bgm: Nameless Monster (EGOIST)

Two people. It would be nice if there were two people.

Sister and brother.

What is that?

Others. Except for me.

Who can hold me?

It seems to be. Brother.

Even if it's not allowed.

Maybe one day he will be punished.

But.. I want a brother.。。

What is my brother like?

It must be very handsome and gentle.

Will definitely be very well taken care of and care about me.

Will love me.

And then..

Get out of here.

The grown up Ake silently watched the scene in front of him. Looking at the sister who was accompanied by the shadow in front of the knee-hugging door, her eyes were blurred and very complicated. The only thing that hasn't changed is the almost distorted morbid love.

Although it usually doesn't show itself. But it's a matter of course.

Isn't it normal for an older brother to love his sister?

Absolute justice, absolute rightness.

Little Lemon wants a "brother" very, very much now, although she doesn't even know the meaning of the word, but judging by the little girl's only words and broken cognition. Brother and sister are the best relationship in the world, there is no one.

So, the little girl really tried to have an "older brother".

What a cruel and perverted act that is. But Lemon has no such concept, although in the most distant memory, the girl remembers that she was not in this cage in the first place... But that memory is too vague.,Or it's just a dream.。。

Not in a cage, but in the outside world.

But as long as there is no change in nature, how can the outside world not be a cage? Where there are no bonds, where there is no cage? This kind of thing only depends on the individual's state of mind.

All in all, in a word.

Want an "older brother"

Transcend all common sense, above all understanding.

Absolutely inhumane, absolutely perverted.

Lemon.

- A little girl who has not received the normal education of human society, who has not formed a personality that adapts to the social form, a witch who has survived for an unknown number of years, who has been sealed by an unknown cage, who has been tortured and killed again and again, and who is born with humanity and strong sensibility.

Yes, no matter how similar she is, Lemon is not a fairy and elf, nor a witch or a monster, she is truly true.

- God.

Who can remember any memories that have been so unforgettable, under this overwhelming stacking of empty time, that are nothing but inconsequential and insignificant?

。。 Besides, Lemon's situation is different, and she doesn't care about it herself.

She doesn't know where she is, she doesn't know where she came from, or she once knew it and now forgot it, but she will always remember it. She didn't know what her god name was, but she knew what she was.

Although I don't know what "God" means, Little Lemon doesn't have the name "Lemon" at this time. There is no basis at all, and even she herself does not know why. But this is a long-cherished wish of her for countless years, an obsession formed, an unchangeable wish, the only thought, for which she can give anything.

- I want an older brother.

- Brother. Brother.. Brother brother. Brother.. Brother Brother

"Brother" is a wish in the heart of the little girl at this time, in fact, this is just a matter of title, not "cat", "pig" or the like, it is just a mistake.

And then she really did it. This is a scene that Ark doesn't remember.,I don't know how long it took to spend the whole process.,And how much pain it brought to Lemon's young body and simple soul.,Because there's only Lemon herself here.,And the "brother" she wants is strictly the same level of existence as herself.。。 In other words, she is doing something similar to magpie, making gods.

Ark stood in the void, forcing himself to look through constant self-hypnosis and self-harm, knowing that before he knew it, Ark thought that he and Lemon were born to normal ordinary parents... It's just that his sister is more unique.

The scene in front of him is fundamentally revising the three views he has formed, subverting his long-standing understanding.

One constantly experiences pain, and uses endless time to forget the pain. I have no memory of my past.,Afraid of the lonely little girl.。。 wanted a 'brother', and she really did, without her definition of 'brother' ...

"Huh. . . What a joke. Ake clutched his head in pain, his eyes full of confusion. I suddenly remembered this mantra that Magpie often said.

"That's it. Destiny.. Is it?"

Ake stood up and turned his head to look in the direction of the darkness, he knew that it was his past, his past, and. . Lemon has been hiding things about herself, things she deliberately forgets.

- The end of the world that has long since ended, the end of the world.

。。 I don't want to look back anyway.

I want to escape from that place with lemons.

No matter what negative words are used to describe the process, no, any of the negative words that have been developed in the past cannot describe this situation, and it is even enough to make any ordinary person who has not undergone special mental training with poor psychological tolerance go crazy directly.

Cruelty that is not bound by common sense, ravages without hesitation, uses one's body as a consumable, repeats experiments with countless shadows, constantly creates and regenerates with oneself as raw materials, extracts consciousness from blood, and paves the way with countless deaths of oneself...

Pale, fair, snow-white, blank.

Bright red, scarlet, crimson, dark red.

White turns red, red turns black, black turns white, and so on.

It was like wantonly destroying countless rag dolls, and the movements were rough and violent, as if a hungry beast was violently devouring its internal organs.

This is definitely not something that a human brain can come up with, if someone can come up with such a thing, then he is definitely a madman, and he will be dragged to a mental hospital, or directly beaten to death with a stick.

Cruel.. Cruel! Cruel Cruel

The little girl has forgotten the past, so she can't be counted as a complete "god", and the little girl definitely didn't grow up from human society, so she can't be said to be a "human", and even calling her "little" is a very problematic statement.

Time has not left any traces on her, and time is simply a matter that does not need to be considered for him.

In terms of the way of thinking and the scope of cognition, it is far from being described by any words.

Anything can be used as a material, nothing is not food, every step of this matter is incredible, but somehow it is really possible to succeed

It's miserable, it's unbearable.

It is indescribable to use the miserable world.

Absolutely pity the child's absolute self-harm.

Unspeakable but real self-violence.

Die non-stop for your dreams, give everything to move forward.

Imagination changes everything and decides everything.

Blood.. There was blood everywhere, and there was only so much blood in the fan-shaped area close to the black gate.

But now, the whole large and unbelievable cage was filled with blood, forming a pool of blood. The blood is already five centimeters deep.

How many times does a little girl have to die to reach this level of bleeding?

She's not playing with her body, she's just using it, and for her, the body is what it is, and it can be used as a consumable. Even if necessary, even the mind and consciousness and even the memory can be faked, and the lemon can use his mind at will.

When I went out without it, the fear and fear of pain, and even the loneliness of being alone was gradually fading. Lemon knew it wouldn't take long for her to succeed, and although she didn't know exactly how long it would take, she had to do it if she had an idea, because she had too much time to run out.

So the roughness gradually becomes fine, the record begins to become a copy, and the dream is becoming a reality.

is based on himself, and it can even be said that he is another of his own - brother.

Lemon was lying in a pool of blood, she was already unconscious, which was almost impossible to put on the body of the "god", unless it really hurt the source. For example, in the current extreme case.

Next to him is a little boy, wearing a white shirt, short black hair, and a childish appearance. Patches of shadow were like pieces of paper that continued to spread from him, and then dissipated in the void.

。。 Like ashes, illusory and decadent.

But this is the real man, or "God."

The eyebrows are very similar to lemons, which is exactly what Akke was when he was a child

Ake's feelings at this time were not pain, self-blame, or doubts about his own existence. It's more different from panic and confusion. Say fear and anger – but love and joy.

Yes, you heard it right.

Love.

It's good to be a person yourself. As long as my sister is happy, no matter where I come from, what my essence is, as long as my sister thinks about it, as long as she expects it... You can do anything.

What is the essence? This is the essence.

What am I born for? I am born for this.

In order for his sister to no longer be alone, he needs his brother, and this is the only criterion pursued by Ake. Because he was born according to his sister's wishes, and it was his sister who gave birth to him, and it is up to now. No, from the very beginning, "brother and sister" was only a matter of title, but only this absolute relationship with each other.

Not a bond, but a bond,

Not two but one.

Crossing all the abyss together,

All hope is lost at the same time.

Brother and sister, mother and son, lover, lover, friend, comrade-in-arms, sister and brother, confidant, lover, creator and creator, kindred, relative...

But none of this matters, yes, none of that matters anymore.

It's okay to do anything.

Lemon to Ak, Ark to lemon.

Ark and lemon.

This is already a relationship that has jumped out of the logic of human thinking, beyond all time and space, and is already absolute without any reason.