Chapter 33: Burning Out Love
I'm wondering how to persuade me to dissuade this realistic version of "Mars" that I can't accept.
The landline rang, I picked up the wireless extension at the head of the bed to answer, it was my dad calling, saying that he would wait for the car to come and deliver something to me. I immediately reacted that this was a great opportunity and told my dad that I was going out today and asked him to come back tomorrow.
Then, I said to the "Mars Interstellar" next to me, "It's my dad who is coming, and I'll ask him to come back tomorrow." But what do you do? ”
"Huh? I can't see your dad. ”
Hearing that my dad was coming to me, "Mars Interstellar" looked more flustered than I was. Oh, before I can say it, that's right, I thought to myself.
"Then get up, accompany you to buy tickets, it's nine o'clock tomorrow morning, I'm afraid it's too late to catch up today." I'll get straight to the point.
When he said he wanted to come and see me, I looked up the railway timetable on the Internet, so I knew the departure time of the round-trip train he came to me.
"You're going to drive me away." "Mars Interstellar" is pitiful again.
"No way, I don't want you to see my dad. That...... Or...... Go to the hotel, whatever you want, you'll have to leave me tomorrow anyway. I replied without emotion, without looking at him.
But his answer surprised me and refreshed my impression of him as an unusual person.
"In this case, then I'd better go back, I don't have enough money to stay in a hotel."
There are even people who go out without a full car and travel accommodation expenses? It's so weird!
Although there were many doubts, I, who was kind-natured, still didn't ask much, and only asked him with concern: "Is there any money to buy a return ticket?" If not, I'll buy it for you. ”
"It should be enough to buy a ticket, I still have more than 200 yuan."
Oh, it turns out that he planned it before he went out, and he only had travel expenses in his budget for this trip, and he didn't plan to stay in a hotel, nor did he plan to pay for food and drink out of his own pocket...... But what I don't understand is that if you trust me so much, and the plan is that I have to provide food and shelter, why do you have to guard against me like a thief when you enter my house?
Although I didn't understand him and hated him, I still echoed with a reassuring tone: "Anyway, sleeper tickets have to be booked in advance, and I can't buy them, so the money to buy a hard seat ticket is enough." ”
When we were queuing at the ticket office at the train station, we were all silent, and when it was the turn of "Mars Interstellar" to buy tickets, I took out the money and handed it to him, and asked him to use my money to buy tickets, I mean, he kept the more than 200 yuan for spending on the road.
But he insisted that he didn't want it, so I had to let him go.
On the way home after buying the ticket, in order to apologize, I turned into a small restaurant on the side of the road, and bought a small pot of stewed bacon and pig's trotters to pack home, wanting to treat him well.
He held the vegetable pot, happy as a child in the old age, and swept away the frustration that had clouded him because I wanted him to go back.
In fact, he eats as little as a cat, and I don't understand where the joy comes from when he was holding the hot pot before. But at least from the moment he opened up, our relationship seemed to be much more harmonious, and even more talkative.
The two of us cooked together, chatted, and cleaned up together after dinner, and we all talked and laughed, of course, most of the topic was still reminiscing about the time when we played games together.
Afterwards he said he was sleepy and wanted to catch up on some sleep.
When he said it, I also felt sleepy, because I didn't really have much rest last night.
After half a day of getting along and verbally communicating, our relationship has returned to the state of lovers and couples in the previous game, so I naturally and without any scruples followed by saying "I want to sleep too".
Although I prefer to like and advocate the pure beauty of love in the upper body, most mortal love is inevitable, and it will stride towards the sprint link.
Although I have never been able to equate the person in front of me with the Mars star in my mind, subconsciously, there is a feeling of being separated and wandering on the edge of love, which drives me to want to get close to him.
At first, we were lying on our backs, similar to last night's Cold War. But our non-stop chatting and conversations are melting the iceberg between us, and to be exact, my cold attitude towards him is gradually improving.
It didn't take long for Mars Interstellar to tentatively turn sideways, caress me tremblingly, and seeing that I acquiesced and did not prevaricate, he further put his hand into my clothes, and the moment his warm fingers touched my skin, I shivered, like a long-brewing thunderstorm, and finally the first lightning flashed and came.
Immediately after, most of Mars's interstellar body came to me and fell on top of me, trying to kiss me, opening his mouth and rubbing against my lips.
I don't know if it's to protect my tongue from being sucked off, or because I still haven't accepted him as the Mars Star in my heart, so I closed my lips tightly, gritted my teeth, and didn't cater to him.
He seemed to notice the slightest hint of a pause, but then contentedly continued to touch me over and over again, and then went back to the subject.
……
I leaned over to face the still unfamiliar face, closed my eyes, and summoned the Mars Star in the PlanetSide game screen, the male heavy infantry uniform of the VS country in the "PlanetSide" game screen.
Like a storm pushing me into the sky, gliding through the clouds, and finally the cations collided, lightning and thunder slashed, and I slowly slipped off the clouds and fell on the real Mars Star.
I fell into a deep sleep, like a dead pig, and I don't know if he slept or grinded his teeth. I only woke up to find that I was woken up by Mars Interstellar, who was stroking me again.
……
This was repeated until the next morning, when he had to get up to catch his train.
Originally, I wanted to catch up on some sleep, but it turned out that I didn't have a good rest for another night, so I took panda eyes and went to see off Mars Interstellar.
From the moment I dragged my overly tired body out of the house, I was afraid that I looked almost a psychopath, with demented eyes and empty eyes.
Twenty minutes away, Mars and I didn't even have a single dialogue, it should be that we didn't get a good rest, so we were so tired from body to spirit that we collapsed.
It seems like it's time to end!
The good times in the game in the past also seem to have been deeply gone, like the last rays of the sunset in the dusk, after several struggles, emitting two or three seemingly dazzling, but the end of the road, with an unwilling but helpless sigh, fell into the sky.
In a trance, my spiritual world also darkened in the blink of an eye, and I could hardly see anything, so that I, who had caused temporary mental blindness, seemed to have an empty soul.
My out-of-body soul floats in the air, looking down, in this bright real world, Mars Yaya and Mars interstellar, walking side by side, although the two occasionally rub their coats against each other, but in fact, the minds of the two people are probably that one is in the North Pole and the other is in the South Pole, and in this cruel real world, there is no light-speed portal.
By the time we arrived at the train station, the train was about to start.
Mars was the last to get on the train, but he was slow to get in to find a seat, holding the doorknob on the train ladder and looking at me on the platform with a pair of eyes that were close to bitter despair.
The shrewd one must have understood that I didn't accept him in reality in my heart, and this separation may be a farewell to our reality.
In a lifetime, anyone may have stood on a platform of heartbreak.
This time, although Mars Interstellar looks very heartbroken, I am disheartened, my soul wandering in semi-real, semi-virtual time for two days, suddenly came to my senses at the moment when the train was about to depart, and I was about to separate from Mars Interstellar.
I was like a lost child, suddenly remembered the feeling of the way home, and before the tracks of the train began to start, I resolutely raised my legs and turned away, without saying a word of send-off, because I understood that this absurd love story was over at this moment.
Although I could feel that there was a pair of resentful eyes watching my back, I just turned my heart sideways, resolutely did not look back, and strode out of the platform station.