Chapter 133: The Past

"It was the lowest point in my life...... I lost badly...... Once again, he lost to my old rival Kukuy. ”

There was a bitterness in Guzma's voice.

"As I sat in the audience, watching Kukui hold up the trophy and smile widely, resentment and jealousy filled my heart."

"I started to resent everything, I wanted to destroy it all...... Even though all of this is what I wanted to protect and develop in the first place............"

Guzma's eyes flickered in a trance, and he looked at Lilia, "Have you ever experienced this?" Oh, I don't think there has been. ”

He didn't wait for Lilia to say anything, and said, "I started to start the Skull Team, and at first it was just that I was going around destroying the same losers with a stick, ruining other people's games and elves, and making them feel the same pain. ”

"But the revenge came quickly, and my original partner stood on the opposite side of me and questioned me together, and once again took everything from me......"

"Hmph...... Even though I have nothing left. ”

Guzma laughed self-deprecatingly, and continued: "Dramatically, at that time, like a good play, your mother appeared. Lusa Minay, she knows what I want......"

"Hmph...... That's right, all I needed was a word of encouragement under my fragile faΓ§ade! But no one, no one has ever given me warmth...... Except for her. ”

Lilia looked at Guzma in surprise, but Guzma said, "Believe it or not, these are what I see." ”

"It's ridiculous that when they questioned me together, they didn't think about why I was like this? You know what? You know what! Guzma looked at Lilia, who shook her head silently.

"Lusa Minay said I did everything right and she gave me everything...... Status...... Money...... Power...... I raised the Skeletons into a force to be reckoned with the support of the Aether, but I was lost because of it. ”

"Is this all right? I used to question myself, but I didn't dare to face the reality because I was afraid. ”

Guzma said lightly, his tone was light, as if he was saying something that had nothing to do with him.

"I'm scared of losing people's eyes again, I'm scared of losing warm encouragement again...... Even though that encouragement is false! ”

He picked up the red cart on the table and took a sip, then said, "I'm breaking the rules, destroying the elves, and destroying the confidence of the trainers in the major tournaments, while the island owners can't pose a threat to us because of the Aether's covert support for us. ”

"And the biggest and most successful destruction program we've ever made...... It was two years ago. ”

Lily-Amy's eyes flickered and she asked, "But what about the annual celebration?" ”

"Not bad!" Guzma smiled: "The festival once in a decade, the festival that all PokΓ©mon worship as gods will pay attention to, and even the island owner who sees the dragon and the tail will come in person, and we have successfully destroyed it. ”

"But ......," Guzma said.

"There was an accident...... A twist. ”

Lilia said softly, "It's Satsuki?" ”

"Hmph, that's good."

"This girl...... What a madness! Guzma laughed, his whole body trembling, but the corners of his eyes were slightly moist.

"I know I won't be my opponent, but I still give it my all, but I still believe in her PokΓ©mon......"

"So you released the water?"

"I was just stunned...... I saw in her what I had a few years ago, and I was even more jealous and angry and wanted to destroy her......"

"Yue Zai wasn't your opponent at the time, so why didn't you ......?"

"Because she'......" Guzma paused, opening his mouth but unable to speak.

"She saw who I really was...... I'm in disguise...... I felt a deep sense of frustration. ”

"Why is it that even a furry child can see my true face? Why am I afraid to face myself? ”

"I'm getting more lost as I carry out Lusa Mina's orders......"

"Am I right about that incident four years ago? Or was I wrong in the first place? ”

Guzma's hand holding the teacup trembled slightly, and he looked up at the beige sunlight outside the window, leaning lazily back on the sofa.

"Before I knew it, I realized that I was tired of these things...... I want to get back to my old self, but I'm stuck in the quagmire and can't extricate myself. ”

"In Alola, I saw her shining brightly in the congregation...... Compared to her...... Humph......"

Guzma's bitter smile made Lilia not know how to comfort him, so she could only remain silent.

"In that incident four years ago, although I was not the mastermind, I was also an accomplice." Guzma said, more like he was speaking to himself.

"What happened four years ago?" Lilia asked.

"You're Lusa Minay's daughter, you should know...... Your mother, she conducted an experiment four years ago, and that experiment failed, causing Tsuki's parents to disappear and Tsuki to lose her memory. ”

"I abandoned the moon in the jungle...... I left ruthlessly, but I never thought that I would appear in front of me again in a few months...... With such a sincere smile. ”

"I was so distraught that I didn't know how to face her, so I had to try to disguise myself...... Until the moment she beats me. ”

Guzma took a deep breath and stared at Lilia, "I've been thinking about her words for the past two years...... I'm bringing you here here to lure her in, because I know I'm just a defeated man in her eyes. ”

The man said slowly, "I want to talk to her, that's all." ”

Lilia suddenly laughed, "That doesn't have to be the case...... She is a very good person, and I believe that if you invite her to go, she will definitely accept it. ”

The man was touched by Liliai's gentle smile, and followed with an easy-going smile.

At this moment, the gate in the distance was kicked open by a certain Lori, a tiger roar resounded between the heavens and the earth, and Qiankun Erqi was moved by it, and for a while, the wind and clouds changed like a tsunami, and this statement was:

"Guzma, look at Lao Tzu who doesn't kill your uncle today!"

"You have the ability to rob Liliai, you have the ability to open the door!"