7 inexplicable expectations and climbing the window of Alyssa

"Really got it back?" "Hongyi's little face turned red, "This and this, this and this ....."

"Anyway, can you give me my pay?"

There is such a sentence, how did you say it? I think about it, yes! You always have to pay it back when you come out to mix! Trick me! Lie to me! Seduce me! Are there any good people here? However, Alyssa is still a good person, and on the way back, I told her the story of this incident... Who would have thought..... This guy actually leaned back and laughed..... Then she gave me 20,000z directly, saying that it was as a reward for saving her and this mission. All happy.... It's weird! Say whatever you want to teach them a lesson....

So, when I returned to Stan, I went straight to the union.....

"I, I..." Hongyi looked at Ram and Bis beside her, the faces of these two guys were not very good, but they didn't say anything, "Okay, please wait." ”

The little girl was about to cry, which made me a little unbearable, and even the eyes of Alyssa next to me were a little wrong....

"You put it away, it's 10000z. The little girl didn't know where to take out a card.

I was suddenly a little overwhelmed, according to Alyssa, the mission had been frozen, and even the quest money had been withdrawn by Alyssa..... Moreover, how much money is in the card of this world is displayed on the card face, and there are really 10,000z in this card...... Did you pay out of your own pocket? How do I pick up the ...... But...

"Okay, then you're welcome. "I accepted it without any worries......

"Hey, don't go too far!" Alyssa stopped me when she saw my behavior.

I turned to face Alyssa, put my left hand on my chest, and made a gesture of waving my hand, and according to the perspective at the time, the only person who could see me was Bill at the bar except Alyssa......

In the end, Alyssa didn't say anything......

.......

"Regarding this horn, I can be sure that it is the horn of the little thundermon, the antlermon. Bill said, looking at the horn. "However, deerhorns are not supposed to haunt the dense forest, I need some information on the specific situation, you can ask tomorrow. ”

........

Kanban Niang's work is not very busy, it usually ends around 6 pm, and I waited for more than three hours on the way home for Hongyi.... By the way, it turns out that the time format of this world is the same as over there......

"What a stupid thing to do this time!" I said to myself.

"Who are you talking about, Mr. Jack!" the voice came from behind me, and I didn't have to think about it to know who it was.

"Don't you think you're stupid in this matter?" I replied coldly.

"Well, I admit that I didn't do it right, but I don't regret it, and I'll do it all over again. Hongyi's expression didn't change at all.This guy didn't feel any guilt.....

"Hate me so much?" suddenly felt a little inexplicable....

"It's not annoying, it's just a little disdainful of what you've done. ”

I'm really confused...... What did I do????

"You brought back the corpse of that Flame King Dragon, although we don't believe it was killed by you. ”

"What does this have to do with you??"

"You lifted the body of the Yanwang Dragon by yourself, although it was an accident, but I saw it. While everyone doesn't believe you, I know that you have the power to kill it. At this time, Hong Yi showed a hint of fascination, "I was really happy at that time, and Stan City was going to have another gold-level master." ”

"But who would have thought that such a master would have been shrinking into a trainee mercenary, and at first I would have thought that you might have some reason..... And now, can you tell me your reason?!"

.......

"Whatever the reason, you can't forget what you do. "Thank you for expecting me, but that's not the reason why you can ignore your work, you can look down on me, and even say, you can scold me in front of me, you can beat me, you can't joke about your job!" This is work, not a joke!" I took out the 10,000z from my arms, "I can't ...... this money"

"You're right!" Hong Yi walked forward, not looking at me, "This money is the price I paid!"

I was speechless, and I didn't understand this inexplicable expectation. The most interesting thing is that there are people who have expectations for me..... I'm really happy......

When I returned home, I suddenly felt an indescribable emptiness...... What's wrong with me? Didn't you say you wanted to live?....

Today, I lay down early, but why can't I sleep? What am I worried about? What is it? Why? It's messy.....

I was lying in bed, but for various reasons, I felt so thirsty..... I ran to the living room to pour myself a glass of water.... When the moment the lights are turned on......

"Your stone lamp is quite bright!"

As for the Ishimoto lamp, it is said that it is made of the glowing bones of the Ishimotomon, and the light can be controlled by the tail of the Ishimotomon..... Of course, I don't know exactly what it is... But now the most important thing is .....

"Alyssa, what are you going to ......" I was shocked, how did this thing get in?

"Climb the window!" "Climb the window?" and still have something in your hand......

"It's not a thing, it's wine!"

What's the matter, always say what is in your heart?

"I can't sleep, I'm looking for you to drink...... "I'll go!

"It can't really be a split personality, right??" I said stupidly....

"To drink or not to drink?" Alyssa looked at me in a condescending manner....

"Drink! Why not!"

.......

There are still some leftovers at home, and I and she eat and drink at the same time......

"Do you know the difference between a gold-level mercenary and a trainee mercenary?" asked Alyssa after taking a sip of her wine.

"Isn't it just more dangerous and better paying?" I was a little unimpressed.

"Wrong, wrong, the biggest difference between a gold-level mercenary and a trainee mercenary is...."Alyssa paused and continued, "When natural disasters come, gold-level mercenaries play a greater role than trainee mercenaries...."

"Natural disasters?" and natural disasters?

"It's a world of either humans or monsters, and, according to incomplete statistics, there are 20 times as many non-human species as humans. Every two or three years, the monsters in the mountains south of Stan City will migrate, and the direction is this one..... Every time, a lot of people will die, and Hongyi's parents died in the last beast tide..."

“.... Even if it's a beast tide, I can play my part..."

"Why? just by collecting every day?" Alyssa said with a mocking expression, "only in the face of danger, when danger comes, will you not panic......

“......”

"Live comfortably, what can you do? Don't dare to face danger, how can you become stronger, how can you do everything well....."

"Do everything well?" Hearing this, my whole body was confused, and a lot of memories came to my mind, "What can you do?", "Why haven't you done it well!!", "Why are you so stupid?", "Can you not do it wrong, it will implicate us", "Even if you don't do it well..... "You can't...." Now I realize that I have never done anything well.....

"Do you know what bad feelings you feel about?"

"Yes. ”

"Do you know how it feels like not getting someone else's approval?"

"Yes. ”

"Do you know the helplessness of implicating others?"

"Yes. ”

"Now that you know, you still ......"

"I've had it too, I've experienced all of what you said!"

I looked at her with a dull gaze....

"No one is strong from the start! Learn to persevere and love! And ....." Alyssa paused, "you're really good, and you saved me!"

She's smiling, smiling at me.....

At that time, my heart collapsed, I hugged Alyssa, cried, and said what I had never said before..... My fear, my timidity, even where I came from, and my confusion and overwhelming the unknown......!