Chapter 53 Deep Love

"Why help him?"

She asked me again, frowning and looking pained.

I shook my head slowly: "I really wanted to help him just now, but at this moment, I want to help you." ”

Sometimes it feels so wonderful, and I can't bear to see her full of loneliness and sorrow.

Lonely and desolate eyes, slightly hooked corners of the mouth with sarcasm, the pain that has nowhere to speak... I'm afraid that only the silent tears can be experienced...

She, it hurts.

I can see it, not on my body, but in my heart.

"Help me? How can you help me?

She looked up at the sky, sneered, and was indescribably sad.

"I don't know what happened to you and that mortal before, but you can't kill him, it will ruin your practice. ”

All I can do is stop her from being corrupted by the demons at this moment.

"Practice? What is practice? What's the point?"

She smiled miserably and looked at me with a dull look in her eyes.

I was silent, the reasons for all things to cultivate are different, the meaning of my cultivation is only to leave the abyss, her cultivation path... I can't answer.

Suddenly, I felt that I was a little useless, if Liyuan was here, I would definitely be able to persuade her to return to the right path.

My own way is still being explored, how can I answer her questions?

"Then you... Why do you have to kill that mortal?"

"He's damned. ”

Her sarcastic tone revealed a hint of imperceptible love, and I looked at her suspiciously, but she was still smiling, but it was ugly and tight.

"He's just a mortal, what if you kill him? He will be reincarnated, forgetting his past life, and you, but you've suffered the sin of killing mortals indiscriminately, so... What's the trouble?"

"He's my father-in-law..."

She chuckled, full of attachment, and her gentle eyes looked into the distance with a smile, and she felt strange with her bloodstained body.

"Then why are you... And you want to kill him?"

Isn't falling in love with a mortal until you get married, what every goblin is looking forward to?

How could they get to the point of hurting each other?

"I'm a demon. ”

She rolled her eyes and sneered.

"He doesn't know you're a demon?"

"I didn't know before, but I know tonight. She looked at her stomach and slowly crouched down, her bloodstained hands covering her face, "I was wrong... It was wrong in the first place..."

She sobbed lowly, tears washing away the blood, leaving marks on her face, as if they were bloody tears.

My heart was blocked, my hands twisted my skirt, I took a step, and then I shrunk back, frowning, looking at her: "What happened to you?"

"I'm a demon... Just because I'm a demon..."She looked up, her tearful eyes full of sorrow, and she sobbed suppressedly.

"What about the demon? He can't accept your demon identity? So... You're going to..."

"He killed the child!" she was instantly excited, her hands clenched into fists, her face was hideous, her eyes were bloodshot, and she repeated word by word: "He killed the child! Child..."

I staggered back under her pathetic gaze, child?

Could it be that the blood stained on her abdomen... Is it because of the child?

How... How so?

I stood there at a loss, watching her laugh almost distorted, "The child has just been born, so small... He actually killed him, and you say, what should I do? The child will come back..."

She lowered her head, covered her face, and muttered, "What to do... My child will come back..."

Newborn children, people... Children with demons?

I froze in place, not knowing how to comfort her.

He only took out a brocade handkerchief from his sleeve, slowly approached her, and gently wiped the blood stains on her face and hands.

"I didn't know, something like this happened between you..."

This is not the same story as I have heard, and there has never been such a plot in the book of the Si Ming Library.

I am used to seeing people confused by demons, but the first time I met demons and abandoned them.

Who says monsters have no heart? They love and hate, straightforward and intense, never like mortals, with too many complicated thoughts.

"You're a god?"

Her hand over her face suddenly let go, and she grabbed my wrist instead, staring at me with a burning eye.

“... Be. ”

I nodded.

"Then you can save my child, won't you? I'll take you to see my child... Come..."

She smiled, her eyes moving with anticipation.

I don't move.

"You're coming..."She continued to pull me, the smile on the corner of her mouth slowly disappeared, "Why don't you get up..."

Her face froze, her lips pursed, she wanted to laugh but couldn't.

"If your child is dead, even if I am a god, I will not be able to save him. ”

"For... Why..."

Her lips trembled, and tears slid down again, but she tugged at the corners of her mouth, squeezing out a smile, sad and lonely.

"How can I save my soul when I return to the underworld?"

When a person is about to die, the underworld will send black and white impermanence to ask for his soul, and the child is half of the mortal blood, and he died in the world, and the soul is afraid that it has already been taken away.

"Aren't you a god?"

She was holding my wrist tightly, her nails digging into my flesh, blood in the depths.

I glanced at my wrist, and after a while, I sighed: "The reincarnation of heaven, everything has a cause and fate, life and death have fate, you can't change it in vain, immortals, it's not omnipotent." ”

"Then what should I do?" her eyes were misty, the smile on her lips became more and more bitter, and she staggered back two steps, "What should I do?"

She looked at the sky, opened her hands, and there was an emptiness in the depths of her eyes: "What should I do?!"

The demonic power spread uncontrollably around her, raising a storm, the wind swept up her skirt, "rustling", her pupils were a strange blood red, and a cluster of black marks on her forehead flickered.

Seeing this, my eyes froze, this is a sign that I am going to fall into the devil!

I pinched the trick in an instant, and placed a ban on her, and the uninterrupted output of spiritual power competed with her demonic power.

"Why are you holding me back?"

She opened her lips, her lips as red as blood, and her strange pupils stared at me.

"For the sake of a mortal, the Devil... It's not worth it!"

I gritted my teeth, resisting the storm of demonic power.

If the demon is a cultivator... If you take the right path, you can ascend to immortality. But if she enters the demon path, it is impossible to re-enter the immortal path, I don't want to, she will give up for the sake of a mortal.

"It's worth it... It's not worth it?," she sneered, "what's the difference?"

"You have cultivated profoundly, your demonic power is pure, if you concentrate on cultivation, you will be able to achieve the path of immortality, since you can get the Great Dao, why choose to fall into the demon?"

I can understand her despair, but I can't watch her fall into the devil's path.

"You're a nosy fairy..."She raised her lips and calmed down a little: "It's just that there is no difference between the fairy path and the demon path as far as I am concerned. ”

"How can there be no difference?" I was anxious, "Becoming an immortal is the right path, aren't ordinary goblins looking forward to one day being able to get rid of their demonic nature and become immortals? Isn't that the difference?"

"Immortals are bound by the way of heaven, and in this life, I never want to be bound again!"

"You're still... Want to kill him?"

She was silent, then pursed her lips, her eyes dimmed: "What's the use of killing him?

"Then why choose that path?"

I don't know too much about things, just like at this moment, I can't guess the mind of this snake demon.

"The devil yearns for freedom, do as he pleases, in the future, I don't want to let myself be burdened by love, bound by love, I would rather never love... No more love. ”

She left behind her initial resentment, leaving her body full of loneliness, and her heart was like ashes... That's what it looks like.

I took the spiritual power and felt a little relieved: "Since this is your choice, I have no right to interfere." ”

I turned around, put away the formation, and walked towards the town, suddenly stopped, looked back, and looked at her: "It's just that the demon still has seven emotions and six desires, and the obsession is even worse, you will be burdened by it because of the obsession, I hope... You can always hold on to your current thoughts and no longer be trapped by love. ”

I don't look at her anymore, becoming an immortal or a demon, it's her own choice... There's only so much I can do, and after all, I'm still a little worse.

Taking a deep breath, I was about to step into town.

In the darkness of the night, I saw a figure crouching in the corner, cowering at his shoulders, poking his head out and peeking.

I walked into him and put my hands around my chest: "Why are you still here?"

It's the right man.

"Big... Daxian..."He recognized me, stood up, hung his head, peeked at me, and asked, "That's... How's that goblin?"

"Dead!"

I rolled my eyes in annoyance, skipped him and walked away.

"Die... Dead?" he muttered, and then followed: "Great Immortal, how can you die... What about dead?"

I said in a cold voice and impatiently: "When I gave birth, my demonic power was damaged, I lost too much blood, and I died after two hits." ”

Hearing this, his face gradually turned pale, his eyes were dyed with a layer of sorrow, and he trembled his lips, as if something crystal was lingering in his eyes.

I sighed, shook my head and walked away.

"Daisen, can you tell me... Where's her body?"

His deep voice rang out behind me.

I didn't look back, just sighed softly: "It's gone." ”

No matter what he thought in his heart, for the snake demon, the fate between them... The moment he killed the child with his own hands, it was already over.

The previous pursuit was just a sense of grief and indignation, but in fact, even if this mortal stood in front of her, she would still not be able to do it.

That's the person she was in love with, the father of the dead child...

Now, after seeing through it, let's say goodbye, for them, it is the best ending.

"I... I didn't mean to, I was just scared, what kind of monster it was, a snake-tailed monster... I didn't really want to kill him... A-wo, I'm sorry, I'm sorry... It's me who was too cowardly, I'm sorry..."

The mortal man knelt on the ground, repenting over and over again, tears streaming down his eyes, but... What's the use?

Ahh What a beautiful name.

I looked up at the sky, if so, she could have told the truth that she was a demon earlier, maybe... None of this will be the same.

He wouldn't have killed their children out of too much fright, and she wouldn't have to be in that miserable situation.

It's just that God's will is like this, and the deep love can only be like a stranger.