Chapter 444: Tormenting Alone
After Su Jingxun got Ji Ran's address, he immediately drove to S City.
When he came to the apartment where Ji Ran lived, the first thing that caught his eye was two very eye-catching big red happy words.
This is the big red joy posted at the door when Ji Ran got married, although it has been a long time, but these two big red joys are still posted here and have not been torn off.
Su Jingxun stepped forward and stretched out his hand to tear off these two big red happy words, because these two big red happy words seemed to him to be extremely dazzling, as uncomfortable as having his heart cut by a knife.
However, when he really wanted to tear Da Hongxi off, he regretted it a little.
Su Jingxun only tore off one big red joy, and the remaining one didn't move, he went straight into the building and took the elevator to Ji Ran's door.
On the door of Ji Ran's house, there is a big Fu word, and next to the Fu word, there are two small red Xi that are one size smaller.
Obviously, the address provided by Ji Xingyi should be correct, it should be this one.
Su Jingxun stretched out his hand and was about to knock on the door, but suddenly heard the sound of something breaking from the room, and he immediately stopped.
It turned out that Ji Ran was cleaning up the room just now, and accidentally touched the crystal cup on the table and broke it.
That crystal cup is Ma Kai's favorite cup, and now that it has been broken, Ji Ran is very worried, in case Ma Kai comes back and knows about it, it will inevitably be another beating.
Ji Ran was scared now, as soon as he heard Ma Kai's footsteps, he trembled, looking at the broken crystal cup on the ground, Ji Ran quickly cleaned it up and hid it in the trash can.
She didn't dare to tell Ma Kai, so she had to throw away the broken one first, and then go buy a new one.
Maybe it was because he was too nervous, and when Ji Ran was cleaning up the fragments of the crystal cup, he accidentally cut his finger.
Blood immediately flowed down from his fingers, Ji Ran casually found some paper to wrap around the wound, and then quickly threw the crystal cup into the garbage basket.
She looked up at the time, Ma Kai should be back soon, she had to throw away the garbage bag before Ma Kai went home.
Ji Ran hurriedly got dressed and opened the door with a garbage bag.
And Su Jingxun, who was standing outside, heard the sound of the door opening, and immediately hid in the corner of the corridor and turned his back.
Because Ji Ran was in a hurry, he didn't notice him when he passed by Su Jingxun.
Su Jingxun watched Ji Ran hurriedly walk by, and her panicked look made Su Jingxun secretly surprised.
He quietly followed behind Ji Ran and entered the elevator with her.
Su Jingxun stood behind Ji Ran and observed her carefully, she hadn't seen her for a few months, Ji Ran had lost a lot of weight, described as haggard, and her weight was a little out of shape.
Only the belly is still bulging, and in other places, it is even much thinner than before pregnancy, which makes people feel distressed.
"Xiao Ran..."Su Jingxun called softly, but Ji Ran didn't react.
She kept her head down, her eyes staring blankly at her feet, not knowing what was going on in her head.
Since marrying Ma Kai, Ji Ran has often fallen into panic, sometimes she is in a daze, she stays for a long time, she doesn't know what she is thinking in her head, and occasionally she whispers alone, what she says to herself, it sounds like she is talking to herself to outsiders, but she doesn't remember what she said.
When Su Jingxun called her just now, she was in a daze, so she didn't hear it.
Su Jingxun called her again, Ji Ran came back to her senses, she turned around in surprise, but saw that Su Jingxun was in front of her eyes.
When Ji Ran saw Su Jingxun, he felt as if he was dreaming, a little unreal and unreal.
She looked at Su Jingxun in surprise, tall and handsome, the man she loved the most in her heart.
"Xiao Ran, why are you avoiding me? Why marry someone else? Su Jing looked at Ji Ran and wanted to question her, but when he saw Ji Ran's sad and helpless eyes, everything he wanted to question was thrown out of the clouds.
"What's wrong with you? You've lost a lot of weight, is he bad for you? Su Jingxun took a step forward, looked at Ji Ran's haggard face, and asked distressedly.
Ji Ran looked at Su Jingxun's concerned eyes, and the grievances he had suffered these days were like floods that burst the embankment, all of which poured up.
I wanted to confide in him in a thousand words, but when the words came to my mouth, I couldn't say anything, only rolling tears that couldn't be suppressed and rolled down my face.
"Fool, why are you torturing yourself like this? You love me so much, why do you want to marry someone else? Su Jingxun hugged Ji Ran tightly in his arms, and he couldn't cry anymore.
The two of them hugged each other and cried, and the scenes of the past kept coming to mind, but the relationship at this moment was even more endlessly sad.
"Come with me, don't be here, you'll die." Su Jingxun looked at Ji Ran and said.
"Nope." Ji Ran shook her head vigorously, there was no turning back for her, since the moment she married Ma Kai, there was no turning back.
In the past two months, she didn't know how many times she had been insulted by Ma Kai, whether it was body or soul, she was no longer worthy of Su Jingxun.
"Why? Why not? Su Jingxun stared at Ji Ran and asked puzzled.
"You go, forget about me, don't come to me again." Ji Ran said to Su Jingxun with tears in her eyes.
"Xiao Ran, why? Why did you choose such a life? It's not something you should bear, you don't have any concerns, no matter who you marry, I have the ability to protect you. Su Jingxun said with an oath.
Ji Ran didn't doubt Su Jingxun's promise, but it was completely unnecessary.
She has now accepted her fate, married Ma Kai, and will be Ma Kai's woman for the rest of her life, although in Ma Kai's eyes, she is just a tool to satisfy his perverted psychology, even if she will be beaten every day, but she doesn't want to struggle anymore.
Because, even if he leaves Ma Kai, who can guarantee that Su Jingxun will not be the next Ma Kai?
Men are always fickle, the vows of one moment may have been forgotten the next moment, and the sweet words of this second may turn into a cold-blooded beating in the next second.
Regardless of whether Su Jingxun will become the next Ma Kai, Ji Ran doesn't want to continue.
Even if Su Jingxun is suddenly generous and truly loves Ji Ran, regardless of what she has encountered in the past two months, she loves her and loves her as before, Ji Ran will not accept his love, because this kind of love is even heavier, and Ji Ran will feel guilty for a lifetime.
Instead of feeling guilty and indebted to the most beloved, it is better to simply forget the past and let yourself sink into the abyss and hell alone, suffering alone...
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