Chapter 308 The world is like smoke, live in the present
Through some of Wen Wanxia's performances, in fact, Yu Xiaofan has already had similar guesses.
Later, after learning the immortal peach blossom seal, Yu Xiaofan was further verified for Wen Wanxia's emotional emanation.
But when Wen Wanxia said it in person in her conversation with Qi Yunxiu, Yu Xiaofan still felt a little unbelievable.
Wen Wanxia turned out to be the sister-in-law of the original host, although Yu Xiaofan still doesn't know what the name of his cheap ex-wife is, what she looks like, how old she is, where she is now, everything is not clear, but Yu Xiaofan has a feeling that the first person to like the original host may be Wen Wanxia's sister.
Yu Xiaofan feels that this script seems to be a bit cliché and bloody, my sister robbed the person my sister likes, and my sister endures humiliation and burdens until she has to fulfill others, how do you feel that this sister is too great, so great that it seems that many people hate the saint Mary Sue, can't people live their own lives?
Thinking too much may be the source of the miss.
From others to herself, Yu Xiaofan is also reflecting on herself, although she has amnesia, she can use amnesia to hide some of her inner thoughts, but it is undeniable that she is still living very comfortably in this male body.
In other words, from the bottom of her heart, she did not reject this man's body, but felt more and more like a fish in water.
Could it be that for her heart, she would rather be a male character?
In fact, when he got the immortal peach blossom seal, had the ability to cultivate, and became an evolutionary, Yu Xiaofan thought about how to choose in the future.
If she regains her body, will she become a woman again?
Even if she can't get it back, relying on the ability of the Immortal Peach Blossom Seal Third Heaven, she can become what she wants at will, and even become a brand-new woman, as long as she works hard, it is possible.
However, one thing is clear to Yu Xiaofan, what belongs to the deep origin of a person's heart will not change, only the appearance and body will change.
So Yu Xiaofan now has a little doubt, why in just one or two days, she can be so comfortable in this shell?
Even in the face of feminine charm, she will have the same excitement and shock as other men?
Since God has given her a heavy life and the fate of changing her gender, is she obeying the destiny of heaven and continuing to play the role of a man, marrying a wife and having children? Or go back in time and become female again?
In fact, Yu Xiaofan can't find an accurate answer now, but she knows a very simple truth, that is, to live well in the moment.
What role is now, do what this role should do and like to do, as for the future, let the future decide.
For example, she is now a man, she has been a man from beginning to end, and she is not excluded in her heart, so why wrap herself with a daughter's heart? Follow your true feelings and do what you like.
Yu Xiaofan figured it out in an instant, from now on he will be a real man, let the original female identity disappear, people can't live in the past, the original female Yu Xiaofan is dead.
I don't know why, when this thought arises, Yu Xiaofan feels happy, his mind is clear, and his union with this body is more unbreakable.
And a memory belonging to the original host also suddenly emerged from his mind, as if awakening from the imprint in the deepest part of his body.
The scenes were presented as if they were in a movie.
Yu Xiaofan quickly knew how the original host was a person, and also understood his growth experience, learning experience and emotional experience, and even how he changed from a cowardly person to a fighting maniac who dared to fight against any evil force.
As the saying goes, no one is perfect.
No one is without flaws, and on the whole the original host is a man with affection and righteousness, but there is some cowardice and passivity in feelings, and later, after a failed marriage, he becomes addicted to games and wine.
Of course, the original host's requirements for women are quite high, so not everyone can look at them, and the girlfriends they make are quite good, but in terms of character, there are good and bad.
And after experiencing a failed marriage, he may also lack enough trust in the relationship, resulting in not getting along with these girlfriends for a long time.
There is something to hate in the poor man, and what should be learned from a failed marriage is a lesson, not a self-indulgence.
In addition, Yu Xiaofan also thoroughly understands the relationship between the original host and the gods in the little little fan, it turns out that the two are friends in the game, because of the relationship between the same name Xiao Fan, Xiao Xiao Fan is not bothered to take extra care of Xiao Fan, and sent a lot of good equipment, Xiao Fan is not tired of equipment, after the equipment is good, he is also like a fish in water in the gods, although he can't be as vertical and horizontal as Xiao Xiaofan, but he also made a lot of money by playing games, and maintained an unemployed life after losing his teacher.
Up to now, there is no suspense for Yu Xiaofan who Xiao Xiaofan is, it must be his original self, not the original host as he thought at the beginning.
So here's the problem, since this is the case, then in the face of Qi Yunxiu, he is the real initiator.
At this moment, Yu Xiaofan was really a little ashamed, it turned out that he still liked to do such things at that time, does this mean that in fact, there was also a male demon hidden in the heart of women at that time?
At this moment, Qi Yunxiu had already walked to the door with a glass of water, and said in a gentle voice: "Brother Fan, are you there?" ”
"Yes." Yu Xiaofan calmed his thoughts, replied in a soft tone, and then came to the door and opened the door.
I saw Qi Yunxiu with a little shyness, but the whole was a generous gesture and said with a smile: "Brother Fan, I've been playing games for so long, let's drink saliva, it's better for the body." ”
The moment he saw Qi Yunxiu, in a trance, the immortal peach blossom seal was running rapidly, and some memories related to Fairy Yunlan also quietly surfaced at this moment.
Speaking of the story of Xiao Xiaofan and Fairy Yunlan who met and knew each other in the gods, it can be simply described by heroes saving beauty and beauties making promises to each other.
In the past, Yu Xiaofan married a player in any game, and he had to confirm the real gender of the other party.
Only this time, just through simple conversations and exchanges, Yu Xiaofan confirmed that the other party was a woman.
Although the other party repeatedly shirked the video chat, in the end, Yu Xiaofan and the other party formed a good relationship with Qin Jin in the game, and also gave the other party a set of equipment unique to the top first-class female players among the gods at that time.
Later, after a period of time, Fairy Yunlan suddenly proposed a video chat, and it was at that time that Yu Xiaofan saw Fairy Yunlan's true face for the first time, and the two chatted happily and speculatively.
Later, Yun Lan Fairy accidentally revealed his distress in reality, although Yu Xiaofan did not have the ability to punish Liu Fusu in reality, but with the immortal technique in the unique god suit among the gods, he killed all the members of the Hongmeng Gang created by Liu Fusu.
The god suit self-destructed due to the excessive use of immortality, which made it difficult for Yu Xiaofan to accept it for a while, you must know that Yu Xiaofan spent countless efforts for the top equipment in this set of gods, and at that time, Fairy Yunlan vigorously proposed to meet in reality, which made Yu Xiaofan at that time can only delete the number and withdraw in a hurry, which can be regarded as a perfect ending for his account.
Thinking about the fact that I wanted to escape at the beginning, but now I see you again in this way, it is really like a smoke.
Yu Xiaofan secretly shook his head and sighed in his heart, took the water cup handed over by Qi Yunxiu, and said softly, "Thank you." ”