Sleepless nights.

Yan An knows what it means to be a ghost, and it makes people uneasy. Throughout the night, as long as she closed her eyes, Yu Shunkang's hideous face before death would appear in front of her, as long as she took off the headphones, Yu Shunkang's voice would appear in her ears calling her name over and over again.

For the whole night, Yan An couldn't rest. She lay flat on her bed, her eyes wide open, hoping that the dawn would come soon.

When the first rays of dawn spilled onto the carpet through the cracks in the curtains, Yan An finally felt a sense of relief. She walked out of the bedroom and saw Jiang Chaodui and his clothes lying on the sofa. Last night, maybe at two or three o'clock in the morning, Yan An heard her talking on the phone outside, talking about how to deal with Yu Shunkang's posthumous affairs. Yan An knew that she helped Yu Shunkang pay for the hospitalization, and also gave Dong Xin a sum of money to deal with Yu Shunkang's funeral.

She knew that Jiang Chaowan would not tell her these things, and she was willing to pretend that she didn't know anything.

Yan An poured himself a glass of water, stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window and looked at the street scene below in a daze. Just after 7 o'clock, the street below had begun to get busy, and the flow of pedestrians and cars passed by her in a steady stream, turning into one phantom after another.

The words that Yu Shunkang said before he died echoed in her mind again, and Yan An still couldn't believe that he said something he regretted. Why do you want to be buried in the name of Yan Liang after death? Do you want your soul to return to your hometown? Say that before you say that you are all walking corpses in a shell of hypocrisy?

All of this sounds like one carefully woven lie after another. But everyone said that people are dying, and their words are good.

Yan An shook his head and swept away these complicated thoughts for the time being. Jiang Chaodui also woke up when she heard the movement, and when she saw her, she never mentioned what happened yesterday or talked about what was going to happen in the future, she just told her that maybe she should tell Chao Zhen the truth about her current physical condition so that he could know.

"I don't know what to say. Yan An said truthfully.

"He should be expecting this child. Jiang Chaodui told her.

"But I don't know what angle or position he is looking forward to this child. His previous performance made me think that this kid was just trying to put another shackle on the chain that involved Lian and him. He doesn't have any mental problems now, except for a part of his memory, and I talked to him about separation when the conflict was at its worst, and he told me at the time that he didn't sign any documents now. ”

"So why did it become like this?" Jiang Chaodui asked her, "It stands to reason that he lost his memory of you and should have forgotten that you are a person who has no feelings for you at all, why did he suddenly come to a treacherous point after something happened for a while? You also have children in the process." ”

Yan An was silent for a while, this matter was indeed a boulder pressing on the bottom of her heart, and she couldn't talk to anyone before. Even if she talks to Chao Zhen face-to-face about this and talks about the extra parts of his memory, she has to be cautious, and she is always worried that if she says the wrong word, she will make a mistake.

Now in an ambiguous environment, she is wearing pajamas and Jiang Chaodui is wearing pajamas, and outside the house is a rare bright sun recently. Yan An spoke slowly and said, "I guess it was because the previous sedatives had some effect on his head, making him take some of the things in his dream as real memories. ”

Yan An found such an opportunity and talked to Jiang Chaowan about why after Chao Zhen's amnesia, her relationship with Chao Zhen collapsed and they had to be glued together.

Jiang Chaodui listened to her entire narrative with staring eyes and asked, "You mean, in her dream, you are a person who betrayed her because of interests, and then married someone else, right?"

Yan An nodded, and listened to Jiang Chaodui say: "Then the self in his dreams should love you very much, otherwise why doesn't he refuse to part with you?" He may be really afraid that those dreams will come true. ”

"How can it become a reality?" Yan An looked at the sky outside the house and said slowly, "The one in his dream, my so-called husband, was confirmed dead yesterday. ”

In her ears, she heard Jiang Chaowan say in surprise, "It was you who asked me to help you find that classmate yesterday?"

Yan An didn't speak, but listened to Jiang Chaodui slap his face and said, "Then I can understand what all those moths Chao Zhen made before are all because of." ”

Seeing Yan An looking over, Jiang Chaodui said: "If you have an affair with this female star today, and gossip with that female star tomorrow, you probably want to confirm his presence in your heart in this way." ”

"Chao Zhen is not such a naïve person. Yan An said.

"The Chao Zhen in our impression is definitely not, but the one in front of us, we don't know when his memory stays, if it is more than ten years old and still ignorant...... You said that he took the things in the dream seriously, so he should subconsciously feel that you will one day separate from him and marry someone else, and he thinks that a certificate that has not been recognized in China should not be enough to lock you away, so he wants to have a child. ”

"yes, so what's the point of this kid?" Yan An asked.

"No matter what Chao Zhen's intention is to want this child to come into this world, I feel that even if he doesn't have any memories of the past, he still loves you. ”

Yan An looked back and asked, "Is that so?"

"You actually think the same way yourself, don't you?" Jiang Chaodui looked at her and said, "I advised you to take medicine when you had signs of a cold before, but at that time you began to pay attention to these things, and resolutely did not take medicine, injections, or any food with additives. But you weren't sure that this kid was coming into this world, were you?"

Is it?

Jiang Chaodui said again: "Yan An, you yourself are also looking forward to the arrival of this child in your heart. If Chao Zhen's purpose is not so pure, then what about you? What about your intentions?"

"What do I mean?" Yan An looked at his lower abdomen calmly, and said: "Of course, my intention is because I love him, I can't imagine how to continue my life separated from him, the time when he disappeared before was the most difficult day I have ever experienced, to be honest, it is worse than death." So, even though he can't remember my past with us, I still want to be with him. ”

Yan An rubbed his eyes and continued: "My good words that can be separated and can live separately are all duplicitous nonsense. I'm also selfish, and I'm wondering if we can go a little further if we have a child and one more bond. ”