PS: Although it is said that it is a very important two chapters...... However, because the word count exceeds 20,000 words, the two chapters are divided into four chapters.

In fact, chapters with too many words look quite tiring, so the author still decided to change the chapters in the appropriate places to make everyone's reading experience slightly better, so as not to make everyone play with too many scenes in a chapter.

-- Dividing line --

Leaving a trace of the twilight of the remnants of the sun...... Still in the mind.

Still the same young self, he knelt again in front of the familiar church cross.

“……”

Looking up at the usually kind, but now the expression is unpredictable on the face of his father.

As if with God and the expectation of a child, his expression was kind, but also serious, although with personal selfish thoughts, but also with the justice of being the emperor of Catholicism, he lightly hooked the chain of the talisman necklace with both hands, and pulled it open to be sent to his daughter's neck.

There was no one around, this was his personal one, and he personally prayed for the blessing of the child.

But he was still groaning and praying with his eyes closed.

After that, he sacredly passed the necklace of the holy silver to his daughter who knelt on both knees in front of him.

Then I thanked the Lord deeply for His kindness, and then I ended the ritual of passing on the faith.

Vichy ...... In the future, take good care of this necklace, which is a talisman given to you by God...... And what I personally expect from you. (Italian)

The father, who was dressed in a heavy and dignified papal dress in front of him, stretched out his palm, which was wide for a 5-year-old girl, and gently touched his little head, still smiling as usual after the formal ceremony.

It was still the same, as if it had been cut open by a long knife, and it became two disconnected phantoms in front of it, which slowly dissipated in the air.

“……”

The girl, who was still silent, bowed her head and pinched the small cross on the necklace with both hands, and prayed respectfully.

But to pray for a blessing...... Did God hear it?

The God I had never understood and doubted existed...... Can you really get your father back?

Jesus...... Is it true that the gospel will be put on one's own head?

She didn't know...... It's just that in the scene where my father existed, the dusk that once spread the clear and clear sky gradually darkened......

It never lit up...... and there will never be light again......

A 5-year-old girl prayed until she was 6 years old...... 10 years old...... 12 years old...... The body continued to grow, and I prayed very religiously every day for 7 whole years......

Although it is not a 24-hour prayer...... But that's sincere, right?

Yet God still doesn't hear his desire for a warm home......

So in this dream, which would appear every night, she put down the cross in her hand, slowly got up, and looked coldly at the big cross in front of her, which was no longer shining by the moonlight, with her own unique cold eyes.

When you turn around and try to leave, you will see the void again...... It's like a white phantom of terror......

Head to toe ...... Humanoid white shadow.

Cold......

Heart-to-heart cold ......

It seems that the white shadow ...... It's the sinners who killed everyone......

A 12-year-old girl, trembling all over...... Scared inside......

It's just that his eyes are still indifferent, and it seems that his heart has melted into ice with such coldness.

My own fear is not that I am afraid that I will die too...... It's the fear of no one around.

However, every night dream, I have to face him......

So sure enough...... That white shadow still has to defeat it himself.

In the cold church, she turned her head as usual, and her 12-year-old self gave up her illusions about God and insisted on making actual revenge herself.

“……”

However...... It seems that in an instant, his body has come to the age of 16......

The white shadow that will surely appear behind the prayer every night...... but replaced it with a teenager.

A young man of the same age with a sunny face and a body shape not much different from himself.

Wearing a gray-black hooded sweatshirt, gray cotton sweatpants, and a high-necked white undershirt with the letter "A".

The temperament has always been soft, and it seems to look at himself with a bland and amiable eye.

"Hmm......"

The girl was slightly stunned, stunned and speechless as she looked at the scene that had never been seen before in this dream.

However, the boy not far in front of him walked lightly step by step, as if he understood the coldness of his heart, and hugged him.

He didn't smile, he didn't have ulterior motives, he just comforted himself.

“……”

It's warm, isn't it......

It seems that the boy's embrace is the warmth she feels for the first time in her life after she has a memory.

Thereupon...... I also gently closed my eyes and gently used my slender arms to ...... Wrapped his arms around the boy's back......

It's always been like this...... Keep it up.

……

"Hmmm......"

Su Bing, who slowly opened his beautiful eyes and blinked his eyes frequently, seemed to feel a little unconscious.

"Woo! ~~”

There was the sound of a car speeding by.

“……？”

Slightly covering the front of her eye sockets with a few fingers, adjusting to the already bright light, she slowly opened her eyes and sat up straight.

“……”

My head was a little dizzy, and I seemed to have forgotten why I was sleeping here.

So I was also confused and looked at the scene around me.

It seemed that there was an endless stream of people rushing to work, and the low-flying car also cut through the air again, speeding past not far overhead.

The purple flowers behind the side of the body are in full bloom, and the surrounding streets are connected to several department stores, and it seems that this place is very prosperous.

"Hmm......"

It seems that there is still a part of the memory that sinks in the dream...... She could still feel the boy's warmth, and there was a little astringent red light on her cheeks.

But...... Why do you wake up and it seems to be that temperature?

Just feeling something in my thighs...... Moved?

Then her eyes became cold again...... stared at Chen Hang, who was sleeping soundly with her legs under her head.

Something that moved...... It refers to the movement of Chen Hang's head when he turned over just now......

Through a layer of tunic that he had placed on his legs...... But Su Bing's cold air did not fade in the slightest.

……

"Goo!"

"Uh......h Wow! ~”

Being pushed by Su Bing, Chen Hang rolled onto the brick floor made of handicrafts with a grunt, and wailed in pain.

But he quickly half-crawled up...... That's natural, when you fall, as long as you don't lose consciousness, who doesn't get up first in the first reaction?

"Pain...... Painful ......"

Chen Hang, who was muttering pain in his mouth, crawled up slightly...... Then he met Su Bing, who seemed to be blackened......

"Ugh."

Then Chen Hang's expression on his face twisted, and then he turned his head away, almost sweating all over his head.

"Say...... Why am I here? What happened last night? ……”

When he seemed to be fierce, Su Bing, whose eyes were similar to that of a leopard who was about to eat people, asked Chen Hang with such a cold air.

"Uh...... That one...... Didn't you say you wanted to watch a movie...... As a result, you fell asleep and couldn't wake up, and you had to get out when the theater closed...... Well...... So I'm just going to have to memorize you. ”

Chen Hang also paid special attention to it, it was the back, not the princess hugging ......

"I can't help it...... I have little strength to carry you out, and I have no place to live, so I have to sleep on this bench...... Seeing that you were cold, I put my clothes on your legs......"

Chen Hang, who also realized what the big pillow he was sleeping on in his dream was, hurriedly explained:

"But...... But I fell asleep sitting next to you...... Probably after falling asleep...... Did you accidentally fall asleep...... Embrace...... I'm sorry. ”

Chen Hang, who was so well-behaved and admitted his mistakes, fell down, hurriedly patted his clothes and got up, bowing his head very respectfully and apologizing.

“……”

Su Bing, who was suspicious, tilted his head and stared at him slightly, the cold air faded a little, and then he raised his arm or something...... I checked my condition...... After confirming that there was nothing abnormal, it seemed to be deflated.

"Hmph...... Forget it. ”

She muttered the same and said the familiar "forget it......

Actually, I think I care about this kind of thing.

"Ah...... Excuse me...... Yes...... Ahh ”

Chen Hang, who scratched his head a little and was still a little flustered, had an itchy nose, closed his eyes, and sneezed away with his head sideways.

Then he turned his head...... If you look closely at his eyes, there are still some dark circles under his eyes.

It should be this night, and the quality of sleep is not good.

“……”

Su Bing lowered his head slightly and looked at the warm cotton coat on his legs...... Picked it up and handed it to Chen Hang.

"Take it......"

Although he didn't say thank you, his movements were a little unnatural, and his face was gone, still so astringently red.

"Ah, thank you......"

Chen Hang also hurriedly took it over and put his coat back on.

Perhaps...... It's over.

……

“……”

Walking beside Chen Hang, who was about the same height as himself, Su Bing looked at him slightly sideways.

Hood ...... White Shirt ...... He looks like a good old boy...... The ordinary boy in this street is actually the boy in his dream.

However, at this time, Chen Hang was slightly snorting, and his spirit was not very good.

"Sense...... Got a cold? ”

Su Bing, who had already calmed down again, asked Chen Hang.

"Uh...... It's a little bit, my physique is not very good, and I get sick easily...... Actually, it's nothing, it's just that my head is still dizzy. ”

“……”

Chen Hang replied with a slightly wry smile, and Su Bing just looked at him wordlessly.

"I ...... I touched. ”

And then it stopped.

"Huh? ……”

Chen Hang naturally stopped.

Chen Hangbar...... I saw Su Bing's hand lightly touching his forehead...... His cheeks were a little red, and he seemed to be very concerned about himself, as if he was a little worried.

“……”

I seem to have just remembered that this girl is the object of my secret liking...... Chen Hang hurriedly retreated again.

"Ahhh......h It's okay, it's okay, I'll go back to the academy and get some medicine later. ”

I hurriedly wanted to slip away a little.

“……”

I didn't take two steps, but I felt my hand being caught.

So Chen Hang, who was pulled...... Still turned around.

In front of him, there seemed to be some complaints about Su Bing, who didn't put himself in his care.

"All feverish, are you okay? …… Don't run around, I'll take you to get the medicine. ”

She looked at Chen Hang's face again carefully, and then pulled him in the direction she didn't know which one to go.

"Uh-huh...... Do you know where there is a clinic? ”

Chen Hang asked suspiciously.

But when you ask this question...... Su Bing's steps stopped.

“……”

Then Chen Hang found out...... It seems that she still doesn't know......

"Don't ...... Don't ask so much! Of course I do! ”

When she turned her head, she still seemed to be so red on her cheeks, she should be a little unwilling to be exposed to the truth...... She quickened her pace again and pulled Chen Hang in an unknown direction.

"I ...... I don't like to owe people anything, so keep up?! ”

As she walked, the girl with the long black hair turned her head sideways again, and said so righteously and seriously.

But she really doesn't have any experience...... Otherwise, it wouldn't be so flustered.

I was really a little confused by Su Bing's actions...... Because of Su Bing's fast pace, Chen Hang walked step by step, in the direction she was going......

I guess I'm going to a place that wasn't so unexpected......