The dim light swayed through the dappled shadows of the trees, and Tong Yu and Yu Shanshan moved to a nearby park, where the path was paved with round pebbles and lined with pale blooming flowers. Yu Shanshan was dressed in a black smooth dance costume, showing a delicate figure, looming in the misty night. Tong Yu deliberately walked into her, wanting to see what kind of smile this hateful woman gave him twenty years ago, which must have concealed countless hypocrisy, cunning and viciousness. But he didn't get his wish, and only saw a gentle and green side face without a smile, and smelled a slight fragrance, like a flower. He couldn't tell the source of the smell, but the smell pierced through his nose to the zenith, and opened the floodgates of his memory familiarly, and he suddenly remembered that twenty years ago, he and Yu Shanshan met on an ordinary but flavorful night. History is always strikingly similar.

Yu Shanshan said with a little anger: "Why don't you talk to me? ”

Tong Yu restrained the ups and downs of the night, without any hostility or sentimentality, and just replied quietly: "I'm waiting for you." ”

"Wait for me for what?" Yu Shanshan turned her head and asked with a sneering expression, "Or is the letter just a nice lie that you carefully made up?" ”

Tong Yu focused his mind on his eyes, staring at the smile in front of him, and there seemed to be a different kind of emotion hidden in the pure laughter. Is it hypocrisy? Is it cunning? Is it vicious? It doesn't seem to be. Is it an affectionate half-joking banter? It seems that only this description can be regarded as the best correspondence with the feeling of the moment. But under this kind of half-joking banter, what kind of mask is it for such bad intentions? Tong Yu thought that if he could see clearly, he would not be Tong Yu, and Yu Shanshan would not be his darkness.

With a hundred turns of thought, Tong Yu went back to the starting point of hatred, he was thinking about how to retaliate? Is it to tear apart her emotions after trust, or is it a direct violent blow. The former belongs to the spiritual soul, and the latter is only physical. Or you can be more happy and use both means to defeat her at the same time.

Tong Yu was silent, and was reluctant to speak casually in the contradiction of multiple choices for a while, and he believed that the answer to the second half of the sentence was the starting point of revenge. He said, "Don't you want to talk to me?" ”

"Ah, yes, I've got you a ticket to the finals." Yu Shanshan looked at Tong Yu's originally silent appearance, came back to her senses, and took out a ticket from her bag.

"......" Tong Yu took it, and before he could thank him, he only heard Yu Shanshan smile and said:

"Why, the liar can't even remember his own lies?" Yu Shanshan looked at his foolish eyes that never left him, and said: "You say, I entered the finals, you will have an excellent way to calm my nervousness before the game, just ask you to accompany me?" ”

"Is there such a thing?" Tong Yu really didn't know, but he still showed that he didn't know because he was intentional, grabbed her hand lightly, and asked, "Can I guess what kind of emotion makes you treat a person who is full of lies so well?" ”

Yu Shanshan felt a little flustered by this sudden grip, and she slowly withdrew Tong Yu's palm, as if she was worried about being too fast, and her movements were full of tenderness. She escaped from Tong Yu's hands while talking. She said:

"I can't go along, but please watch my finals, can your excellent method still count?"

"You haven't replied to me yet." Tong Yu said, and moved closer to her face.

Nervousness filled Yu Shanshan's chest, Tong Yu heard her pounding heartbeat, what an innocent and beautiful emotion, what a lovely and beautiful person in front of him. He had a plan for revenge for a moment, and even felt the joy after all the good things at this moment would eventually be shattered.

Yu Shanshan muttered quietly, without the courage to joke before, and replied: "It's sympathy for the patient, the patient who lies." ”

Tong Yu let out a hearty laugh and said, "Then you have to be responsible for me, you are the cause of my disease, I can't think of anyone else who will tell these countless beautiful lies." ”

Yu Shanshan became more and more arrogant, she didn't dare to look at Tong Yu's heat, and she didn't know what to reply, she felt that her face was very hot, so she pushed a letter into Tong Yu's arms, and walked away shyly.

Here's what the letter says:

Do you think I don't know that you secretly came to see me practice? But why are you shy? Others can stare at me without taking their eyes off me, how can you use "secretly"? Could it really be as Wenjun said, my light is too dazzling? But how can this dazzling only make you feel dazzled and "hurt" other people's eyes? Or is it, as you say in your letter, that you don't want to break any beautiful flower, and that only those who think of using it elsewhere will not care about how the flower feels? But is the look you looking at me just a snap? Are other boys looking at me just going to take me? What other way do they have? How do you care about how I feel?

Tong Yu roughly outlined the previous thoughts of "Tong Yu" from the letter, and from the perspective of a boy, he can understand the love of "Tong Yu" better than Yu Shanshan. When Yu Shanshan practiced dance, "Tong Yu" was also a crowd of onlookers, but the gaze of other boys was absolutely different, that was from the bottom of the heart of the most sincere love and unwilling to let beauty accept a little pollution or harm protection, that is not simple shyness, that is simple love has risen from the bottom of the heart to the holy spiritual home, like the reverence of mortals at the feet of the Buddha, the loved one is as solemn and inviolable as faith, it is necessary to give enough solemn and respectful love, too many eyes are a kind of defilement of the loved one. But this is absolutely not allowed, so "Tong Yu" will only look secretly, from time to time, only in this way can he most correctly express his pure love without any desire, other love for any desire is the destruction of beautiful things, is to love yourself to choose to love others cause and effect, this is the "love" of other boys.