Chapter 356: I haven't taken the medicine given by Cui Li
The emperor frowned, "Fluttershy, there are no outsiders here, can you stop the concubines and concubines, it doesn't sound good to your ears." ”
She suddenly changed her face, "What's the matter today? Everyone dislikes my name, some people want me to call myself a concubine, and some people don't want to listen to a concubine." You're really hard to serve. ”
He asked, puzzled, "Who else?"
Concubine An raised her eyebrows lightly, and was about to say that the queen came to find fault, when she suddenly lowered her eyelashes and slowly diverted the topic, "I want to go and see the master." ”
The emperor seemed reluctant, "Your body is still not suitable for going out...... "After a moment's hesitation, he said, "Do you want your master to enter the palace to live?"
"Master, he has lived in seclusion for many years, in fact, he doesn't like to disturb the world, this time he went out of the mountain is also for me, and he is a man, and there are many inconveniences in the palace, not to mention that you can't find him at all, how can you pass the message?"
"But......" he wrestled with his words.
"In the past four years, I have been with my master day and night, which is equivalent to my relatives, so I want to tell him the good news. Concubine An smiled slightly, her face was never gentle.
Because her new identity is now the righteous daughter of Marquis Wuxian, Hetai arranged it for her.
Because of her resemblance to the former princess, she has aroused many suspicions, so she can't be involved with the Yu family for the time being.
The master is currently able to see her relatives.
The emperor looked at her, and there was a pain in his heart, she valued this child so much, and she couldn't wait to share the good news with others.
If she was told the truth, she would not be able to accept it, and she would not know how sad she would be.
But if you don't say it, if you let this child grow, you are depriving her of life.
Her delicate pleading came from her ears, "I'll only go for three or five days, okay?"
She herself is strange, when she learns that she is pregnant, her whole person is completely soft, but it's a pity that she can't see her father and mother now, and it's a comfort to go to see her master.
Rong Zhen was thinking about it. He struggled to pull out a smile, but he still couldn't hide the sadness in his expression.
She looked at him strangely for a moment, then jumped up again, "I don't know if it's a boy or a girl, I'm going to take a name for each." She smiled brightly at the clever act.
His heart trembled, and he didn't know how to tell her, he couldn't accept this heartache, let alone her?
But not to mention, secretly gave her abortion pills, he couldn't bear it, when the child was gone, she would only blame her for not protecting the child well, and she might not be able to get out of this shadow in her life.
Why should God be so cruel and give him this choice.
Concubine An noticed the emperor's abnormality and smiled, "What's the matter, why is the emperor displeased?" her voice was soft, and her eyes were full of worry.
"Fluttershy," he said with difficulty, "you're weak, and it doesn't seem appropriate to have a baby at this time." ”
"What did you say?" she looked at him in disbelief with a frozen expression, "You said you didn't want children?"
"When you're well, the child will still be there. He lowered his eyes, a hint of regret crossed his deep eyes.
How could he be willing to say such a thing, make such a decision, say such cruel words, his heart was like a sharp blade, and he could even feel the pain of blood oozing out.
"What's wrong with my body? I'm healthy!" she said with a white face, "Do you mean I'm poisoned? The master has already solved it for me, I'm fine, it won't affect the child." ”
"I said, this child can't be wanted, I will ask the imperial doctor to prescribe medicine for you. He was ruthless, and his heart was on the verge of collapse.
Although his voice is not high, it is the first time for Fluttershy that Tsurutai has spoken so harshly to her, and it is non-negotiable, and it is to her child.
Could it be that if she calls him the Emperor, he is no longer the original Hetai? If she is Concubine An, she is no longer Fluttershy?
Otherwise, how could he be so ruthless, saying that he didn't want children, and that he would ask the imperial doctor to prescribe medicine for her.
The chill that rose from the bottom of her heart made Yu Die'er shiver.
She pinched her face and said to herself, "I must be dreaming, it's not real......"
Her lips were pale without a trace of blood, and she looked straight at him, "You must not be Hetai, you must not, you are just the emperor, that's why you are so ruthless." But you said you weren't going to change. ”
"Fluttershy......" he held out.
"Ah......h
He thought he would be surprised to know that she was pregnant, but he didn't expect it to be like this.
I thought that this time she would be able to be happy with him by letting go of all her worries, but the dream was too short, so short that she woke up from the dream before she had time to get drunk.
His words were so heartless that she didn't even dare to ask why, she just wanted to hide.
Looking at Nishiki's curled up body, trembling violently, Hetai's chest was like being hit by a stick, and his heart was even more painful.
She would rather she scold him and beat him, but she can't stand her treating herself like this.
She trusted him so much, and chose to stay in the palace and be his concubine, but he made her sad so soon, and what was even more afraid was that she misunderstood him and was disappointed in him, and that sentence that he couldn't do without her child pierced his heart deeply.
How desperate she was to be able to say this.
so that they did not question him, and avoided suffering in silence.
He was afraid that a rift would appear between them from now on, and it would be even more difficult to mend it.
Just tell her, no matter how hard it is to accept, the two of them face it together.
"Fluttershy. His voice was hoarse as never before, and he stretched out his hand to hug the little man through the quilt, "I haven't changed, no! I will always be the Hetai of the year, it's not that I don't want this child, I have a hard time." ”
His posture was almost whispered, but she didn't seem to want to listen, and struggled under the covers.
"Fluttershy, come out and I'll explain to you. He prayed, his eyes darkened with pain, and what about being honored as an emperor, and at this moment he still felt a deep sense of frustration that could not do anything.
Her struggles weakened, but the sobs came more clearly.
"Cui Li gave you the medicine to delay your poisonous hair, and he hid the side effects of that medicine from me, that kind of medicine is extremely damaging to the body, almost cutting off fertility, even if there is a 1 in 10,000 chance, you can't ask for it. ”
"Because, because ......," he said, "if you insist on giving birth to a child, the adults will not be able to protect it." ”
At this point, he couldn't hold back any longer, and the mist in his eyes turned into tears, falling one by one, and dipped into the brocade quilt, "Fluttershy, it's not that I don't want this child, this is our child, how could I not want it?
"But I can't help it, I can't bet on losing you, I can't ......"
She was under the covers, and she couldn't see his expression, and the tone in which he couldn't stop crying came to her ears.
He cried!
Iron bones, the tears of Hetai above 10,000 people, are they only shed for her?
Concubine An was heartbroken, but at the moment, her heart was a little chaotic.
He mentioned Cui Li's medicine because the side effects of the medicine would harm her life, so he didn't let her have this child, not what she thought?
Is she thinking too much?
She quietly poked her head out of the quilt, and all she could see was the sadness on his face and a touch of wetness at the corners of his eyes.
When he saw her come out, he hugged her and said sadly, "Fluttershy, don't ignore me. ”
She frowned, "You just said that because of the medicine, I can't have children, but really?"
He hugged her tightly and whispered, "No children, you still have me, and I will always be with you." ”
She sighed lightly, "I thought you were worried about the pressure on the imperial court from the south, so you ......"
"Why do you think that?" he said in a deep voice, "I will take care of the affairs of the South, how can I sacrifice you?"
"The king of a country has no heirs, are you not afraid of being ridiculed and becoming the laughing stock of the world?" she asked.
"Let them go, I don't care. His face pressed against her cheek, rubbing it gently, "It's enough for me to have you, I don't care about anything else." ”
"But you are the emperor, of course, you put the community first. She was gloomy, "And Yu Guogong ......"
His face was awe-inspiring, "I am the emperor, but I am also your husband." Fluttershy, I can't sacrifice you for anything at any time, and I won't change my mind about you because of my change of identity, not before, not now, and not in the future. ”
"As for the dealer," he raised his eyebrows lightly, "I didn't take him seriously at all, I have already thought of countermeasures, you don't have to worry." ”
He was extremely firm in his assurances to her, and he tried his best to comfort her heart.
But his heart was already angry, and he didn't know which of the unsightly servants told her about the court, and made her think wildly.
Because the queen is not favored, Yu Guogong has always been obsessed with him, and has repeatedly made small moves in the south, and this time Fluttershy is very favored when he enters the palace, which arouses his dissatisfaction, and he has recently provoked trouble three or four times.
But after all, he is a courtier, although he is allowed to sit in southern Xinjiang, he is not actually given much military power, and the deputy generals around him are all his own people installed by Hetai, so he is not afraid of any big storms.
"Then ......" Concubine An looked straight into his deep eyes, "If I say that this child can be wanted, what if I want to give birth?"
He was shocked, "Are you crazy? ”
She smiled, her smile was very sweet, "Actually, I have never taken the medicine that Cui Li gave, so my body is fine, and it will not affect it at all." ”
"Fluttershy," his face slammed in, almost touching hers, "you didn't do it for this kid, so lie to me, how is that possible?"
"In fact, before his pill came, I inadvertently ate my own pill and found that it could inhibit the poison in my body, so I kept taking my own pill, and I never ate any of the pills you sent, for fear of triggering your kindness, so I didn't tell you about it. ”
The emperor raised his eyebrows, and his eagle eyes flashed with ecstasy, "You really haven't taken Cui Li's medicine?"
She shook her head solemnly, "Not really." ”
She paused, and then said, "Actually, I also found out that the ingredients of the medicine seemed to be different, but I was a little uncertain, so I gave the medicine to the imperial doctor and asked them to help see what the ingredients were, but before I could reply, I was robbed, and then I lost my memory and naturally couldn't remember it." ”