Chapter 9: The Lonely Daughter
What happens when a person travels back in time? The usual way to open the traversal text is that the protagonist uses the sentence "If you come, you will be safe", and then enjoy the new identity with peace of mind.
Not to mention that this sentence itself is misused, how can it really express the mood of a person when he travels to the past with just an understatement of "what comes is safe"?
What kind of despair would it be to fall into a strange world, surrounded by unfamiliar surroundings and people who have nothing to do with you? No matter how big the nerves are, they will be helpless.
As far as the eye can see, there is no relative. That feeling of loneliness, as if abandoned by the world.
It was a kind of despair and loneliness that could not be escaped.
Lin Yueshu curled up on the bed, but the whole person was covered in the quilt. She's not cold, she's just scared.
The sound of the TV was loud outside, but she didn't glance at it, because the old stuff only made her more uneasy.
She used to like some nostalgic photos and gadgets from the past, and when she saw those things, it was as if she had traveled through time and space in an instant, and she felt a kind of beauty in her heart.
So when Lin Yueshu came to this era, her heart was full of expectations. In her opinion, it was a fun trip, cool and exciting.
She even figured out how to tease that stinky dad who loves to preach after going back to the past, and then help her mom repel all the Bichi people around her dad, which must be very interesting!
But she never thought that this was actually a one-way ticket. Her life will be crucified in this world, and even if she waits for the invention of the time machine twenty years later, she will not be able to return to the current seventeen years old, let alone return to her original track.
She couldn't go back.
The anxiety and anxiety about the unknown future invaded her nerves over and over again.
She wants to go home, she wants to see the stinky dad who is always serious and loves to preach, who is obviously omnipotent but always salty.
She wants to see the mother who is more salted than her father, who always plays tricks on her, but who doesn't seem to get old.
She even wanted to see Lin Jiayun, who had been delayed until she was thirty or forty years old, who didn't marry and kept pestering her father!
And the aunts who looked at their dad strangely, and the boys who were kicked away by her at school...... Lin Yueshu didn't like them before, but now she was extremely looking forward to seeing those familiar faces.
She had heard of a footless bird in the world, and it could only fly and fly from birth. The sky is big, it is like a little duckweed, there is never a future.
"I want to go home, Dad, Mom......" Lin Yueshu wrapped herself in the quilt and sobbed quietly, her body trembled, and her heart was sad and helpless.
"I'm back, see what I bought you." A familiar voice rang out, and the man sat down on the edge of the bed and lifted the covers.
Yue Shu instantly hugged Lin Qingyue tightly, like grasping a straw, buried his face in his arms, and whimpered and shouted, "Dad...... I want to go home...... I want to go home! ”
"You can't go back to the original world...... Lin Qingyue said the cruel truth without euphemism, but then he took the other party into his arms again, constantly stroking her head, and his voice was gentle and firm, "But, this is your home." Don't be afraid, I'm here. I will always take care of you, don't be afraid ......"
Yue Shu cried louder in Lin Qingyue's arms, it was like crying loudly, and she was sobbing and crying.
"Okay, okay, I'm here, I'm here, I'm by your side, what are you afraid of......" Lin Qingyue rubbed Yueshu's head and let her vent.
After crying in Lin Qingyue's arms for a long time, Yue Shu finally raised her head and sobbed quietly, with cowardice and temptation in her voice: "You really won't ignore me?" ”
"Well, don't worry." Lin Qingyue picked up a bag, took out the contents of it, and said with a smile, "What do you see I bought for you?" ”
"Poof...... Doll bear, I'm not a child! Yueshu wiped away her tears, crying and laughing.
"What else do you see...... I ran several supermarkets to find one that wasn't closing. ”
"Barbie...... Dad, you really think of me as a child! Yue Shu gritted her teeth and cried and laughed, wanting to grab his body and shake it, but she didn't have that momentum just after crying.
"Who was the guy who just cried his nose?" Lin Qingyue smiled and took out a few pieces of paper and handed them to Yue Shu, "Wipe it, look at your face, it's like a little flower cat." ”
"Whew, whew...... What a little flower cat! Dad, you just treat me like a child! I'm bigger than you! Yue Shu gritted her teeth and glared angrily.
"Okay, okay, I won't treat you like a child anymore." Lin Qingyue pointed to his clothes again, "Look at my clothes, they are full of your snot and tears. ”
"Cut ......" Yue Shu blushed, glanced to the side, and muttered in a low voice, "I haven't thought your clothes are dirty......"
Lin Qingyue took off his coat casually: "Are you sleepy now, if you are not sleepy, watch a movie with me." ”
"Well, since you have asked so sincerely, Dad, then I will reluctantly make it difficult." Yueshu said arrogantly.
Lin Qingyue called up a family comedy that has been very popular recently, and the two leaned on the bed and watched TV, laughing again.
"Dad, what are you doing out at night?" Yue Shu hugged Lin Qingyue's arm, tilted her head, and leaned on Lin Qingyue's shoulder.
"It's a little thing, you don't have to worry about it......" Lin Qingyue felt that his arm was hugged very uncomfortable, but he didn't say anything, "Are you sleepy, if you are sleepy, you can sleep first." ”
"I'm not sleep......y," Yue Shu's eyelids fought, and her mouth was strong, but she said, "You said that when I wake up tomorrow, will I find that all this is a dream......"
"Maybe, maybe it's really a dream."
Yue Shu didn't speak anymore, and after a while, there was a sound of even breathing in Lin Qingyue's ears, Lin Qingyue glanced at it, and the other party had fallen asleep on his shoulder, and his long eyelashes were countable.
"It's really a bit like, shouldn't it be really her......" Lin Qingyue looked at Yue Shu's face, sighed, showed a wry smile on his face, and muttered, "This difficulty factor is a bit big, how did I do it in the future, it's really amazing......"
Lin Qingyue turned off the TV, pulled his arm out of Yue Shu's arms, held her head, laid her flat on the bed, and covered her with a quilt.
Then I got up again, turned off the lights, and went to bed again. There are two quilts in his house, and when Lin Jiayun came back, he also had one quilt per person. The bed was bigger and two people didn't feel cramped.
"Hmm......" The two hands were suddenly empty, which made Yueshu in his sleep hum dissatisfiedly. His brows furrowed, his hand groped into Lin Qingyue's quilt, and hugged his arm again, and his face calmed down.
Lin Qingyue sighed helplessly in his heart, can you let go of my arm, it's really uncomfortable to sleep like this.
(Ahem, this book has been officially signed, you know...... )