Chapter 27
Tong Yu was completely sober, Bai Yi after handing over the money to L, but also fulfilled his father's last wish, L like a big brother told Jingwu to send them back together, Jingwu was also very obedient, called the two of them to get into the car together, but Tong Yu refused, he insisted on sending Bai Yi back first, saying that he had not finished his recovery, and it was inconvenient to go back to many affairs. But in the end, he was sent away on the same day, but he didn't go with Bai Yi. Tong Yu imagined that sitting with Bai Yi would be a thing that made him extremely tormented, he had already told a lie in front of Bai Yi for his presence here, if he was asked about his father in the car, out of the original intention of hiding it from her, he had to make up more lies, although the deception was kind, but it would always make Tong Yu feel ashamed and blame himself, Bai Yi had already suffered the pain of losing his father, and let her live in lies step by step, which was morally, Tong Yu could not accept it, he had no way to make changes, I can only choose to avoid it as much as possible, so that I don't become a participant in weaving lies or "weaving dreams".
After sending Bai Yi off, Jingwu returned to the wooden house in the mountains and forests, and he also thought that Tong Yu was sick and was not in a hurry to go back. But after chatting with him for a while, Tong Yu offered to leave. Tong Yu sorted out his thoughts and clearly understood that this place was not where he should have come now. The appearance of this wooden house was implicated by the "Apocalypse" organization, and every time he stayed here, he fell deeper and deeper into the hidden world managed by the "Apocalypse". This is a chaotic world lurking beneath the surface of a calm society, and Tong Yu knows that he will always come into contact with these chaos one day because of his revenge against the "Apocalypse", but it is by no means the current time. His current revenge contradiction is still not suitable for confronting the organization head-on, he needs to go step by step, and at this time, he still has to return to the normal life of this world first and deal with other hatred targets. Therefore, the sooner he leaves, the more he will maintain an ordinary mentality to get along with the superficial world, and these psychological effects are naturally to ensure that his behavior is logical and moral, so as not to lose his personality on the road to revenge, which is helpful to his desire to return to a normal life in the end.
But in fact, the impact of events on people is often unaware, and some of them cause subconscious changes that are even more deep-rooted and have a drastic impact. Tong Yu doesn't compare his actions and thoughts before and after, but after a long time, the more he comes into contact with new things, the more difficult it is to find that returning to his original life is more and more difficult. This difficulty is also the only thing he can feel, and it is also that he can accept his change from the perspective of "reasonableness at the mercy of fate".
That afternoon, Tong Yu and Jingwu talked a lot, Tong Yu had a deeper understanding of "Apocalypse", and even the life experience of Jingwu and L was revealed by the other party without reservation. In Tong Yu, he found that he himself was able to become the object of pure enlightenment and L recognition confiding, mainly due to his identity from another world, like a pass, indicating that Tong Yu was qualified to understand and enter their world, the chaotic world under the calm surface.
Jingwu smiled kindly and said to Tong Yu: "You don't have to care about L's cold attitude, he is the same to everyone." It stands to reason that you should be sympathetic to each other, and you are not from this world. ”
Tong Yu was a little surprised, what he thought was that Jingwu did not belong to this world, and said, "You don't belong to this world either, do you?" I still remember that someone from another world once asked me, even if I came from another world, would I have some special abilities, but I didn't have anything, what was L's ability? ”
"I'm not from another world." Jingwu replied with a smile, thought for a while, and continued: "I understand what you are talking about special abilities, but in fact, they are special in this world, and in their world, they are just ordinary attributes, and this attribute is just like your current world has no special abilities. Then L also has the attributes contained in the world he belongs to, which was insignificant in his original world, but it has become a prominent manifestation here, that is, he has a high IQ and is quick to learn and accept new things, which is why he always looks cold. ”
This sentence made Tong Yu a little incomprehensible, why people with high IQs are more severe and ruthless than ordinary people. Tong Yu was silent, did not speak, scratched his head, and continued to think about himself.
Jingwu said: "His wisdom perceives the world, and believes that emotions are superfluous, and all the rules of doing things for everyone are linked to interests, so he pursues what he thinks is more essential, that is, money." ”
"What is this, since he is an extremely smart person, he should not worry about the way to make money, why do he hide his head and tail like this, hiding in this mountain forest, as if he is always doing some shady things."
"Haha, don't forget the existence of 'Apocalypse', you are all people who want to be controlled, and L is even more special, you would never have thought that he was also invited to join the organization because of his flexible brain, but he later found out that this is an organization dedicated to dealing with people like him, so he immediately decided to leave. Now that 'Apocalypse' is looking for him everywhere, and he wants to use his wisdom to control people in other worlds, he will naturally shrink a little bit and not be upright. But in fact, he is by no means a pure mercenary villain, making money is just that he wants to find a job to do, and it will be boring to be idle all the time. ”
After hearing this, Tong Yu was also very surprised, and even had some thoughts in his heart, thinking that on the way to take revenge on the "Apocalypse" in the future, maybe he was not alone, but someone shared his hatred, after all, there are not a few people like him who are managed and oppressed by the "Apocalypse", and the two in front of him should also become the object of his cooperation.
Tong Yu said to Jingwu: "Why can you get together with him, I keep my identity very secret, except for you and the organization, no one else in this world knows my identity." ”
"......" Jingwu was silent for a while, and his expression turned serious, and he said: "Actually, there is nothing that can't be said, I am also a member of the organization, and I used to be. ”