At the age of twelve, her friends were taken away by her father one by one and never returned. With-Dream- . Lā's sister went to question him about the whereabouts of his friends, and his father replied that they were looking for a world of their own. Then, on her and her sister's twelfth birthday, they witnessed a truth that bordered on destruction, and the sister immediately broke off all ties with her father, renounced the Oss surname, deposed herself as a princess, and begged her to leave with her. After she refused, her sister used the power of the Origin to tear apart the Providence Residence Barrier alone, and she was summoned by her father and told her that the twelve-year-old experience had started early, with the topic of stopping her sister and bringing her back to the Providence Residence. She knelt down and begged her father to take back the order, but was replied that if you still call me Daddy, go and carry it out, so she was forced to hurry. Because her sister had to fight the enchantment, she finally defeated her after opening the realm with all her might, and then, for the first time in her life, she defied her father's order and gave her mother's relic Shadow Chain to her sister. The younger sister invited her to go with her for the last time, and said that otherwise, they would all be like passers-by in this life and this life. Again, she refused. ”

Then she could never forget her sister's reply: 'Father's good doll, our gorgeous doll princess, please do not regret your decision to let me go today, may you live forever in this most beautiful mausoleum in the world, and may the filaments on your joints always be as strong as new.' I will be back in the near future and freeze this island with my own hands. Please remember these words of mine and ask the man who eavesdropped to remember. Then, her sister, covered in blood, threw herself into the frozen sea with her arms outstretched. ”

When she returned, her father asked her to explain all this, and she just knelt down and said she was willing to pay whatever it took. Instead, her father only asked her to clean the battlefield and sealed her sister's room, and then did not pursue it. But she secretly vowed to bear all the responsibilities of her sister in order to give her sister double freedom, to give her all her hopes and dreams to her sister, and to bear all the obligations and sacrifices for herself. ”

After that, she lived alone in the Providence House, eating, sleeping, reading, and walking alone, smiling and swinging alone, except for the noon meeting with her father, and the rest of the time she went about her life in the huge empty garden. She watched quietly in such absolute solitude, as if there were no waves in the ancient well, bidding farewell to the sunset and kissing the morning glow. ”

But at this moment, there were huge waves in her heart. She once made such a pact with her friends: when they grow up big enough to touch the clouds in the sky, big enough to pick pearl shells in the sea, then they will go on a trip together. They will personally break down the ice and snow lotus blooming on the Tianji Mountain, and drink the Lanxin wine brewed from the water of the broken jade river. Look at Ye Qing's starry sky from the top of the White Tower of Ye Ye Academy, turn back to Oshu and touch the ocean of Xiao in the Plaza of Disillusionment. Travel to every corner of the world together, you can be straightforward, be a traveler like a chivalrous person, and jointly erase all the injustice and strife in the world. Learn to love, learn to guard, love and protect all those you care about. Learn to be happy, learn to be happy, learn to touch everything with your heart. What's more, you can walk freely and freely. Breathe. Joy. Sadness. Run. Fly, do not accept any restraint and imprisonment, and do everything you want to do. She finally understood her father's other intention for letting her stop her sister at that time - constantly tearing her bottom line to give her a chance to run to freedom. ”

But she has no regrets, she always believes that someone in this world must bear that responsibility for the country and the people after all. At that time, her father gave her a quarter of the daily recitals for her approval, and according to the Ottoid law, she was able to mobilize a tenth of the daily expenses of the empire every month, and she used these in the name of Princess Ruoxi to use the knowledge and skills taught to her by her father, and draw up the most concise and effective plans for the construction of water conservancy roads and relief for the people, and she even had the right to use her father's heavenly knowledge to trace the whereabouts of every payment, as her father said: to be a lamp behind him, to illuminate the darkness that he had neglected, Give more light and warmth to the people. Although such a boring life does not obsesse her, it also makes her happy that she can help so many people in need. ”

This plunged her into the deepest contradictions, her longing for freedom and her own imprisonment in a beautiful cage. She values responsibility and protection, so she is in the right position to do what the country needs her most. Deep down she hated her cowardice and indifference, willing to cut off her wings of numbness and obedience, and even sometimes sprung up her terrible thoughts, but her long-cultivated character pushed her into a state of inner inautonomy, she had lost all her friends and relatives, struggling in a whirlpool that was enough to tear her apart, but on the surface she was as usual and indifferent as a lake. ”

"On the eve of the most dangerous trip that her parents had agreed upon at the age of fourteen, she saw her sister again, who had been absent for two years, and was mortally wounded by her sister, who had grown by leaps and bounds in strength, and then walked away, knowing her sister's intentions, so that she could not fulfill the promise and try to break her puppet shell by it. But she said to her father, 'Everything is going according to plan, don't worry about me.' At that time, she had already made up her mind to devote all her strength to this and perhaps last journey, as her last silent struggle—to see which way her heart was going on the journey to find her mother's homeland, which had left all her family and country behind. Is it the freedom that you most cherish and desire? Or the dependence and trust of the father. ”

The father forcibly took his sister back and asked them to pack each other's bags for the long journey, and after healing her injuries, the younger sister said goodbye to her and wished her a happy puppet. She whispered in her heart with her usual smile on her face, 'This is the last struggle. ’”

At the end of her journey, she came to her mother's hometown, where her feelings for her father were still strong, and she turned to the last adventure - to give everything she had to fulfill the mission that her father had given her, and if she failed, she would give back everything that her father had given her, including her life, and leave with freedom. If she succeeds, she will believe in her father again, continue to be her puppet princess, and do her duty for the country and the people. For her, this is the best ending and the biggest struggle. ”

But she never thought that it would be the third ending, and after she was sent back by a mysterious power and lost almost all her abilities, she felt more relaxed than ever.

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