"I thought she'd finish screaming and walk away. But she didn't, she screamed, leaned over to look at me, and then laughed. Then he said to me, "You're not dead, don't be afraid, I'll save you." ”

"That little face is very immature, and that smile is also heartless, very pure. It's as if the sun is shining on the ice, so shining, so bright and dazzling. In my life of more than ten years, my heart has always been cold, and it has reflected bright light. I suddenly felt that the gray sky was also dyed with a hint of brightness by her laughter, and I thought, this is the laughter of angels, right? Let me feel the warmth before I die?"

Then she took me with great effort to a hut where the hunters had taken their place when they had hunted into the mountains, and perhaps I was so wounded and bleeding so much that I looked like I was about to die, and frightened her. She actually cut her hand with a knife and tried to feed me the blood. What can a little girl know, I'm afraid she still thinks that what she eats is supplemented, and drinking blood is also replenishing blood? Do you know? When I opened my eyes, I was stunned on the spot, I have seen the treatment of the doctor in the palace, but I have never seen such a treatment of a patient?"

"Actually let me drink blood? is also bold, and he dares to use a knife to cut his hand. Hetai said solemnly, "Her palm also has a scar because of this, and the scar is still there." ”

"Others may look at the royal family as shining with golden light, and they are born to be indescribably expensive. But even if you are in the midst of prosperity every day, you are surrounded by thousands of people, you can listen to endless care, countless treasures, and endless delicacies. But how much is false and how true is there in those lovely smiles? In whose hands are those treasures? And what kind of mission are they carrying? Which plate of those delicacies will have a deadly poison? How many people can see clearly?"

"But Fluttershy, a little girl who doesn't know who I am, treats me like this without asking for anything in return, without any malice, and at the expense of herself to help me. For the first time, I realized what it means to be touched and what warmth is. The food in those days was crude, but it was worth all the food I had ever eaten. And the smoke wafting from the hut, the fire in the roaring stove, and her smile, have always warmed my heart, three years, three years have never been cold. ”

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Hetai's expression was full of warmth, and he told those warm past events one by one to Pinglianchuan. Trapped in his memories, he has forgotten the pain for the time being, and if he could, he really wanted to stay in the beauty of the memories. Although there is also a dark side of dying in the memories, as long as there is her, everything is not terrible.

Ping Lianchuan quietly listened to Hetai's narration, as if he was stupid, these things were the first time he heard Hetai talk about them, and maybe it was also the first time Hetai said it to others. Although I knew that Hetai loved and different fish and butterflies before, I didn't know these things inside. He also thinks that Fluttershy saved him and is good-looking, so Zhao Hetai likes it. I just like to be more persistent and affectionate. I never thought that there would be so many touching and warm pasts.

It's no wonder that Hetai is so infatuated with her, and if she were herself, I'm afraid she would also treat her with her heart and lungs. She hadn't done this to herself, wasn't he willing to dig out his heart and lungs? just didn't have this opportunity and blessing.

"It's a pity that I didn't see my heart clearly at that time, and I thought it was good to keep these good things in my heart. You don't have to have to have it. It's also because I'm thinking too much, so I'm deliberately avoiding it. So I didn't show it at all. Instead, he deliberately treated her coldly to hide his true emotions. ”

"But since I returned to the palace, I realized that I must have done something wrong, and maybe then I realized that she was so important to me, so important that I never thought she was. Because I really haven't forgotten her for a day, but I haven't had a chance to go to her, and when I returned to the palace, my father was angry and grounded me in the palace. And I also thought about it, the situation in the palace is also complicated, and I may not be able to take care of her if I find her. So I guess it's better to have a long pain than a short one. Let's not go to her. ”

"Back then, I chose to accept to lead the army and recruit in person, rather than let the Queen Mother intercede for me. I also want to give myself a chance to experience. If you want to be strong, you can love boldly with confidence. So when I set off, I asked the fourth prince to help me find someone, first send some belongings, take care of her life, I think if I die on the battlefield, I will also repay her some kindness, if I can come back, I will look for her. ”

After the class teacher returned to the court, the fourth prince said that no one was found. Later, I learned that her family had moved out of the mountains with her. I spent countless avenues continuing to find her. When I couldn't find her, I felt hopeless, and then I finally found her in the palace. But when I found out that she seemed to be closer to the prince, I also felt hopeless. ”

"But it's only now that I finally know that none of that used to be hopeless. I actually regret it now, not only that I didn't raise my vigilance that day, that I didn't protect her. I also regretted why I interfered with her before and why I forced her. Maybe I'm doing something wrong. Loving someone should be to follow her heart, as long as she is happy, rather than forcing her according to your own ideas. ”

"But she was so kind, she could do this to a stranger like me back then, and she was defenseless against people. I'm really not at ease. I'm afraid that she loves others, and I'm afraid that others won't be really good to her. If she follows the prince, she will inevitably be calculated and bullied in the palace in the future, even if the prince treats her well now, but the prince's character is not strong enough, and he may not be able to suppress those women. I'm afraid Fluttershy has been wronged. ”

"So I don't care what she thinks, whether she really doesn't like me as she says she does. I just insisted on keeping her with me. Maybe it's a shackle for her. ”

"I never knew I would be so conflicted about something, so hesitant, I wanted to follow her heart, but I selfishly wanted to keep her by my side. I don't want her to think anything wrong about anyone else. You say, is it wrong for me to do this?" Hetai finally raised his eyes and asked Ping Lianchuan.

"I don't know if the second brother is right or wrong, but I think that for the sake of the person you love, no matter what kind of unreasonable things you do, it is possible, if you can still be reasonable, maybe it can't be considered love. Therefore, even if it is wrong, it can be understood and forgiven. I think sooner or later Fluttershy will understand her second brother's hard work. Ping Lianchuan said softly.

Hetai smiled after hearing this. Said softly.

"Third brother, you can go. ”

"Second brother?"

Of course, Ping Lianchuan knew what Hetai asked him to do, but Hetai said it so calmly at this time, he was a little confused.

"I have said everything I want to say, I have said everything that should be said, and I have figured it out, what can be done horizontally and vertically. If fate is to arrange it this way, how can it be violated? No matter how afraid you are, you will have to face it after all. Actually, it's not a big deal, I've already planned it, she gives birth, I give birth. She dies, I die. What else would you not dare to accept?" Hetai explained to him, the light in his eyes unusually determined.

"Second brother, don't talk nonsense. You didn't mean to, and Fluttershy won't blame you. You don't have to pay with your life. "Pinglian River Rush Road.

"Third brother, I have said so much, why don't you understand? I am not atoning for my sins because I didn't protect her well, but if she is gone, my life will be meaningless. After you know what she has done to me, do you still think that I am acting in a way, and do you not think that she is worthy of my follow?"

"Then you ...... just now" Ping Lianchuan only had some comprehension at this time, no wonder Hetai chose this time to tell him this. It turned out that it wasn't just to stall for time, but that he had already made a decision. But I'm afraid that when he goes with Fluttershy, others will criticize him and think that he is a ghost, and he even wants to die for a woman. That's why he told himself a little bit about them.

just wants to tell others through his own mouth that he is not obsessed, but that she is worth it. She was so pure, so kind, that she gave her life to save him. She deserves it! She deserves any form of love from him.

It turns out that this is what Hetai really meant when he said these things to himself!

After Ping Lianchuan understood, he really couldn't even persuade him now.

"The second brother told me this because he was afraid that if the second brother died with his life, the world would criticize her and think that she had bewitched you, and she didn't deserve to be treated like this?" he confirmed. He was afraid that if he understood it wrongly.

Hetai smiled bitterly, "If others are not among them, how can they know what it tastes like? I don't want people to gossip about this beautiful thing. Fluttershy is a character to be celebrated, not gossip. I don't want anything bad for her to do so. ”

The second brother is very affectionate and considerate of Fluttershy in everything. It's Lian Chuan who is stupid, and I haven't thought it through. It turned out that it was really the same as what he thought, and Ping Lianchuan suddenly felt that he was moved by Hetai.

"I'm forced to do it out of necessity, and I don't care about it, but Fluttershy cares. Tsurutai sighed,

Every time I mentioned feelings to her, she always blamed her on the door. said that he was not worthy of me, and said that I should find a daughter who was the right person. Famous ladies. I don't know if she really thinks so, or if it's her excuse. Either way, I have to think about her. I want people to know that she's worthy of anything I can do for her. If you really want to say that you can't afford it, it's not her, it's that I don't deserve her. She's so good. I thought I was too dirty. If I had a choice, I would rather not be born in the royal family. So maybe she has no excuses. ”

Ping Lianchuan is not hypocritical to flatter the royal family. Not to mention the current dynasty, as far as the books he has read, there are some records in all dynasties, about the imperial court, about the harem.

Everyone in the world thinks how good it is to be a royal person, glorious and wealthy, respected status, and majestic in all directions. In fact, the royal people are even more difficult to be, they are always involved in the whirlpool of right and wrong, and many times if they can't judge the situation, can't be patient, and don't have a smart brain, they are in danger of being swallowed up by the whirlpool at any time.

"I went in. The second brother is waiting here. ”

After Ping Lianchuan finished speaking, he got up and walked towards the house step by step, this time, Hetai didn't stop him again, but his eyes kept moving with Ping Lianchuan's figure as if he was being pulled by a thread.