"Am I going to live my life like this, my kiss is not destined to kiss the person I love the most......"

In a period of youth, every time Zhao Hao saw Han Lina, he couldn't help but echo this song in his mind.

Don't get me wrong, this song has nothing to do with Zhao Hao himself, but is closely related to his hair.

Also for a long time, Zhao Hao was full of doubts about Ah Zhe's song, and he had a big question mark in his heart: If you didn't kiss the person you love the most, then who did you kiss, kissing the donkey's ass like Barkley?

That's a good question, and it involves a sad story.

The protagonist of the story is called Qin Sheng, and this child was once in love with a senior sister. At that time, Qin Sheng was simple and kind, a little introverted, and of course a little sullen, he fell in love with a senior sister in the third year of junior high school, and once shouted that he wanted to marry that girl.

In Zhao Hao's impression, that was the only time Qin Sheng had ever considered marrying a girl, which showed how deeply that buddy loved.

Generally, this kind of story doesn't end well, and before Qin Sheng could confess, the senior sister graduated and went to another high school, and stayed away from Qin Sheng's life ever since.

That year, Qin Sheng was infinitely sad.

Influenced by soap operas, Qin Sheng firmly believes that the best way to forget someone is to start a relationship again and fill the void in his heart with a new girl.

In this way, Qin Sheng was with another senior sister.

The so-called other senior sister is Han Lina.

Qin Sheng's first kiss was given to this other senior sister.

The plot at that time was a little romantic, it was a weekend in spring, Qin Sheng and Han Lina met to fly a kite on the top of a small park, and there were unforeseen storms and clouds, and it suddenly rained lightly. At that moment when the spring rain was as expensive as oil, the two ran to a roof to hide from the rain, and the young and restless bodies were close together, and suddenly sparks sparked, just like the description of Bai Jingjing in the movie "Journey to the West" when Supreme Treasure returned to five hundred years ago: At that time, you touched me desperately, and I touched you desperately......

Qin Sheng's first kiss was explained like this.

Afterwards he shed tears and ran away alone in the heavy rain.

The plot at that time was very sad, and the picture felt like this: the rainy spring, the boy without an umbrella......

Ordinary people can't understand Qin Sheng's sadness, but Zhao Hao can understand it. At that time, Qin Sheng still believed that from the beginning to the end, he originally dreamed of marrying and having children with the senior sister who left, and the first kiss and the first night were left to that senior sister, but the fact is that his first kiss and "first touch" were given to another senior sister.

Since then, Qin Sheng has sung a song by Zhang Xinzhe every day: "Am I living my life like this, my kiss is destined not to kiss the person I love the most......"

Listening to this song again, isn't it very feeling?

Zhao Hao has been infinitely brainwashed by this song for a long time, and when he heard this song, he remembered Qin Sheng's story, and then thought of Han Lina.

To be reasonable, if the story ends here, Qin Sheng did not suffer a loss, but on the contrary, took a big advantage.

Obviously, there is a sequel to this story.

Later, Han Lina and Qin Sheng got in touch, and the two were secretly together.

Why do you say sneaky? Because at that time, even Zhao Hao and Bao Lu didn't know that the dog man and woman had a leg.

At that time, Qin Sheng and Han Lina hid very deeply, usually looking like ordinary friends, but in private, he touched her desperately, and she touched him desperately......

At that time, Qin Sheng still had a sense of responsibility, he felt that he couldn't leave others alone if he touched his sister, so he broke off the connection with Han Lina. At that time, Han Lina was a good student, a class cadre, and a member of the entertainment committee in their class, of course, this kind of class cadre could not fall in love openly, so she had an underground affair with Qin Sheng.

Just like that, the two got to bed.

After an indescribable night, Qin Sheng burst into tears.

His first night was gone in such a blur.

During that time, even he himself was brainwashed by the lyrics, and his mind was full of thoughts: Am I going to live my life like this......

After thinking about life for a while, Qin Sheng accepted his fate.

He decided to take this love seriously, and treat Han Lina well in the future.

Just after he had this kind of ideological awareness, one day he and Zhao Hao went to a high school to play basketball, and an unexpected turn of God occurred.

At that time, Zhao Hao was already well-known on the court, and he was not satisfied with duels with junior high school students, and often challenged more bullish high school students. That weekend, they went to Zhonghai No. 8 Middle School and had a game. The process is more exciting, and the two sides cherish each other, which is the charm of sports competition, and many young people have become friends through a game.

After the game, everyone got together to drink Coke and smoke, which was a rebellious and exciting routine in that era, and one of the tall yellow hairs who served as a power forward opened the conversation: "Dude, there is a person named Han Lina in your school, help me cover her in the future." ”

Qin Sheng was curious: "She is your relative?" ”

Huang Mao smiled a little shyly: "No, she's my girlfriend." ”

Qin Sheng was shocked, he didn't expose himself, and saved the country once: "It's really fake, she is a good student, she won't fall in love so early, right?" ”

"Good student? Hehe. A boy who played the guard on the opposite side laughed on the spot and broke a shocking news: "That girl looks very pure, but in fact, she is a group of sassers, and she opened a room with Huang Mao last semester, and said that she was ...... for the first time Bah, don't think Lao Tzu doesn't know, she had sex with a guy in Ninth Middle School last year! ”

This sentence reveals a considerable amount of information.

Qin Sheng's brain was not enough, and he thought in his heart: he had done something indescribable with Han Lina a month ago, when Han Lina said that it was the first time for her, and he believed it...... And what happened to Huang Mao and Han Lina last semester, it was a few months ago...... Also, last year with a man in the ninth middle school?

At that moment, Qin Sheng seriously suspected that he had failed in mathematics, and the voice of Teacher Benshan echoed in his mind: Please listen to the question, how many firsts does Han Lina have?

He had already decided to live his life like this, but he didn't expect such a moth to appear.

Qin Sheng couldn't accept such a result, so he started a tail line.

At that time, Zhao Hao noticed that Fa Xiao's emotions were not right, and he was worried that something would happen to him, so he also followed.

According to Huang Mao, the next day, that is, Saturday, he will make another appointment with Han Lina...... Qin Sheng didn't believe this statement, after all, some bear children in the school love to brag, and they always blow as if they have a leg with many girls.

It's a pity that Huang Mao is quite honest, and he doesn't brag at all about this matter.

That Saturday afternoon, Qin Sheng watched Huang Mao and Han Lina enter a small hotel that didn't require ID cards.

At that time, he still refused to give up, and after waiting for more than half an hour, he saw Huang Mao and Han Lina come out in a hug.

Han Lina's subtle movement made Qin Sheng completely cold.

Every time she finished doing something embarrassing with him, Han Lina would use that habitual action to tidy up her dress.

At that moment, Qin Sheng finally understood why Han Lina refused to disclose the relationship between the two, why she deliberately kept her distance from him after school, and why she always made excuses for her family not to let her go out on weekends several times.

At that moment, Qin Sheng remembered the content of the phone call between the two a day ago, Han Lina said that she was going to tutor on Saturday, but in this situation in front of her, what kind of tutoring is it, a cram school for sex education in advance?

At that moment, Qin Sheng finally gave up.

Maybe it's because of the sadness of the heart than the death of the heart, maybe because I don't believe in love anymore, all in all, after that day, Qin Sheng has undergone earth-shaking changes.

After that, he had a lot of girlfriends and a lot of female friends who weren't girlfriends.