Episode 14: First Sight, Goodbye
Immortal Spirit Bird! You won't die, greedy time can't trample you down! —Ode to the Nightingale, verse 7, Keats.
The night was getting darker and darker, and Zhige, who was lying groggily by the garbage heap, suddenly thought of this poem.
Because of the alcohol, he fell asleep in a daze, and the memories that he couldn't bear to recall were constantly emerging at this time, those heartbeats, those sourness of love, were hidden in the depths of memory.
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The first time I met it was in a quiet library, and my nose was filled with the scent of paper and ink.
The girl sat on the desk, her expression quiet and gentle, slowly savoring the contents of the book, and the happiness and knowledge it brings.
The girl looked eighteen or nineteen years old, not very domineering, not small and delicate, she had long crystal purple hair, and her lovely face seemed to contain brilliance, and the dim library was brightened.
The girl didn't notice the many adoring eyes around her—maybe she did, but she didn't care.
People who are watched by the light often can't see the scenery behind the light, right?
Dongfang Zhige, the young master of the big family, is the real dragon arrogant.
He was walking around the library at this time, looking for books to pass the time, and he keenly sensed that there was something wrong with the atmosphere around him, and the dynamics of the flow of people seemed to be a little different from usual.
But on the surface, he still looked indifferent, casually looking for books that he was interested in and could pass the time, and then, with a casual look, passed by these people one by one.
He sat down directly across from the girl and opened the book.
The two didn't even say a word to each other, but when Dongfang Zhige recalled it later, he realized that in fact, the omnipotent and mischievous god had already quietly tied the rope of fate to them.
Ah, what a god of bad taste, why give such a beautiful beginning, since it was doomed to no good end from the beginning?
The library was extremely quiet, only the sound of footsteps and turning books, and even those few pairs of ill-intentioned eyes seemed extraordinarily quiet, honestly waiting for the time to come.
An hour passed.
Two hours passed.
Three hours also passed.
The sunlight reflected in the window, and the slight strong wind blew off the leaves, carefully ruffling the girl's long hair.
A small green leaf fell in front of the girl's eyes, and the girl realized that she had been there for a long time, so she closed the book and stood up.
The girl stretched her slender waist, and her full body was like a budding flower, stretching her youthful breath in the clear sun.
In an instant, Dongfang Zhige fell in love with this girl.
Reason? What is the reason?
Do you need a reason to fall in love with someone?
He straightened his tie and was going to strike up a conversation.
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"Meow ......"
Suddenly hearing a cat meow, Dongfang Zhige opened his eyes and scared away the stray cat licking his face.
He sat up slowly, holding his head.
"It's a dream......"
Raise your head, you can't see the moon tonight, the dark sky swallows the stars.
Bowing his head in a dejected manner, the stimulation of alcohol gradually subsided in his special body.
The story of him and her is not amazing, it can be said to be simple to vulgar, just like the Korean dramas next door.
In a relationship of just a few months of life, the two who were pulled by the hand of God fell in love, responding to each other's youthful expectations, hesitating about the extent of their desires, and no matter what, they could not be satisfied.
Why...... There is no trace, just love so much that I can't breathe, and I am deeply immersed in each other's sweet words over and over again.
We kissed each other softly, though you looked reluctant.
We hugged each other tightly, even if I didn't think it was enough.
I want to say to you, it's good to be yourself, why be angry about other girls?
During the game, you reflect the shadow with both hands and laugh happily, like a child who has received a new toy; Roll the dice and you reach the maximum number, with a smug look on your face that no one can catch up, so I'm sure I'd like to score a good number of dice and then show a "I'm lucky" expression and stay by your side.
It's a blessing to be by your side.
You're the person I've always wanted to be, but why are you so flattered? I don't even want to say "I like you", is it so difficult for me to admit defeat?
Recalling the girl's inexplicable stubbornness, he couldn't help but smile, and was immediately defeated by the surging sadness in his heart.
The time for happiness seems to pass in an instant.
When I held your cold hand, my hand also became cold, and along with it, it seemed that there was something else.
Don't disappear, where are you going to come back quickly, I don't want this kind of ending, time stops.
Stop and rewind.
Obviously, I knew very well in my heart that this was not possible......
Someone around me was shouting my name and telling me to calm down, but how could I calm down!
Just hold your hand tightly and let it take away my temperature little by little.
If you let go of this hand, you will leave me, and my voice will really not be heard?
If my call could reach far away, let me put a kiss on your gentle smile.
Say goodbye, goodbye, good night.
That's the end.
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The next morning, in the garbage heap at the entrance of the alley, Zhi Ge, who was lying on it and sleeping soundly, still had some tears in the corners of his eyes, was kicked in the stomach and thrown against the wall, and was beaten awake under this strong impact, Zhi Ge opened his mouth in pain and squirted out a few mouthfuls of saliva, and then sat on the ground.
The man who volunteered to go out on a mission in the Bafang conference room Bafang Fengming appeared in front of Dongfang Zhige's eyes, he fiddled with his fists, looking at such a down-and-out Zhige, he felt that Duanmu Ruoxi was not worthy, and he was overly angry, so he pulled Dongfang Zhige's hair and threw it out several meters.
Bafang Fengming put his hands in his pockets and slowly walked in front of Dongfang Zhige, and threw this drunkard who was thrown by himself to the point where he couldn't stand up, and stepped on Dongfang Zhige's head fiercely and said unwillingly: "It turns out that the death of the little girl of the Duanmu family makes you so unacceptable?" So you are so cowardly that you let a woman die for you, and you can only drink here to kill your sorrows? That's just right, it won't be a lot of trouble to kill you! ”