270. Han Feng's heart

It's not been a very comfortable year.

Although it is indeed quite comfortable physically, psychologically, I feel that the atmosphere in this home is getting worse and worse.

So on the third day of the first lunar month after the year, after going to their hometown with their mother and father to pay New Year's greetings, Liu Xi and Liu Shu hurried back to the rental house in Rongcheng.

During this time, Han Feng lived alone in the rental house.

Although when Liu Xi lived, he would basically clean up the rental house every day, mop the floor and wipe the table, etc., but when he came back, he was shocked by the cleanliness of the rental house.

Although Liu Xi mops the floor and wipes the table, but does not wipe the glass of the rental house, Han Feng seems to have done a big cleaning of the room, and it is as clean as a newly renovated room that no one has yet inhabited.

Han Feng doesn't seem to have a very good time in the past few days, and when he looks at it, he finds that he has lost some weight, his eyes are also a little dark, and there seem to be traces of crying just now.

Liu Shu immediately stepped up and hurriedly began to ask the reason.

But Han Feng wanted to speak and stopped, and the whole person looked a little wrong.

Liu Xi leaned forward and looked at Han Feng's face curiously.

Han Feng has always been a very cheerful person in Liu Xi's eyes, and for such a long time, Liu Xi has never seen his eyes red and swollen.

To be honest, a little curious about what the hell is going on.

Speaking of which, during the Chinese New Year, nothing can happen, right? Could it be that Han Feng couldn't help but go out and was discovered by his family?

Sure enough, Han Feng hesitated for a long time before deciding to say it.

"My mom called me the other day......"

"Wait, how does your mom know your number? Hasn't the number been changed a long time ago? Liu Shu frowned and asked, "How did your phone number get known?" ”

"My friend said it, and I don't want to be known."

Sighing, Han Feng continued: "Then my mother told me a lot of ......"

"What did you say?"

"Anyway, it's a lot of ......"

Han Feng sighed: "I regret it a little. ”

can make Han Feng regret something, Liu Xi thinks that it should be Han Feng's mother who played him an emotional card, although I don't know what this emotional card says, but since it can make Han Feng shake, it must be effective.

Liu Xi felt that it was better to let Liu Shu talk to him slowly at this time, so he sat aside and didn't say a word for a long time.

And Liu Shu was silent when he heard Han Feng's words of regret, and he didn't know what to say.

If Han Feng is firmly on the road of becoming a woman, it is actually not very good to be honest, after all, the acceptance of people like Han Feng in this society is too low, and Han Feng will lose his family. And if she regrets going back the way she came, it's actually very difficult.

Han Feng has been taking estrogen and other drugs for a few years, and his body has long been no healthier than normal people, although Han Feng usually seems to have nothing wrong with him, but in fact, even if he stops taking medicine, he will not be able to be a normal man in the future, and his body has long been eroded by drugs and he can't have children.

Liu Xi didn't want to get involved in the affairs of the two of them, so he yawned and hid in his room.

As soon as Liu Xi left, she heard Han Feng's crying outside the room from the room, and now she is at a turning corner of her life, one is turning back, and the other is continuing to move forward. Liu Xi can understand his psychological pressure at this time.

The crying outside is getting louder and louder, Han Feng seems to be on the verge of collapse, Liu Shu keeps comforting, and Liu Xi in the house can only hide, sit in front of the computer, put on headphones to isolate the sound of the outside world in a complicated mood, and then play the web video.

I don't know how long Han Feng cried, anyway, Liu Xi's videos were watched one after another, and Liu Shu suddenly pushed open the door and walked in.

"What's going on now?" Liu Xi turned his head and asked.

"Crying and falling asleep."

Liu Shu sighed: "He is more inclined to turn back, but I think since he has persisted for so long, it seems that there is no point in turning back." ”

"It's still meaningful, at least he can have a family in the future, you see that he doesn't dare to go back to his home now, and his family treats him like an enemy."

The two sighed at the same time, and then looked at each other.

"So I thought it wasn't good for the two of you to be together at the beginning." Liu Xi shrugged his shoulders and turned his head to look at the computer screen, "Now something is wrong, right?" ”

Liu Shu sat on Liu Xi's bed decadently, not knowing what to do at all.

This year has been terrible for Liu Shu.

The two didn't know what to say, Liu Shu sighed again, and then walked out of Liu Xi's room and hugged Han Feng outside the house.

Now the temperature has dropped sharply, and the cold air just happened to come to the sky over Banyan City, and the temperature during this time was almost only about five degrees.

Although this temperature is simply sprinkled with water for the north, for Rongcheng, it is already a little unbearable.

Anyway, Liu Xi's fingers are already a little red and swollen now, and if he doesn't take heat preservation measures, it is estimated that he will go to chilblains.

The air conditioner at home is relatively old, there is no heating function, and the air conditioner in the rental house is better, at this time, the indoor problem has come to about 20 degrees by air conditioning, but the power consumption is a little too great.

Put Han Feng on Liu Xi's bed, cover it with a quilt, Liu Shu rubbed his temples in distress, and finally decided that he didn't want anything and went to play a game.

The game Dota is not only a map, but also a famous verandah in the game's client, where a large number of players make their own maps and upload them for play, similar to the previous Warcraft map editor.

Recently, Dota has released a good map called Jungle Brawl, and Liu Shu will play it almost whenever he has free time. I have to say that after high-intensity training every day, it is good to play this casual game appropriately.

After watching Liu Xi's video, he had nothing to do, so he sat at the head of the bed and looked down at Han Feng's face.

Usually this face is weak and weak, and it feels easy to bully when you see it, but now Han Feng, who has red and swollen eyes, looks like he wants to be bullied even more.

Liu Xi suddenly felt that he had a tendency to shake S, although he had never bullied Han Feng.

It may be that Liu Xi sat on the bed too much, and Han Feng woke up in a daze after a while, and as soon as he woke up, tears kept flowing down.

"What's wrong?"

Liu Xi took a pack of toilet paper from the bedside table and stuffed it directly into Han Feng's arms.

"Had a nightmare......"

"Dreams come from the other side of the story, and if you have nightmares, there will be good things in the next few days, don't worry." Liu Xi tried his best to comfort her.

"Yes."

Although Liu Xi didn't believe this kind of coaxing words, Han Feng quickly put aside his depression and reluctantly smiled at Liu Xi.