At this moment, I felt like I had grasped a life-saving straw!

So I rushed out like crazy, and it took me most of my strength to find a palm-sized piece of cold jade under a few feet of ice.

I turned it into an internal force, feed it to you!

You carefully hold my red, swollen hand.

I see you chuckling and saying that you know your body.

I heard you say, if yes, don't waste your efforts.

But.

You don't know, how willing I am.

I have never hated the impermanence of life so much, and I have never hated the world so much.

You said, I'm sorry, you can't go with me in the future, but do you know that I have been lonely all my life, and only you have really given me warmth...... How could I be willing to give it up?

Qingshu, do you know that the day before you had the idea of leaving, I already had a hunch, I didn't dare to leave you half a step, I was reluctant to close my eyes and rest for a while, I just wanted to look at you, look at you again, look at you again, and look at you again.

However, I still don't give up, I must find the legendary spirit of the Island of Ice and Fire.

I beg you, don't leave me.

I will always remember what you said to me when I first met, and I also looked at you curiously, and even sighed that there was such a man in Wudang.

Later, in your eyes over and over again, I also knew that you were different from me.

Don't look at me like that at the time, but everyone knows who is good to me and bad to me, but sometimes blind love makes me lose my nature after all!

I love Zhang Wuji, and I feel your unreserved love, in fact, I am quite happy, because I maliciously feel that there should be someone in the world who is in love with me!

During the days when I was seriously injured, you took care of me every day, whether I lost my temper, whether I was indifferent, whether I was sarcastic, you would only take risks for me again and again, and never get bored.

You'll even hold me and chase that last light, and we'll be very happy at that time.

But, blinded by hatred, I don't understand your deep affection! I take that for granted, I stay by your side, I feel your pain, and I even feel that in this way, my psyche can be comforted.

When I got better, you began to take me to re-practice martial arts, and even gave me a complete Nine Yin True Scripture, at this time I was raised by you quite fat, and it is not an exaggeration to say that I am a pig to be slaughtered.

My favorite thing is to wait for you to come home at the mouth of the cave, waiting for you to take my pulse, and every now and then you always touch my head and give me a kiss.

Afterward.

Afterward......

I find myself in love with you, and I love to be with you wherever you go.

My body has recovered, but you are getting weaker and weaker, yes, you are used to pretending to be strong, you are used to facing everything alone.

So I almost forgot that your injuries were much worse than mine.

As your condition gets worse and worse, I find that your eyes can't see clearly, your ears are not as sensitive as before, and even sometimes I call you several times, pat you on the shoulder, you look up, still at a loss......

Qingshu, the first half of your life was ruined by me, and in the second half of your life, I want to always accompany you, laugh with you, cry with you, no matter where you go, no matter where you are, as long as there is you, even if you go to the underworld, I am willing to accompany you.

If there is a next life, Qingshu, I will definitely meet you first and fall in love with you first......

Qingshu, you're vomiting blood again.

I know you can't protect me anymore, and I know that my life is coming to an end.

But I still clung to the straw that saved my life, because I hated that God had given us too little time......