Simply to my dearest.

Probably you won't see it either, so let's vent it in words.

I had a dream two days ago, and I cried in the dream so much that I woke up with a wet pillow.

The father who has passed away, the young mother, the first love, Nan Ke a dream......

Looking back today, I find that I am still alone, and I can't say that I am sad, after all, I came here like this without you.

But more or less a little lost, you pulled me out of the mire, and then turned away silently, leaving me alone and slowly sinking.

What I was most afraid of was this, I could have been covered with moss at the bottom of the well, you moved the stone slab that covered the sky to let the sun shine in, and then let me fall back again halfway up.

It doesn't matter, I've always been like this.

It's just that I often think of you, and I can't help but click into your space, and I feel a little resentful when I see you smiling like a flower.

Why do I toss and turn at night and can't sleep, when my eyes are closed, it's all you, and when I miss you madly and want to choke this thought, you can laugh so happily.

Why do you seem to be able to forget about me so easily...... I'm just playing the role of relieving boredom during the time when you're also empty, and you can throw it away when you're out of it?

Not long ago, I watched a crime film about women, I was crazy about you, I was afraid that something would happen to you, you were so stupid, I only dared to cry alone without me being bullied by my side, how could I put my mind at ease......

I mustered up 10,000 courage to call you, and tentatively said I hung up, how I hope you will say "don't" with a coquettish look in the past, and the result is the end of a bland "um" word.

Every time I think of what you said to me, the words that warmed my heart so much that I almost shed tears, now I feel a lot of worry.

Speaking of which, I actually blame myself for not being able to get a guaranteed contract in Ta Reading.

Complaining that I don't have the ability to satisfy your parents, and complaining that I don't have the ability to accompany you all the time will lead to the loss of feelings in a long distance for a long time.

Speaking of this, it's a bitter stomach, I said at the beginning, because you had an inexplicable experience of dumping me, and I know that feelings are a consumable thing to some extent, so when your feelings for me are exhausted, please tell me directly, and I will go by myself.

As a result, to this day, we haven't seen each other for eight months and ten days, and you've always been like this, always refusing to give me clear information in return, giving me the illusion that we still have a chance.

I really hate that, and do you know how painful it is for me to struggle with this delusion?

You promised me I wouldn't do it again.

You told me you would be good to me.

You said that......

Maybe everything is because I think too much, maybe everything is too much drama in my own heart, or maybe it's just that you're too busy and tired from work to reply to me......

But don't forget that there is a person here who regards you as a belief in life, you always don't contact me, I will be afraid, I will be afraid to the point of madness!

I don't want to struggle in this kind of process.,I've not been willing to blacken your mobile phone number and finally made up my mind.,QQ WeChat and so on have long deleted friends.,The only problem is that I've always memorized your QQ mobile phone number.,I always can't help but click on your space.,I always can't help but want to call you.。

I hope you block me as well.,Set up a non-friend in the space to deny access.,It's best to cut off contact completely, isn't it?。

The result is still a stone in the sea, and there is no reply.

I picked myself up again, and the dusty piano had been wiped clean; I have lost more than ten pounds of fat; Click on the document again.

All this is not for the so-called proof of myself, but for the sake of seeing that I can climb out of the well without you if we meet again one day.

And if you can meet again one day, you won't think: It's good that I left you at the beginning.

You asked me why I still like you and can't forget you, if you hurt me like that.

You must still be wondering why I just like you.

I don't know why, but I think I can express my feelings with a song by Leehom Wang - I still love you.

Until the end, I still love you.

I'm also sorry for the readers who are chasing the update, this book is coming to an end again.

I'm going to put all my energy into the new book, and if I hit the streets this time, I'll definitely come back and finish this one.

Well, goodbye to the rivers and lakes.