I had a dream, a long, long dream.

In my dream, I went back to my childhood, standing in the Japanese-style house where I lived as a child. Looking out through the open entrance door of the house, there is a dazzling golden yellow, which is an endless sea of rape flowers.

"Shu Qin, don't be in a daze. Come here. ”

I was slightly stunned and blinked vigorously. In the sea of golden rape flowers, a young woman in a kimono was smiling and waving to me. The woman's eyes narrowed into two crooked crescents. Her jet-black hair swayed gently in the breeze. The beauty of that scene is like a flowing picture.

"Mother... ”。

Looking at that nostalgic face, my heart beat violently, and my feet involuntarily moved towards the outside of the entrance.

However, the closer I got to the entrance, the brighter the light outside the door became, and my mother's face became more and more blurred. Obviously the body is moving forward, but it feels like I am retreating. This discovery made me feel an inexplicable sense of anxiety.

Finally, the moment I stepped out of the hallway, the whole world turned golden. I can't tell which ones are flowers and which ones are sunshine. The heavens and the earth seemed to be covered with countless stars, all of which shone with golden light.

"Mother, where are you?"

I ran around in this strange world like a helpless child, but I could never find my mother again. It was as if it had never existed in the first place, and it completely disappeared from my sight.

"Don't go... ”

I didn't know how long I had been running aimlessly, and my eyes kept scanning around like searchlights, but all I could see was the endless glittering golden yellow.

"Why... ”

The movement of my legs gradually became sluggish, and I lowered my head to look at my bloody bare feet, and silently closed my eyes. A line of tears sneaked out of his eyes.

I lost my mother again ...

"What are you talking about?!Miss, she has a fever of 41 degrees now! You actually said that the old man can't come. What bastard words!"

“。。。。。 Brother Heitong, I'm just speaking for the master, so don't be angry with me anymore. Master, he's really too busy to take a break... ”

"Hey, hey, hey, stinky boy... How dare you hang up on me!"

I tried to open my eyes and saw that I was lying on a hospital bed. I was the only one in the dark room, and it was so quiet that I could even hear the ticking of the potion beside the bed.

Hehe... Are you dreaming again...

I held up one arm and looked at the obviously childlike little hand, and for some reason a small smile appeared on the corner of my mouth. I'm laughing at this obviously unreal body. Or are you laughing at the dream itself? I can't even figure it out.

Yes, since my mother died, no one has really cared about me. Due to his work, my father often did not see each other once a month. And because of these eyes, those who pretend to be in front of me, I can see their ugly faces behind me, which are completely opposite. Everyone is red in my eyes...

Therefore, I understood it from a young age.

Human beings are hypocritical.

There are very few people who really care about you from the bottom of their hearts.

After my mother died, every time I was sick and hospitalized, Kuroki was by my side. And because he was too busy with work, he went back to deal with things in the evening, leaving a group of strange people in black standing outside the door.

I wake up occasionally at night, and all I have to do is endless loneliness. . .

。。。。。。

It's really boring to have such a dream.

Looking at the dark ceiling, I smiled self-deprecatingly and closed my eyes again...

I don't know how long it took, but suddenly there was a sound of chirping in my ears. I opened my eyes a little lazily and looked for the sound, only to see a sparrow feeding a flock of baby sparrows on a plane tree outside the window.

Ah, ah, is it already morning?

Looking at this scene outside the window, I unconsciously smiled, and then dimmed again.

Sure enough, is it another person?

Looking at the white ceiling, I suddenly felt empty in my heart.

"Whew... ”

Suddenly, I felt a snoring sound around me. With a surprised look, I looked to the side, only to see that the boy named Lin Peng had fallen asleep on my quilt at some point.

That's when I realized that one of my hands was being held by him. The warm body temperature passed down his palm to mine, and I suddenly felt a warm, incomparably steady and peaceful.

Mother, it seems that this time, I am not alone.

Looking at his honest face, I couldn't help but smile happily.