Can there be no love in life? Even in the virtual world. Because man is a thinking advanced animal, no matter where he is or what he does, even if he is a rational person, all his actions are in line with his personal thoughts and feelings.

People are not plants and trees, who can be ruthless?

"PlanetSide" has brought a whole new twist to my originally boring and closed life. Since for me, even a fleeting ID can leave an indelible mark on me, how could the Mars interplanet that I met on the first day of PlanetSide not generate an extraordinary story in the ocean of my memory, accumulating into a Dokdo that once made me lose myself here?

Kind-hearted and compassionate people are prone to being stupid, and may even be so stupid that they go mad. If my special attention to Mars was partly due to this antecedent, after all those years, I reflected again and came to the conclusion that I still have no regrets.

After all, no matter who it is, every emotional effort is to come to this world, and it can't be copied and cloned out of print, so it doesn't matter what the result is or what the nature is, those are all marks that have passed and cannot be erased.

My attention to Mars Interstellar, not only because he was the person I met on my first day in PlanetSide, which was interesting and hurt my pride, but also because of the "joy and sorrow" I had with him one after another, but more importantly, since that day he said that he was going to hang water (infusion) in the afternoon, my innate feminine gentleness began to play tricks.

Later, when I saw him and said that his "wife" was leaving him, it made him very sad and made me feel compassion spontaneously.

A curiosity to get closer to him, to appease him, to get to know him, prompted me to add an extra touch to PlanetSide, and it grew day by day, until one day, I couldn't afford it.

If I could have known for the first time what kind of illness he was hanging on, would I still continue to walk into the story of his interpretation?

I've always had a habit of keeping a diary, and now I've finally realized that it's a bad hobby.

When you write a diary, you will keep looking at it, and then you will inevitably deepen your impression of something or something, which will lead to the fact that it is easy to fall into that thing, deviate from the original normal track of life, and when you are deeply trapped, it is difficult to extricate yourself.

I started writing a diary about PlanetSide after I joined the MARS Elite Alliance Legion, mainly because I was so curious about this new online game, and it made me feel like I was being reborn in a new dimension.

Even if there is a lot of embarrassment in real life, after I log in to this online game and enter the beautiful two-dimensional screen, I will forget about many hateful and hateful things in reality one by one.

On the day I first became emotionally dependent on Mars, there were a lot of people on the Legion line, both squadrons were full, and I typed "1" in the Legion live chat box, but after a long time no one cared.

I didn't dare to speak on the TeamSpeak voice platform to ask the team to ask me to be a team leader, because at that time, I had just learned TeamSpeak and was not used to this novelty, which I thought was high-tech, but the main reason was that I felt like I was sitting in front of a computer screen and talking strangely into the air, like I was talking to myself.

I had to wait stupidly, hoping that someone in the Legion would find out about my existence and invite me to join the squadron.

After the game was launched, I couldn't find a large army, and there were no legionnaires who formed a squadron, and it seems that I was not the only one, on TeamSpeak, the voices of the team leaders who asked for each squad leader, one after another, plus people who communicated the battle situation at the same time, were also chattering non-stop, TeamSpeak, the channel of the MARS Legion, it was a bit like a pot of porridge.

"Fierce general! Give me back the captain, I'm going to group my wife! ”

Mars Interstellar asked the captain to hand over to the person with the ID "Mars Fierce General" several times, but after all failed, he lost his temper. Almost deafening, Mars's interstellar furious shouts drowned out all voices.

The deep bass startled me, and at the same time I felt a little frustrated, realizing that I was actually a little jealous, the person who was called "wife" by Mars Interstellar.

I'm eager to see what Mars's interstellar "wife" ID is.

But then, when I was finally discovered by the regimental commander Mars Kakanegi and organized me into the squadron, I was not in the squadron where Mars was located, and in fact, I was still outside the large army of the Legion, so I could not satisfy my strong curiosity.

Fortunately, the regimental commander and Mars Interstellar, as the chief commander, cooperated tacitly, and I found the large force under the guidance of the regiment commander Mars Kakaneghi.

And at that time, the one called Mars Fierce General, it seems that since then, there has been a gap with Mars Interstellar, and later he practiced five fingers, and became one of the chief commanders of the legion, and then he often disobeyed the arrangements of the commander-in-chief Mars Interstellar, and always liked to take Mars cannon fodder, Mars pineapples, and a few other small soldiers to set fire everywhere and harass the enemy camp.

The first time I heard Mars Interstellar say in front of a large audience that he was going to organize his "wife" into the team, it was just the beginning of the night when the Legion unified military activities.

When I followed the regimental commander's number to the location where the large army of the Legion was assembled, I suddenly heard the voice of Chief Commander Mars Interstellar calling out to me, and he arranged for me to be his robot gunner on the two-person BFR (Large Combat Robot) piloted by MarsFCL.

This was the first few days I played the game, and Mars Interstellar took me with a double BFR, and later he took my "wife's" number "Mars Back to the Snow" (which I didn't know until this night), and he took me as a new recruit in a double BFR again.

This is also the first time I have participated in the collective military operation of the MARS Elite Alliance Legion, so I really don't know much about what was done during the whole process, and I don't remember much.

All night long, I heard on TeamSpeak, basically the bass of Mars Interstellar singing the leading role, directing the battle, and occasionally the baritone of the head of the troupe, Mars Kakaneghi, was involved, discussing something with the bass Mars Interstellar, and they exchanged views on the battle situation with each other from time to time.

Halfway through the battle, I was finally incorporated into the Legion's large squadron, and I immediately searched for it in the formation, wondering who the one I was curious about, whom Mars called "Wife".

At this time, I looked at the entry for the squadron formation composed of three squads at the top of the screen, and suddenly found a familiar ID, which turned out to be the "Mars Back to the Snow" that made me love and hate for a night some time ago!

The first time I saw it, Mars Huixue, who was in the same team as Mars Interstellar, somehow reflexed, and associated Mars Huixue with Mars Interstellar, maybe this is the so-called sixth sense.

I quickly scanned the radar, pressed the M key and looked at the large map carefully, and when I finally confirmed that the numbers of Mars Interstellar and Mars Huixue were indeed closely linked and moved together.

I know, Mars Huixue is sitting on the gunner position on the head of the double BFR piloted by Mars Interstellar, and I also know why Mars Interstellar arranged for me to go to someone else's double BFR, instead of taking the initiative to lick my face and drive BFR to please me like before.

For a while, my frustration was beyond words! Although I sat high above the head of the same double BFR in the gunner's seat, and although I was also on a noisy battlefield, I was now out of my body and drifted into nothingness, feeling unbearably lonely like an abandoned Asian orphan.

"Mars Interstellar" and "Mars Back to Snow", the two IDs that I almost loved and hated equally, unconsciously, gave me a frosty sense of loneliness and coldness.

At the same time, I also wondered strangely, I cut out the game screen and looked at TeamSpeak, in the channel of the MARS legion, I didn't see Mars return to the snow login, and I didn't hear a strange girl talk, but how did Mars Interstellar and Mars return snow be inseparable and fight together? Do you just type and communicate in tell?

I was insensitive to the double BFR of MarsFCL, teased by him all the way, and taken to a seaside away from the large army of the Legion.

Suddenly, MarsFCL took the liberty of typing out a sentence in the local shouting mode (the spread was very small, almost the two of us could see each other), which made my head "buzz" and I was forced to crawl out of the collapsed emotion.

"Is it okay to be my wife?"

“……”

I was speechless.

"If you don't agree, I'll throw you into the sea and feed the fish!"

"What are you going to do?"

I was seriously anxious, and I also typed back to him in the local shouting mode.

"Be my wife, do you promise?"

"Impossible!"

I have repeatedly stated in a serious way, because when I first played online games, I didn't know that the so-called "wife" was just a game within a game.

"Hah! Ha! Ha! It feels like first love. ”

MarsFCL saw that I was really angry, so he stopped messing with me, and then took me out of the beach and back to the army. In fact, afterwards, I am quite grateful to MarsFCL, it was his abrupt and rude teasing that annoyed me and dispelled my chaotic emotions at that time.

When I came to the conclusion that Mars Huixue was the "glass" of Mars's interstellar (oops!). "Glass" is also a song that moved me), the only reason that can make me accept this fact is that I also realize that the ID of "Mars returns to snow" is also so appealing to me.

That night I could only be obscure and depressed, mingling in the military activities of the MARS Corps, constantly checking the maps and radars, but not because of the need to fight, but to keep an eye on the pair and track their whereabouts, like a "KGB".

After the battle was over, I wrote my first, slightly melancholy PlanetSide diary.