First of all, I want to say I'm sorry, and I broke off for two more days.

It seems like I've been saying I'm sorry.

It's helpless and a little hard to talk about, after all, it's my fault.

In the past month, the break has been a bit more serious, and there are often no timely and stable updates, and the problems are all on me, either something is wrong here, or something is wrong there, or a cold has dragged on for several days.

It feels like everything is blowing up this month......

And now, something more serious is coming.

The old finger wound recurred, it was very serious, and it hurt!!

As I've said before, this isn't my first book, and I can't actually remember how many books it is.

I've been writing books for several years now, and I've never made any grades. The only thing that can be said to be relatively good is that two years ago, I wrote a fairly good book, and the income is okay.

But at that time, because of other people's tips, I went crazy to update, resulting in finger injuries, tendon damage to eight fingers in both hands except for the thumb, and it was permanent.

Traditional Chinese medicine and Western medicine have all read it, and the conclusion is the same, there is no way to cure children, only to raise.

So, the book with good grades was eunuch...... After two months of recuperation, I thought I was fine, and I continued to write books, and then I collapsed until now.

Then I started to recuperate again, and then I wrote books, and then I continued to relapse......

Until now, when I uploaded the book, I was actually in good shape. Because after the book was uploaded, I updated it normally every day, and even broke out, and it lasted for more than a month and was fine.

There are more and more people reading books, and there are quite a lot of people rewarding, and I am very happy, so it starts to explode!

Friends who have been chasing books from the beginning know that when I first rewarded and added more, I never defaulted, and it was all done directly.

After that, the miscellaneous things came out, and the update changed.

It has continued until now, and the old wound on the finger has recurred...... I feel like God is playing with me!

My fingers hurt a lot in the past two days, and my heart hurts!

I couldn't code words, so I rested for two days, got a little better, and wrote this note.

Not to justify, not to ask for forgiveness, but just to tell you why this is happening.

By now, I've basically determined that I probably won't have much to do with fiction in my life.

Because the finger injury is permanent, it's okay if you don't code words, and there will be problems as soon as you write a book, especially after the outbreak, overtiredness, and the problem is even greater!

I've been writing books for six years, and there have been many times during that time, and I thought I would be popular, but it turned out that I didn't seem to be qualified to be popular.

It's very helpless, such as people drinking water, cold and warm self-knowing, I know best what the reason is, I can't blame others, I can only blame myself.

Perhaps, he will be a loser for the rest of his life.

But I'm not reconciled, because I've been writing for six years, and I've written at least tens of millions of words in total......

But I don't have a truly complete novel under my name!

Even though I now confirm that my fingers may not be able to support me on the path of writing a novel, I still don't want to give up on this book.

So I decided to take a look at the situation first and see if my hand could still be saved.

Until then, the book was updated every day!

Don't worry, I'm not done......

If my hand can't be restored, then I will change it every day, never on the shelf, never charge!

If you have to charge one day, it must be at least three shifts a day.

Everything depends on my hands, whether they can support me to continue on this path......

So, even if it's one change a day, if I don't put it on the shelves and don't charge for it, I don't owe you anything.

Actually, I can be a eunuch, just kidding, I've been a eunuch for at least a dozen books, what about this eunuch?

But I don't want to do that, this is probably my last book, and I really don't want to be a eunuch anymore.

Six years, write one, eunuch one, write one, eunuch one, if I don't like novels, don't want to write books, why should I do this?

Many people ridicule me, many people despise me, many people insult me, but who really knows how I feel in my heart?

I'm tired and don't want to fight......

Even if it is for the sake of feelings, one more a day, I finish writing this book without charging money!

Happy Christmas Eve today.

Tomorrow Christmas, start a day and a change.

- Above