.

I wrote a lot of miscellaneous things, and this book is the first one that can be signed.

After being hit again and again, I also realized that I was not good enough and not capable enough. I went to read books so hard that I even wasted a lot of opportunities to get a job working in a pharmacy. Just to work a little more leisurely, I can have time to read the code words.

Today, after the actual first signing, I realized that signing was just the beginning of writing. There's still a long way to go.

But I really can't make it through. With a meager salary, in the incomprehension of his parents and relatives, in a rented house of more than ten square meters, he sat alone on the computer money code words. This loneliness drove me crazy.

The other day, I finished the last chapter and I cried. I don't know how to describe the feeling of a heart breakdown. It's really hard and painful.

Although there are many inspirational stories in the online literature industry, and there are many people who have survived it, they are great. But I don't have that kind of perseverance, I really can't do it.

So, I decided to take a break from writing and get a job. Because, if I don't work hard, I feel like I'm going to die. Not long after I graduated, I could still pick up a lot of things, and I wanted to work hard again.

Of course, I won't give up on the novel dream. I will analyze the problem, no longer be impatient, and accumulate it bit by bit. Even if it takes a year, even years.

My perseverance is to never give up, and where I fall, I will get up from there. Fiction seems to have become a part of my life, and it's hard to part with. I will never give up, and I will definitely send new books.

I set a flag here, and then I will never be a eunuch again. Write a good story with your heart.

I originally planned to finish the story of slashing the red pupils. But I'm not in the mood to write it, so I'll leave it at that. Scribbling in one breath seems to be a bit disrespectful to the efforts ahead. Actually, Tianyu will receive the red pupil and black pupil, as well as Estes.

Finally, to all the friends who have supported me, I would like to say sorry.

Sorry, please forgive me for this piece of waste.