Chapter 81: Unwilling to Sink into Fall

That's it...... The wind was quietly strong, just rolling a few leaves floating outside the restaurant, there was no whining wind, and there was no sense of wind that would bring to the interior, but quietly in front of the island wind, showing its existence with the reaction of other objects.

Sunset Moon Rise...... The afternoon was just a busy time, and after the brilliant sunset slowly dissipated, the faint moonlight also filled the rising half of the sky.

The restaurant is separated from the street by a glass wall and a glass door locked from the inside.

White mixed with a hint of blue, the moon seemed to be happy tonight, and threw the holiest moonlight that the island wind had ever seen on the streets outside...... It is a silent street where no one walks except for the street lamps with strong orange lights.

“……”

She was very calm in her heart, but with the most indifferent expression, she looked at this serenity that was not easy to see.

Standing at the inside of the cash register, she looked around at the restaurant around her, which had no light except for the moonlight.

He also glanced at the wide tatami mat at his feet and the small thin quilt used by one person.

I can't tell what it feels in my eyes, it's just a dazed feeling, and some of it is condensed in my heart, and I can't get rid of it all quickly.

"Hoo ......"

Shima Feng, who exhaled a breath, gently turned around and knelt on the tatami mat, sitting without any energy, his palms gently wrapped around the soft knees under the small long skirt, and his eyes looked at the single pillow in front of him blankly.

There are rooms in the dining room...... But only two...... In addition, there are no extra rooms except for the kitchen and warehouse in the restaurant, so the only thing that can be arranged for Shimafeng is the corner that can not be seen by outsiders passing by.

It's not a good place though...... But it's much better than a dirty spot in the alley, right?

I don't know what position I'm in.,I'm a little confused.。

What changes in a day...... It's too big.

No, specifically this is a total of 3 days of change.

Myself...... An unknown and high-ranking ship lady from the town guard mansion was rescued by her own comrades, and then drifted to this island...... After being reduced to an uncared for, seemingly orphaned person, he was adopted......

She didn't know how she had come to terms with such a drastic change.

If you don't move forward, you won't have a chance to atone.

That's what she thought......

But what is this? I am really grateful to Jinfeng and want to make some expressions and contributions to my actions......

It's just that...... Now, nothing is improving.

And it seems that there is still a long way to go back.

Thoughts are also complicated...... Slowly mixed in the brain.

What is the Admiral doing now...... Do you rest on a warship near the sea where you command the battle, or do you sleep at a desk surrounded by a large expanse of official paper in the Admiral's Mansion in the Governor's Palace?

Sisters in the town guard's house...... Are you okay?

Afterward...... What will happen to the new 6th Expulsion Team, which has lost two members......

The thoughts were really terrible, and unconsciously, Shima Feng, who had been kneeling for a long time, couldn't sleep peacefully in his heart.

It's really...... Obviously, I have done so many things wrong, I used to be so stubborn, and I didn't touch my sisters, until I have tasted a little bit of the importance of my relatives, and I realized that my thinking is like a child......

However, he is indeed a child...... It's just this world that forces me to get rid of wrong thoughts and face the reality of life......

Scold...... Even I think it's ridiculous, why is it so easy to invest myself in the family that has only been integrated for one day?

Why don't you remember the town guard mansion where you have lived for more than 20 years and have many friends and friends?

Lian rescued his own Tianjin Feng ...... It seems that after two days, it can gradually be put down.

She seemed to feel conflicted inside...... It's also ugly.

It's like the result of a combination of selfishness and a reluctant reason like "I didn't get attention in the town guard's house".

Longing for this family affection that someone to talk to and take care of...... But he didn't have the courage to get along with his sisters before.

Able to accept relief from strangers in times of physical pain and distress...... But he can easily forget that his sister saved his real life......

What should be valued and what is not valued is only completely distorted by emotions after a war...... At a heavy price, she taught her the reason she didn't understand.

I thought bitterly in my head that maybe this was knowing my own indifference before...... And the opportunity to make up for the mistake is used to the wrong stranger......

Before you know it, it's like this...... The tenderness that should have been left to the sisters, and the indifference to strangers, changed the stage and acted in two lame scenes.

So what the hell is yourself...... What's the appeal?

A clown who plays a supporting role on the stage, as for the protagonist who should be brilliant, to sacrifice his life to save and survive?

That's not putting the cart before the horse...... Did you give up your spirit and leave your body behind?

"Hmm......"

A few crystal tears hung up on his eyes unconsciously, making Daofeng himself a little surprised.

I don't know why I suddenly think so much......

Should be...... I am a little shaken and suspicious of myself who has borne so much psychological burden invisibly.

Nor is it surprising...... Isn't your personality something that has been lost when Tianjin Feng protected herself...... Why do you want to save face so much?

If only this is the way to escape the facts...... So how long does it take to ripen a little?

She could only think sarcastically, looking down at the pillow in front of her with an unfocused gaze.

The fallen body still did not pull out his contemplation, the small quilt was not pulled, but just spread aside as if it had not been noticed, and the godless island wind curled up, closed his eyes, but could not sleep peacefully.

If you can sleep peacefully, it will be hopeless.

The island wind that comforted himself can only be explained like this......

Now...... The smile before the loss of light in his eyes appeared, and then the tragic image of the ruined ship sinking in the fire, leaving a small broken body.

Can't forget......

With a hint of his island wind in his heart, he would rather suffer than dare to ...... I don't want to forget this scene.

If you forget, you will continue to erase the people who have been silently protecting you......

Doomed from the beginning of this war...... Everything changed like the sky was falling apart......

Not one person, but the whole world.