230. The experience of Han Feng

Han Feng has been staying at home for the past few days.

But the problem is that Liu Xi has to go to work these days, and the result is that Han Feng can only stay alone in the rental house during the day every day.

He was going to Liu Shu's side in a few days, and he was packing his luggage in the past few days, and Liu Shu's rented house seemed to have encountered a little problem, which caused Han Feng to delay leaving.

At the end of another day's work, Liu Xi, who returned home, was as tired as ever.

Han Feng at home was also like usual, as soon as he saw Liu Xi arrive home, he immediately went to arrange Liu Xi's supper.

With the presence of Han Feng, Liu Xi's home has always been very clean, and not even a single hair can be seen on the floor, and when Han Feng was not there a few days ago, a thin layer of dust rose in Liu Xi's house.

"When are you going to go to Liu Shu's side?"

"I guess it's been just a day or two, I've packed up my things, just waiting for Liu Shu to give me news." Han Feng sighed and said helplessly, "If you are here, you have to go to work during the day, I am very bored at home alone, and I don't even dare to go out." ”

"That's no way, hasn't your family contacted you now?"

"My cousin contacted me with QQ...... But my family still has that attitude. Han Feng said softly, his tone was a little helpless, because the others were in the kitchen, Liu Xi couldn't hear it clearly, "My parents are still like that, they would rather me die than embarrass them." ”

Tsk, I don't know who is right and who is wrong, for parents, they naturally hope that their son will be good and hope that their son can get married and have children, but they met a son like Han Feng. For Han Feng, of course, he also hoped that his parents could understand him, but he met rigid parents who loved face.

Liu Xi walked to the kitchen door, leaned on the threshold, tilted his head and asked, "Why do you want to be a girl?" There's nothing good about being a girl, right? ”

"For example, aunt or something, I have to die of pain every month, obviously I'm in good health."

"And when you're a girl, it hurts when you give birth. Although the current society has always said that men and women are equal, but girls or something will still be discriminated against by some machismo people. ”

"If it was before, being a girl might be able to be a housewife at home without working, but in this era, both men and women have to work hard or something, so why do you want to be a girl?"

Liu Xi chattered vigorously, she had been a man for 30 years in her previous life, she never thought of being a sister like a creature, and after becoming a girl in this life, she felt that being a girl was a disaster, God knows why she doesn't eat ice cream and pays attention to her physical condition, but she still has menstrual cramps every month.

Han Feng's hand that was making supper paused, and then he was silent, as if thinking about how to answer Liu Xi's words.

Liu Xi waited patiently for more than ten minutes, and Han Feng finally began to speak.

"I don't know why...... his voice was a little low, and he began to whisper about himself, "I think it was probably when I was five or six years old, and I was just remembering at that time...... I'm envious of girls who can wear beautiful clothes. ”

"At first, I actually had a very poor concept of gender, I just thought that girls' clothes looked good, and I wanted to wear that kind of clothes...... My personality used to be quite introverted, but some time ago, I tore my face with my family, and I don't know why my personality became a little more extroverted. ”

"I've always thought I was supposed to be a girl, I couldn't play with those men at all, I didn't like games, I didn't like to run around playing, I just liked to read books and do a little handicraft at home quietly."

"Later, I learned about the concept of medicine on the Internet, I was about sixteen years old at the time, I thought about it for a year, and I decided to take medicine when I was seventeen years old, maybe it was talent, okay, after I took medicine for a year, even if it was a short-haired man's clothes, there would be many people who thought I was a girl, plus the breasts that slowly developed after taking medicine, so I was discovered by my parents......"

Liu Xi subconsciously glanced at Han Feng's chest, this guy's chest was basically half a pound and eight taels from himself.

"Then I quarreled with my family several times, and I was put under house arrest, and all the medicine and everything I lost were thrown away. I used to be too introverted, so I didn't have any friends who could help me...... During that time, I felt that the whole world was gray, I felt that there was no point in living, and my head was full of thoughts that it would be more pleasant to die. ”

"So then I chose to jump off the building, it happened to be raining heavily that day, my parents went to the balcony to collect clothes, I ran directly to the roof of the building and jumped down, but I don't know if it was good luck or bad, I didn't die, and I only suffered a little injury."

Later, Liu Xi basically knew, was discharged from the hospital and went home, and then had a violent quarrel with his family, ran out of the house, and was picked up by Liu Xi.

Liu Xi sighed, a person like Han Feng, who was born to deny his gender, even psychotherapy may be useless.

"You're ready for supper." Han Feng suddenly changed the topic and asked with a smile, "How are you doing in the company today?" Has anyone bullied you? ”

"I'm the boss, okay? How could someone bully me. ”

Liu Xi served the plate, today's supper is the dumplings made by Han Feng himself some time ago.

Coming to the living room, Liu Xi took the tomato sauce in Han Feng's hand, poured it into a small plate, and then enjoyed his supper.

"I feel like I'm lucky to be able to meet you and Liu Shu." Han Feng also ate a dumpling with a smile, supported his cheek with one hand, tilted his head, and looked at Liu Xi with those big eyes, "People like me are generally very disliked, but you don't mind it, just forget it, and bring me to your house, and then Liu Shu is too, and he actually dares to fall in love with me." ”

"It's like I'm agreeing with you two falling in love."

"Actually, I don't think the two of us can get anywhere...... It's just to experience what it's like to be treated like a girl, and I don't want to destroy your family after I destroy my own family. Han Feng continued to eat dumplings, and the smile on his face gradually disappeared, "I think, I want to be with Liu Shu for a year or two, and then find a reason to break up with him, I can't affect his life in the future." ”

"Isn't that good?"

Liu Xi said hesitantly: "Maybe my family won't agree." ”

"But isn't there only one boy in your family? How could your family agree? Han Feng sighed, "Anyway, don't tell Liu Shu, you will be unhappy if he knows about it." ”

"Okay......"

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