Because of the previous intimate contact, so after this meeting, I and Mars Interstellar have no sense of alienation, although the relationship is still very delicate, but compared to the last time we met, we are much more natural and familiar with each other.

Even on the street, we still didn't have intimate movements such as arm-in-arm, but when we came to my house, before we could sit down, Mars Interstellar took me into his arms and we hugged each other.

Mars Interstellar almost exerted all his strength, hugging me very tightly, as if he was afraid that if he let go of his hand, I would disappear immediately.

We kissed, frenetically, with the aftertaste of each other's spicy rice noodles.

Although there is no smell of a romantic atmosphere such as fresh chewing gum, this is probably the first kiss we have in the true sense of the word.

And almost at the same time, we both cried, like two bruised and wronged children, pitying each other and each sad.

After experiencing a skin-to-skin blind date not long ago, it is natural that after the relationship is combined, it will be very much tempting to further sublimate.

We kissed and kissed, and this time, Mars Interstellar was no longer as savage as the last time, but with my cooperation, from the beginning tentatively, first kissing my lips, and then after getting the message of my pandering, he began to lick and suck my lips and tongue.

We hugged and kissed as we moved towards the bedroom and continued to kiss for a while.

Later I said, "Let's go take a shower." ”

I also let the guest wash first.

When I finished washing, I went back to the bedroom, and saw that Mars was still lying on my bed as he had been last time.

But this time I was different from the last time, without hesitation and hesitation, I only blew my hair slightly, and I climbed into bed with tenderness, Mars Interstellar had already lifted a corner of the quilt and waited, and I lay down next to him.

Then while he helped me put the quilt on, I snuggled my head into one of his outstretched arms for me, and he leaned sideways to hug me......

Maybe it's our second intimacy, maybe it's because of that train lady "episode", Mars Interstellar's hunger for me is no longer as strong and persistent as the last time I came. The last time I came back to see my Mars Interstellar, it didn't seem to have anything else to do except want to touch me all the time.

But after this day's intimacy, he actually got up in the evening, saying that he hadn't played the game for many days, and wanted to go up and have a look, so he turned on my computer, clicked into "PlanetSide", logged in to my game account to play, and also logged in to the TeamSpeak voice platform Legion channel, also with my ID.

Mars Interstellar dressed up as me, and when he hit a target, he proudly asked me to sit next to him and watch him play.

Later, Xiaoyu called me on TeamSpeak, and I had to say yes.

So I unplugged the speaker plug of the headphones, replaced them with speakers, and just took the headphones like this, so that Mars Interstellar and I were like playing a double reed.

I dragged the microphone, crossed Erlang's legs, made a bird, twisted my waist and leaned on Mars's shoulder, and talked to Xiaoyu leisurely across the unknown space distance; While staring at the screen, I saw "Mars Yaya" in the game, in the Mars interstellar operation next to me, fighting bravely and killing the enemy to the hearty.

After a while, some of my legion comrades noticed my abnormal super-level performance, and sighed curiously and asked, "What's wrong with Yaya today?" It's so violent. ”

“……”

After late at night, we got off the game, ate instant noodles for supper, and went to bed to rest.

There was no grinding of teeth in Mars Interstellar this night, I slept very soundly, after a night of recuperation, we woke up in the morning, kissed and kissed, and we were moved again...... Later, we saw that there was not much time left, and we had to get up to catch the train, so we got up.

Same platform station, different state of mind, this time I waited until the train started to leave, and then turned around and walked away.

Mars Interstellar is the same as last time, after getting on the train, he has been standing by the door of the train, looking at me, but the facial expression is much more relaxed than last time, in addition to the always-on, faint melancholy, but still with some attachment, but not the painful attachment last time, but a happy attachment.

Finally, when the train was about to start, Mars Interstellar, who had held the door handle of the train elevator for the second time and had not entered the carriage for a long time, said loudly to me: "I-wait-you-come-look-me!" ”

This time Mars Interstellar on the train home, but there was no less text messages to me, the next day when I got home, he used his landline to call me, we were only more than a day, and we talked on the phone for a long time, most of them were Mars Interstellar said that they missed me very much, and they hoped that I would also go to see him, saying that they were separated from me, not together, very painful, very lonely.

Then we talked about the game again, and said that he hadn't played his account for more than a week, and he really wanted to play, so he invited me to start tomorrow and play the game together.

After that, we had to talk on the phone almost every night, after playing games together for a few hours, before going to bed, most of the time Mars Interstellar called from the landline, because he said that he didn't have to pay the phone bill for the landline, it was all his sister who paid it, and listening to his tone, it was as if he had taken a great advantage.

Maybe it's because he lives alone all the year round, and he doesn't go to visit his parents to communicate with his parents, so the reason why Mars is afraid of loneliness is very lonely, but he is very lonely, so he seems to need someone to talk to him and listen to him all the time.

When playing, on TeamSpeak, the legion has the most to say in addition to Xiaoyu, and when commanding a war, as the commander-in-chief, he naturally has something to say; There is also a commanding reason for him to speak when it comes to who can be captain or who can't.

Even in the middle of the day or afternoon, when there are few people online on TeamSpeak, Mars Interstellar will talk to these three or five people, sometimes humorously causing the listener to laugh, sometimes sentimental to win the sympathy of others.

So later I finally understood why some mentally ill people always talk to themselves and keep talking, just like the last psychopath in the movie "Big Wrist", in the scene in the mental hospital, the last psychopath with his eyelids down, not paying attention to anything around him, only being self-centered, and talking to himself for a long monologue.

But it was only later, after parting ways with Mars Interstellar, that I gradually felt and realized it.

Mars always likes to tell others everything he thinks and does at any time, which is a clear sign of a mentally ill person. Like his affair with the train lady, he has to tell me anytime, anywhere, 1510, and Panpan, which is not like what most people would do.

Mars's interstellar depressive illness is actually obvious, but at this time, I don't understand the characteristics of this disease, and because a woman is in a very low state of EQ when she is in love, I will always be passively led by his emotional fluctuations, just like when I first met him, a sentimental song "Glass" captured me.

And in Mars Interstellar's QQ, the paragraph in the personal description column was seen after I joined the MARS Elite Alliance Legion QQ group, and it also became an important tool to capture my feelings, although I knew that paragraph was not written for me.

"If one day you are gone, I will miss you; If one day you're gone, I'll look for you. Love is like a shooting star, streaking across the sky, bringing a moment of beauty, fleeting. Let that moment remain in your heart forever, that is eternity. Love at first sight is a moment, a spark of eternity and hope (forgetting), if I am silent, it is because I really love you. ”

I don't know where Mars interstellar copied this bitter words, which has been lying in his QQ personal description, and even the typo has been lying for many years, and it has not been changed.

Every time I see this passage again, I still feel a lot of emotion, and I think I was also blindly in love with someone because of this passage.