Chapter Ninety-Six: Mortals
"Doctor...... Doctor? This one...... Does she need to be hospitalized? If needed, I'll pay the bill first. ”
"You don't need that...... Because she didn't have any illness, she just lost consciousness...... Well, is she already awake? ”
The doctor who rescued Daofeng sat in his office and talked to Ling Yixiao, who came to ask the doctor questions.
"Hmm...... I just woke up, but I don't seem to be in a good state of mind......"
"Bad spirits? …… In this way, her situation is indeed a bit special, we have just done a secondary analysis, but the answer is still no problem, as the director of the hospital, I can guarantee the treatment technology of our hospital...... If she can't get out of bed or get back to her original state, it's best to stay here, but conversely, if she can be discharged, it's best to see a psychiatrist to help her as soon as possible. ”
The doctor carefully looked at Daofeng's case list for a while, but still shook his head and suggested to Ling Yixiao.
"Ah...... Thank you. ”
Ling Yixiao, who had no other superfluous questions, had no choice but to get up and thank the doctor.
The doctor just nodded, and went back to the work at hand.
……
"Island ...... Island wind? ”
There were only Yan Feng and Dao Feng in the ward, one was sitting in Ling Yixiao's position just now, and the other was lying on the hospital bed, as if he was not very conscious.
"Huh? ……”
However, after Daofeng heard Yan Feng's words, he still responded to him as if he was powerless.
"Hmm...... It's good to hear it, and it's scary for you to read something you can't hear just now......"
The words that Island Feng muttered just now were very quiet, and there was only one time, so Ling Yixiao and Yan Feng didn't hear it clearly.
"Oh......"
However, Shima Feng's black pupils only moved slightly, and there was no other reaction.
“……”
But soon, Yan Feng, who was not good at talking like Daofeng, could only be silent because he had no topic, and the whole ward was very quiet.
The ward is on the second floor, with a small window to the outside world, which is still the same hospital where Daofeng and Ling Yixiao first met...... It seems that there is only one hospital in the whole town.
Fortunately, the level of the hospital is quite good, so in this regard, there is nothing to complain about for the people of this large town.
On the afternoon of six o'clock, the sky was surprisingly dark, which was completely different from the island style of the town guard's house......
The white light in the ward has come on, and the orange light outside the window is slowly getting stronger.
Shima Feng still kept his head down, no thoughts in his head, just as quiet as a hollow.
There is no yearning left in my heart......
Joining the battle is because she is loyal to the Admiral as a ship lady, so she will do her best to complete the mission; wandering the streets, because she was confused and ignorant and had a glimmer of hope to go back, so she could continue to move forward only by apologies to repay Jinfeng; Working hard is because the naivety of finding a way back and not having a better way encourages her to move forward, so she sometimes thinks back to the past, but she is not afraid of the present.
But......
All of these......
The final destination......
In order to return to the town guard mansion and complain to the Governor, when the Commander's spiritual network was disconnected from him, he should have understood that everything had come to naught.
She didn't know why she was disconnected, but because of the words of Tsu Feng in the dream, it seemed to have warned her that she didn't have time.
So under the already dark sky at this time, she had no chance of saving.
Get up and live again, there is no meaning in it.
Work hard and again, there is no way back to the desire.
No matter how much fear is in the dream, there is no hope of comfort.
In this life, there is no way to return to the previous path.
So she didn't have any thoughts in her head, just didn't have any feelings, looked at the people and things around her sluggishly, and lost her pursuit.
Death is not terrible, but the most terrible thing is to continue the irreparable torment in a world that will never die.
Looking for another way to get home? …… No, the spiritual network has been broken, that is the Admiral's voluntary......
Why do you want to go back and increase your suffering? ……
Humans can still commit suicide in order to find relief, but what about themselves? ……
Anyway...... will not really disappear, even if it sinks to the bottom of the sea, the spirit of the ship itself will still be retained, and the consciousness of the prototype ship will be retained until the next birth and forget everything, and it will never be liberated.
So the mind is dead, and the body has no meaning to live longer.
"Click......"
The iron door of the ward opened softly.
"Qiyue?"
Ling Yixiao came in softly from outside the door, looking at the island wind that seemed to have calmed down a lot.
"Huh? ……”
Island Wind glanced over at her.
"Are you alright? …… What does the doctor mean...... If you feel like you're okay, you can be discharged at any time. ”
I think so...... Although the doctor explained it in more detail, she really liked the simple explanation.
"Hmm...... No problem. ”
As he spoke, leaning on the island wind on the back of the slanted bed, he gently lifted the white quilt, pulled out his legs, and got out of bed.
"Really...... No problem? ”
Ling Yixiao seemed to be a little worried, he just asked her, but he didn't expect that Daofeng had already started to get out of bed on his own.
"Hmmm......"
Shimakaze said yes repeatedly.
"That'...... Let's go......"
Ling Yixiao gently supported the island wind, and in the hospital in the evening, it was not early.
Since there is no liberation from sin, let it be forgotten......
There is no admiral, no town guard, no Tianjin style......
Throw away those sweet dreams mixed with pain, shatter all memories about yourself, and change your status as a sister to your current family.
In the end, the illusion that he could not give up the admiral was shackled and buried in his heart.
I am no longer a ship girl.
Myself...... Just a mortal.