Chapter 202: I can't bear to speak

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"Later... Father God thanked my mother for her affection, and did not kill me, but destroyed my true body, and sealed my soul in Liyuan's body, sealing it together with Liyuan's memory. Pinshu.com "Suddenly, I tore open my clothes, revealing my fair skin... And above the heart, the red mark...

Circular imprints, with intricate lines inside, I always thought... That's a faint birthmark...

"This is the seal. Fu Yu smiled, pointed to his heart, and then took my hand and covered the position of his heart, "Now, Liyuan is sleeping... So, I came out, and only when his soul was unstable was I was able to break through the seal and wake up from the darkness. ”

"Leaving the abyss... Sleeping?" I repeated in a low voice, staring straight into his heart, "Why is he sleeping?"

"The injuries were too severe, the soul was damaged, and he fell into a deep sleep, and... My reason..."The light in the dark eyes suddenly deepened,": "The seal set by the father was suppressed by the power of Liyuan's own divine soul, and for hundreds of thousands of years, when Liyuan was occasionally injured and the seal was faintly loosened, I could sense what he felt through the seal and see the outside world..."

Fu Yu slightly hooked the corners of his lips, and smiled sadly, "Until two thousand years ago, he fought with the Demon King, was attacked by the Demon King halfway, fell into the Wufu Sea and was swallowed by the dragon, the dragon's evil aura woke me up, and he fell into a deep sleep due to serious injuries, and I broke through the seal and occupied his body, so I had Fu You..."

I see...

"Ah Wu...", Fu You's eyes stared at me steadily, and his deep ink eyes seemed to drown me in a deep pool, "I have never deceived you... I am so pleased with you, how can I be willing to deceive you?"

He slowly lowered his head and imprinted a kiss on my forehead, I looked at his still smiling face in a daze, my heart was overflowing with sadness, and even my breath was filled with sadness...

What kind of tolerant heart can I still have such a wanton smile after such a cruel thing, and I still remember the first time I saw Fuyu, the ink-stained eyes were a little dark, but still clear and bright...

If the Father was still there, would he regret what he had done when he saw such a heart? How could he be willing to give up such a clear young man? just for the sake of the feeling in the dark...

"Quiet... Do you hate?"

Hate fate... Hate the Father... Hate the abyss... Hate me?

"How could I hate you?" Fu Yu chuckled as if seeing through what I was thinking, "If it weren't for you, I wouldn't have experienced the simplest happiness in this world, and I wouldn't have experienced... Love..."He hung his head slightly, his forehead against mine, and the smell of orchid lingered between my nose.

"I don't hate the Father, he has his own standards for everything he does, whether it's me or the abyss, or the six worlds... It's all his children, the Six Realms and me, he has his own choices in his heart, and he has a choice for the abyss... At first, I was just envious, envious that he had the brightest everything in the world, but I, like his dark shadow, had been hidden in him for hundreds of thousands of years... I have never walked out of the boundless darkness. ”

Fu faintly sighed, and suddenly looked at me, his eyes were shining, "Until that day, when I met you, I finally saw the light, so... I cherish and desire more, so... I'm jealous that he can have the best of you... Ah Wu, do you know that you are my salvation and my everything. ”

He held my face with both hands, his dark ink eyes stared at me, he slowly lowered his head, a slightly hot breath sprinkled on my face, and his warm lips covered my lips, and he kissed me shallowly.

I froze, tears slid down from the corners of my eyes and flowed into my lips, the bitter taste invaded my mouth, and my heart was full of bitterness.

"Ah Wu, don't cry. Fu Yu raised his head, and his thin lips gently kissed the tears from the corners of my eyes.

He spoke so softly and comforted softly, but my tears flowed even harder... How can I hurt him so ruthlessly? I can't even open my mouth to ask him, 'When will Liyuan come back?'"

What the hell am I supposed to do? I really don't know what to do...

"Wow..."The hesitation and sadness in my heart can't be suppressed, my tears are like a torrent of open gates, I can't stop anymore, "Whisk... Quiet... Wow..."

I grabbed him by the hem of his shirt and cried like a child.

"Don't cry... Ah Wu, good... Don't cry..."Fu Yu reached out and took me into his arms, caressing me on my back.

"Woo... I buried my head in his chest, hoarse, tears streaming down my eyes... Quiet... Whining... Quiet..."

"I know, I know—" a low voice whispered in my ears.

I shook my head, no... You don't understand... You don't understand... I am not your salvation and I don't deserve to be everything in your heart.

Today's Di Wu is no longer the little tree demon who only admired the quiet at the beginning, in her heart, there are others, and what she loves now is Liyuan...

How can I say it... I don't want to hurt him like this, I don't want to hurt him at all... But I don't know what to do, I want to come back from the abyss... I want to leave the abyss...

"Woo..." The cry became more and more suppressed, my heart was like a knife, bloody, my throat seemed to be blocked by something, I couldn't say a complete sentence, I could only call mournfully, "Whisking... Quiet..."

Fu Yu tirelessly stroked my back, and comforted me softly, "Ah Wu, don't cry... As long as you want, I will give it to you, even if... Be... Fate..."

What life?

Is this all fate...? I don't want such a life... I want to be nice, and I want to come back from the abyss...

"What to do... Woo... What should I do..."I was sad and anxious, but I couldn't do anything, I could only cry vigorously... This deep feeling of powerlessness made my whole body feel like I was drowning in the water, unable to break free...

"Don't be afraid... Ah Wu, don't cry... It's already average-looking, but it's even uglier when you cry... The flowers next door are all better looking than you..."

"Hu... Nonsense! Jen... How could it be better than me... It's good-looking, Ah Hua... It's a dog...", my face was full of tears, and I still raised my eyes and opened my mouth angrily.

Flickering a smile, he stroked the top of my hair, "Look at you... Crying is the same as a flower cat. ”

"Just... Even if it's like only... Like a flower cat, it's also a... Good-looking... Flower... Flower cat..."

I cried and spoke in fits and starts.

"Good, good... Ah Wu is the most good-looking, don't cry... Your crying disturbs my heart so much, you touch..."Fu Yu held my hand on his heart, "He is saying, 'Ah Wu, don't cry', do you hear?"

He...?

What Fu Yu is talking about... His heart, or is it in a deep sleep??

I didn't want to think deeply, so I followed his words, bowed my head slightly, and barely stopped crying, but because I was so engaged in crying, I couldn't stop whimpering for a while.

Fu quietly embraced me until my crying stopped and my breathing slowed down.

Looking around, I sniffed and choked up, "Fu You, withdraw the illusion, such a realistic illusion is too spiritually demanding." ”

“... Good. ”

With a flick of his hand and a flick of his wide sleeves, the familiar courtyard suddenly changed, and the left and right sides were no longer walls, but low fences, surrounded by mountains, and the moonlight shrouded the hills, and the purpose was a bamboo house.

I took two steps forward, and looked up at the mountains under the moonlight, the peaks that seemed to be missing a corner, how do you look... How familiar...

"Ah Wu, I once said that I would accompany you for the rest of your life... I broke my promise. Fu Yu wrapped his arms around me from behind, his head resting on my shoulder, regret in his voice... There is remorse...

I took a deep breath and said, "After Xin Mo left, I stayed alone in Buzhou Mountain for thousands of years, it was too desolate... It's so lonely... So I went out of Buzhou Mountain and went to the mortal world, I came out of Buzhou Mountain to save Xin Mo, but... But I met you, and from then on... I'm not alone anymore, and I'm quiet... You know... At that time, how much did I rely on you, and how much I liked you?"

I turned around and looked fixedly, "For me at that time, you were everything, and the life and life you promised were the promises I was willing to protect with my life, and as much as I loved, I hated... It's this obsession that sustains me to still look for you for a thousand years when you disappeared without a trace, but... Thousands of years of searching, but still nothing..."

Fuyou's face gradually turned pale, I couldn't bear it, but I had to speak, some words... I have to say.

"A thousand years, it's been too long, and in the end I can't tell why I'm looking for you, what do I want to do when I see you, what can I do? I am really unwilling in my heart, and I always want to ask to understand, you... Why did you abandon me?"

"I'm sorry, Ah Wu. ”

I shook my head and smiled bitterly, "I don't blame you, how I... Can I blame you? can only blame fate for making people, not to mention... I met Liyuan..."

Hearing this, his eyes darkened, and he smiled, his smile sad, "I know, when you went through the tribulation, I knew. ”

"At the time of the Tribulation?"

"Hmm..."Fu Yu looked at me dotingly, "Liyuan is injured for some reason, his spirit is unstable, although he is not asleep, the seal is also loose, I can sense the outside world, I... I saw you. It was also at that time that Liyuan finally noticed my existence, because I began to be dissatisfied, I could only look at you from afar, I wanted to touch you, I wanted to hug you... The strong desire gave me the desire to give up, but... I didn't succeed..."

"Not only this time, didn't it? That time, I just vaguely felt a little strange, but last time... But I can clearly feel you..."

"Last time... Liyuan was injured even more, and the soul was eroded by the Soul Eater Grass, and the seal was naturally loosened, so I took the opportunity to break through the seal, but Liyuan's Divine Soul was too strong for me to compete with his soul, and could only appear when he occasionally slackened... Until he was healed and his soul was stable, I was sealed back again. ”

"Soul Eater Grass?!" I opened my mouth in surprise, my voice was slightly sharp, on the day of my wedding with Liyuan, the Emperor of Heaven colluded with Baili Dice and secretly attacked the Liyuan that endured the ninety-nine eighty-one heavenly thunder and the nine-day desolate fire, and even used the Soul Devouring Grass on the master, but Liyuan... Didn't he say it was okay?

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