I'm not good at anything other than singing.

Although there is no memory of the past, this is the only thing that can be determined.

I'm not good at sports, and I can't study at all. Even the ability that is most valued by the school city,No matter how you check it, it's only LV.0.。

There is no family, and there is no memory of three years ago, not even a memory worth mentioning.

She is like a hollow, with no past to trace and no footprints left in the present.

It's like it never existed.

Thinking from a pessimistic point of view, it is inevitable to fall into such negative thoughts. After all, she has a cheerful and optimistic personality, and although she sometimes feels frustrated about her worthlessness, she is not depressed.

Then, perhaps it was God's compensation for the useless self, and the opportunity for change suddenly came.

Yes, no matter how long it takes, I will probably never forget that day.

It was two years ago, at the entrance of the mall, I happened to hear the impression song of the latest virtual idol on sale.

For the first time, she noticed something that seemed to draw her soul to her.

When she noticed, she was already singing along with AQUA's clear voice. Even at the end of the music of "Observing the Sky" on the speakers of the mall, she was still singing.

To be honest, it's something that makes people too shy to think about it. But gradually, she discovered something unexpected.

No one laughed at her, on the contrary, her surroundings gradually became full of people. Even, there are people applauding her. Now that I think about it, that should have been her earliest audience.

It was like a flash of light, and she suddenly discovered that she was the only thing she possessed that was useless.

When God created her mediocre, he left a miraculous creation like a mischief.

Yes, she has a memory that can be memorized even by listening to a piece of music, an absolute sense of tone, and a beautiful singing voice.

Needless to say, the joy at that time was needless to say. Since then, Aozano P, who debuted as an independent musician and made a name for herself, has become her goal.

It was as if she had found herself overnight – maybe not so much, but it was the first time she saw the path she could take.

In this way, she began to learn to sing, and it was only natural that she would learn to make music. But in fact, this path is not easy to follow.

The price of a professional synthesizer for making music is not cheap, and she still remembers the number she saw when she looked up the price online and made her gasp when she only had a LV.0 subsidy.

For half a year, she even worked desperately against school rules, and when she finally scraped together this amount, even she felt incredible.

Then, in the eyes of ordinary people, it is a learning process that borders on suffering.

Without a teacher, you have to learn everything little by little on your own. Find all the music books in the library and bookstore, study hard to see and train your ears, and immerse yourself in boring music theory.

Sacrificing all the time at his disposal, he almost completely cut off normal interactions and left himself alone. It is not an exaggeration to describe the process as painful. Even she herself couldn't tell what was in the supporters themselves. She can't even recall what she was exposed to in her first year of studying music other than music.

In order to save as much money as possible from the negligible subsidy to learn music, she can't even guarantee a regular diet. As a result, her body gradually became emaciated.

At all times, my mind is full of messy melodies, and I have had many experiences of almost falling down the stairs. The sequelae have been preserved in her, causing her to have some neurological hallucinations from time to time. Sometimes, she even trips while walking because she has difficulty concentrating on other things.

Is it worth it at the cost? Maybe different people will come to different conclusions, but for her, it is the result of no choice. Because without music, she's nothing.

So, from the beginning of pure imitation of Aono P, she changed herself little by little, and became familiar with her new self little by little.

A year later, her efforts paid off. Among the cover singers who have so many green P on the Internet, she began to gradually have a good popularity.

But these are not enough. Mere imitation cannot be called a musician. When she realized this, she felt a strong sense of unease.

It's easy to follow behind others, but it's hard to go alone, and I don't know how many people have never taken this step in their lives. To her own surprise, she didn't hesitate to take this step. As if it were a matter of course, she began to write her own songs and began singing on the streets. From jerky and clumsy at the beginning, to skillful and natural later. She sings to everyone who passes by, even if there is no audience, as if standing there and singing is her only reason for existence.

Starting with just a few people, her audience gradually grew. Even before she knew it, there were fans waiting for her at the places she frequented when it was time to get out of school.

Although it wasn't a real concert, she felt like she got a lot, a lot when she sang in front of everyone.

Of course, she never forgot about the audience she didn't know. Although it is not as good as Qingzhi P, the number of downloads of her original songs has always been quite high, which makes her very satisfied. The only thing that makes her regret is that this is the only thing she's good at, and there's no way to make those impressive PVs like Aono P. All of her songs are just sung against a simple digital background.

Gradually, she even began to forget what height she wanted to reach, but continuing to spend this kind of time made her satisfied.

If only it could go on forever.

From the bottom of her heart, she was looking forward to it......

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When I opened my eyes, I was greeted by a snow-white ceiling.

"By the way, this is the hospital ......"

After waking up from a dream, memories gradually awaken from the brain.

Myself, it seems that I was preparing for a street singing when I fainted due to severe abdominal pain. Then, as if a well-wisher passing by called the emergency number, he was taken to this hospital.

Thinking of this, she put her hand on her lower abdomen with palpitations, as if the pain was still there.

As a girl, she had experienced normal physical pain, but this time it was definitely not the case. The pain was like being disemboweled.

In fact, she was diagnosed with unexplained painful shock. When he was taken to the hospital, he was even resuscitated.

Unexpectedly, before I knew it, my body was already so overwhelmed. In fact, looking back, I should have thought that I would have such a day a long time ago. The strange thing is that she didn't have much fear of life and death, and the first thought that popped into her mind was "If something happens, you can't continue singing."

In addition to her worries about her body, she was also a little worried about the synthesizers she left behind. It is not known if anyone reported it to the guards, or if it was properly carried. With her financial situation, it was a bit difficult to afford the price of another synthesizer.

Kela.

The curtain around the bed, which had been pulled up for the patient's privacy, was pulled. For a moment, she showed a surprised expression.

Present at her bedside was a woman she did not know. She looks like she's in her early twenties, and she feels more like a big sister than her elders.

To her surprise, a snow-white bird rested on the woman's left shoulder. Either way, no one should bring their pets in the hospital.

Wrong wrong! Compared to these, the object that the woman hangs behind her waist is the real abnormality, right? That thing, just looking at it, makes people feel wrong.

The woman touched her jaw, as if she saw her thoughts, and pulled the "thing" out of her back.

Bent into a great arc like a crescent moon, covered with crystals of light and dark, the delicate patterns are like stars at night. It's obviously a weapon, but people can't help but feel "so beautiful".

"If you really want to talk about it, this can probably be considered a national treasure of Syria."

The woman did not wait for her to ask, but said to herself as she put it back into her sheath.

Is the problem here?

She didn't know what to say, and after thinking for a long time, she barely managed to say something that she didn't know.

"Syria's National Treasure...... Why is it here? ”

The woman seemed to have heard something that disgusted her so much, and she even pursed her lips in disdain. It was only to hide the unhappiness in his heart that a smile appeared and continued.

"Don't expect a mob to do anything good, no matter what name they may have. But don't worry, I'm just escrow and have legal permissions. ”

"Ah......h

Answering mechanically, she was completely confused.

Then, the woman pulled over the chair and sat down at the head of her bed. A black cat that had been hiding somewhere jumped from the foot of the bed to the woman's knee, and shrunk into a ball on the woman's knee and dozed.

"Narugo Alyssa, huh?"

It seems that the woman knows her identity very well. However, I did not have the impression of seeing her. If it's a relative before his amnesia, it doesn't feel too similar.

"Yes. Excuse me, do we know each other? ”

She asked, confused.

"No, we've never seen that."

The woman released a good-natured denial.

"Miss, you ......" (Note: Alyssa uses honorifics here, and cannot be expressed in Chinese.) ）

"Nope." The woman held up a finger and said no again, "It's ma'am." (Note: It uses the common term "Oku" used in Japanese housewife dramas to refer to married women...... Bad taste...... ）

She froze completely. The woman in front of her was so young that she couldn't say it. Seeing her embarrassment, the woman smiled mischievously like a mischievous girl and gave an answer.

"My husband's surname is Haehara."

Grunt swallowed, and for some reason, she looked overwhelmed in front of the open-minded young lady.

"Mrs. Kaihara (Note: the last word is "うなばらさん"), may I ask, why did you come to me? Is there any reason? ”

She was a little uneasy.

"There's no big deal. However, it was my daughter who called the emergency number at that time. ”

The woman tapped her cheek and tilted her head to speak.