Chapter 31: Never Wanted
I scratched my hair, the emperor's mind was too hard to guess, let me think carefully before I came to confess.
In the evening, I thought that even if he was angry at this time, it should be almost gone, so I took Xiaobai and me to Liyuan's courtyard, Xiaobai reluctantly followed me, I squatted down and touched its head: "Xiaobai, Xiaobai, if Liyuan is still angry later, what show will you perform to make him happy?"
Xiao Bai snorted arrogantly, glanced at me with disgust, I nunu mouthed, and continued: "I saw it when I was in the mortal world, those tigers can drill the fire ring and play with the ball, will you?"
Xiaobai bared his teeth at me, as if to accuse me of comparing it to those mortal tigers, but ......
"Xiaobai, if you don't even know this, you're worse than those mortal tigers. ”
I shook my head in pity. Xiaobai is really still an innocent child, and although he didn't fully believe what he said to me, he was shaken.
I kept trying to coax it: "Think about it, those things that ordinary tigers do, but you can't, how embarrassing it is to spread the word! You don't want this kind of thing to happen, do you? If so, you will, other tigers won't, and other tigers will, you will! Then you are the only white in this world!"
I hugged its big head, my eyes were extremely sincere, Xiaobai seemed to be tempted, stared at me hesitantly, and then nodded slowly, I laughed and praised: "Xiaobai, you are so smart and caring!"
Xiaobai grinned, opened my hand, shook his head, the tail raised high, the cat's steps, the coquettish appearance of the look I laughed for a while, sure enough, the child had better coax.
When we arrived in the hall where Liyuan was on weekdays, but there was no one else in sight, Xiao Bai and I stood with big eyes and small eyes.
"Where has the Emperor gone?"
I asked.
Xiaobai shook his head, and there was confusion in his amber eyes.
"Do you smell the Emperor?"
Xiaobai was disdainful when he heard this, and his arrogant posture made me want to beat it up, but also, Xiaobai is not a dog, and his sense of smell will not be so sensitive.
So what do I do? I looked at it, and it stared at me......
Helplessly, I put my hand to my mouth and shouted, "Liyuan!"
No one replied, and continued to shout: "Liyuan!"
"Liyuan! Emperor! Liyuan......"
I shouted several times in a row, but no one answered me, Liyuan is not there?
"Xiaobai, let's look for it separately. ”
I can't care about a lot, and I feel like I'm back a thousand years ago, and when I turn around, the breeze is gone, and now, will it be the same for Liyuan?
I hurriedly ran out, it was obviously a cool night, but there were fine beads of sweat on my head, my fingers were unconsciously clenched, my nails were pinched into the flesh and I didn't notice the pain, I only felt that my heart was in turmoil, and my mind was full of Liyuan's gone, Liyuan's gone.
In a hurry, he bumped into a black shadow head-on, his nose suddenly sore and painful, and tears suddenly welled up, swirling in his eyes.
"Why are you so impatient?"
In a familiar tone, I raised my eyes in a daze, and Li Yuan smiled helplessly, "What's wrong?"
Suddenly, his fingertips gently slid across my cheeks, and my heart ached, and I felt more and more aggrieved, "Where have you been? I called you for a long time and didn't answer me!"
"The wind is strong in the back mountain, and I have not heard it. ”
I let out an "oh" and flattened my mouth, almost crying.
"Don't cry. He said.
"Oh. Although I responded, I still couldn't help it, "I thought you were gone, I thought you didn't want me anymore." ”
He was stunned for a moment, sighed, and said, "Diwu, I never wanted you." ”
Hearing this, I suddenly burst into tears, wiping my tears with my sleeve as I cried, until he said, "I have never wanted you." ”
At that time, I was full of joy when I heard this, but I didn't realize the deep meaning, Li Yuan said, he never wanted me, I just understood it so simply, he wanted me......
"Okay, stop crying. He wiped the tears from my face and said softly, and I threw myself into his arms, holding him tightly, and buried my head in his chest.
Liyuan's body stiffened for a moment before he relaxed, he didn't push me away, but slowly hugged my shoulders, feeling the familiar breath, my heart settled down, and called softly: "Liyuan." ”
"Hmm. ”
He replied gently, I hooked the corners of my lips, and called again: "Leave the abyss." ”
"Hmm. ”
"Leaving the abyss..."
"Hmm. ”
......
I took the trouble to call his name, he patiently responded to me again and again, the panic in my heart was dispelled by his cold voice again and again, I raised my eyes to look at him, with a hint of longing: "Liyuan, don't leave me without saying a word, okay?"
"I never left. ”
"But I couldn't see you just now, I'm so scared. ”
"Diwu, I can promise you, but one day you will leave. ”
I couldn't understand the deep meaning of Liyuan's eyes, but I intuitively didn't like his tone, I shook my head and said firmly: "I won't go, and you are not allowed to go!"
"Di Wu, being too stubborn is always easy to hurt others and hurt yourself. ”
Liyuan is a god, hundreds of thousands of years of time he has penetrated the worldly emotions, understand the true meaning of life, but I can't, in the past tens of thousands of years, I lived as a tree, on the top of the mountain, except for Xin Mo, there is only wind and rain as a companion, I really lived, only more than a thousand years, I can't comprehend and don't want to comprehend.
Slowly leaving his embrace, I looked up at him with my head tilted and my eyes blurred: "What is stubbornness? I just want to get what I want, can't I? I've been looking for a thousand years, I'm just... It's just..."
"Diwu, I'm not a ghost. ”
"Say no more!"
I covered my ears, not wanting to listen to Liyuan's denials anymore, and comforted myself over and over again in my heart, Liyuan just lost his memory, he just didn't remember me......
If he wasn't so quiet, how could he be so indulgent to me? If he wasn't, how could he be so naturally intimate with me?
When Liyuan gets along with me, he occasionally looks stunned or pondering, but I can see clearly, and he also has an inexplicable sense of familiarity with me. From the very beginning, he did not reject my approach.
"It's late at night, let's get some rest early. ”
"But..."
I gritted my teeth and wanted to ask him directly if there was a red mark on his heart, but what if he didn't admit it......?
I know I won't be at ease if I haven't seen it with my own eyes.
"How?"
"No, it's okay, the emperor has a good rest, and Di Wu retires. ”
"Hmm. ”
I twisted my eyebrows, and thought of a way while walking back, as long as I saw the imprint of his heart, everything would be solved, and then it would definitely not work to climb the roof again, after the last incident, Liyuan would definitely be on guard, so I could only start from other places and act secretly, seeing that he was caught off guard and could not be denied.
Walking to the corner, as if I felt something, I turned around and looked back, Li Yuan was still standing in the position just now, the ink-stained eyes were shining brightly under the moonlight, as if they had merged into thousands of stars, and the dazzling eyes stared straight at me, but I couldn't see through the emotions.
I raised my hand and waved at him, then put it to my lips and shouted, "Liyuan, in fact, I have the same purpose as Xuanyuan Yuyue!"
It's all about getting close to you.
When Li Yuan heard this, the light in his eyes seemed to be a little worse, and then he didn't know what he thought, flickering a few times but dimmed, by the moonlight, I could vaguely see the crimson color on his face, and the slight arc of the corner of his mouth was slightly shallow, but it was not as happy as I imagined.
After yelling, I took a deep breath, turned around and ran back to the dormitory, fell on the bed, buried my head in the quilt, touched my heart with my hand, and jumped "bang", a few points faster than usual, in fact, I was also a little nervous, but as far as Liyuan was concerned, no answer was the best answer, at least he didn't treat me like he did to Xuanyuan Xiyue.
After some time, I carried Xiaobai to Liyuan, how could I give up halfway when I said that I would perform a show for Liyuan?
"Xiaobai, Xiaobai, you have to behave well later, maybe the emperor is happy, and he will reward you with an elixir or something. ”
I chattered and talked to Xiaobai, but Xiaobai didn't appreciate it, and it was strange, Xiaobai looked like a tiger was not much different from the usual, but I always had the illusion that it was actually better than me, especially when it was angry, the golden word "king" on the forehead was shining, and the roar could always make me howl for a long time.
Because he is a little white tiger raised by himself, he is not afraid, but he is a little unbalanced...... How big is it? Even now, it's only a little longer than my arm, and it's even taller than my cultivation, so how can I be embarrassed?
"Away from the abyss, away from the abyss. "Before I got to the door, I called.
There was no sound in the hall, I made a shushing gesture towards Xiaobai, it was below, I was above, a tiger and a tree poked their heads out of the door and looked into the crack in the door, a dark figure sat next to the desk, and Liyuan was not there?
I flexed my finger and knocked on the door a few times.
Li Yuan seemed to have just heard it, and said, "Come in." ”
I pushed open the door and walked in with Xiaobai, Liyuan saw me, but he didn't have any expression, but after seeing Xiaobai with a proud face, he raised his eyes in confusion.
I smiled and said, "Xiaobai has learned a lot of tricks these days, and I want to show it to the emperor." ”
I looked at Xiaobai, who was arrogant and flicking his tail, and looked dignified with cat steps.
"Little Nine ......"
Suddenly, there was a familiar shout, but Xiao Jiu... Who is Xiao Jiu? Who is talking? Li Yuan was present, I wasn't worried about any ghosts and goblins, but this voice appeared inexplicably, I looked at Li Yuan, and said with my lips: "Who is talking?"
"Your master. ”
Liyuan replied to me.
"Master, where is Master?" I was surprised, and looked around, not to mention Whitebeard, I didn't even see a white shadow, "Master, isn't it invisible?"
"Xiao Jiu, the teacher is here. ”