Rin put down the gem in her hand and put it in her pocket, she glanced at Chen Fan, her eyes were full of vigilance: "Sakura...... Can we go outside and say something? ”

Sakura listened to her sister's words and trembled.

She subconsciously glanced at Chen Fan, and then saw Chen Fan nodding: "Go ahead." ”

With him by his side, the words that Sakura can say now with a little liberated heart may not be able to say it again.

That's not going to work.

Chen Fan attracted Rin to the castle in order to create an opportunity for Sakura to communicate.

Some words are kept in the heart and become insurmountable obstacles.

Rin wanted to walk over to Sakura, but Sakura's already somewhat chaotic thoughts because of her sister's appearance at this moment made Sakura inexplicably scared again, afraid that her emotions would be completely out of control, and she ran out of the room as if she had fled.

Sakura's speed surprised Rin a little, like a white phantom.

Chen Fan got up from the bed and suddenly said softly to Sakura Tosaka, who wanted to chase Sakura: "Rin, maybe you don't believe me, but I still have to tell you clearly...... As a good magician, you should know about this kind of bug. ”

"In the eleventh year, the marker worm has become Sakura's nerves similar to magic circuits, and it has combined with Sakura's original nerves to spread throughout the body, and the changes have condensed into magic marks. They just silently devour her magic in ordinary moments, which is why you have never noticed Rin's magic and thought that your sister was living quietly as an ordinary person. Chen Fan calmly told Rin Tosaka these cruel truths, watching the double ponytail girl's pupils dilate with his words.

"However, the Marker Worm has always needed mana, and Sakura's magic alone is sometimes not enough, and the reason for being transformed is that every once in a while, the outside world will crave a ...... containing magic So you understand what I was doing? Chen Fan walked up to Rin and stretched out his hand to her.

Rin Tosaka suddenly turned his head, his body trembled slightly, and looked at Chen Fan's outstretched hand.

An extra red hairband appeared on Chen Fan's outstretched palm.

"She's wearing it all the time."

The red headband is not very elaborate and looks to be quite old, the red is a little dull, but it is well preserved without a trace of extra thread.

This is what Chen Fan had just secretly removed from the tips of his cherry blossoms.

For the female magician of the Tosaka family, the headband is very special.

Because stopping the growth of hair means retaining the magic. The Ensaka family does not have the powerful magic eye inherited by other magic families, so even the hair must be used as a reserve magic to fight against the competition between magic, and even those who tie their hair must use commensurate magic products, and there are not many items that can be replaced.

Because you have to control your body, it is best to make the headband yourself.

This is the first ribbon that Rin Tosaka made.

Because it is very commemorative, it has always been a favorite.

Then on the day Sakura left Tosaka's house, Rin gave her favorite headband to her sister.

Then Sakura has been wearing it seriously for eleven years, like the most precious treasure of the little girl.

"This time, don't lose ...... again," Chen Fan said softly.

Rin Tosaka tightly grasped the red hairband in Chen Fan's palm, clenched his hand, turned around and strode towards Sakura, and the tears that slipped from his face bloomed on the floor.

In the courtyard of the castle, the moonlight sprinkles like a light veil on the surrounding grass.

Sakura ran here and looked at the empty walls around her, and there was only one person around.

She gasped softly, subconsciously leaning against the corner of the wall to let something support herself, and then the girl sat down with her arms folded and bent on her knees as if it were unusually cold, her head buried in her knees.

Do you resent your sister?

Sakura pondered the question when she heard footsteps coming from the garden.

"Do you resent my sister...... Rin chased after her in the courtyard, looked at Sakura in the corner, slowed down, clenched her palms and asked again.

Like a fuse, words that were previously unspoken were released at this moment with unprecedented courage.

Tears welled up in her eyes, and Sakura raised her head from her knees: "That's right, I envy my sister so much." ”

"I hate Rin Tosaka so much to be able to stay in the Tosaka family, who is always shining brightly, and I don't know how hard it is to grow up......," Sakura sobbed.

Rin looked at her sister calmly, her eyes seemed to peek into Sakura's heart, and both hearts were also stinged.

"Why am I the only one...... Even though I am also sisters and born in the same family, I have nothing! Thrown into that dark bug heap, every day as a plaything! Never had a life like a human being, never heard gentle words! ”

Rin watched as her sister recounted her pain and walked towards her.

This is the hatred that Sakura has carried in the past, suppressed for too long, and it all explodes at this moment.

"Sister, I'm not a human anymore......" Sakura said in pain with a trembling body, "Of course, I was not treated as a human being a long time ago. The eyes and hair color have changed to be different from my sister, and even all the cells have been transformed into the magician of Makiri! ”

"Eleven years, eleven years...... Sister! Sakura hugged her body in pain, as if she remembered something: "What kind of teachings of the Kiri family, what kind of exercise." Those people don't expect me to be able to keep my sanity at all. All experiments are directly engraved on the body, and are only treated as a tool capable of performing magic tricks. ”

The men kept laughing and saying...... The more pain is given, the better it can be a prop. ”

"Even what I eat is full of poison, and eating is synonymous with horror and pain. If you are put into the worm barn, you have to get grandpa's permission to even take a breath! ”

"Sister, I'm so scared, so scared......"

The weeping girl looked like a beautiful porcelain that had been broken inside in the moonlight, and although her body seemed to be intact, it had been basically destroyed inside.

"Haha, I'm going crazy every time, it hurts so much every time, and the more I beg to stop, the happier those people continue to abuse my body......"

"Every day I feel like I'm going to die. I look in the mirror every day and want to die. But I'm afraid of death, and I don't want to disappear alone...... Because, I know I have a sister! Sakura burst into tears.

"Because I'm a child from Endosaka, my sister will definitely come to save me, I've always, I've always believed so!"

"But why didn't my sister come?"

"Why ?!!!"

"I didn't know I existed, and I was always smiling brightly. I didn't notice the misery at all, and I lived happily at home in Tosaka. Why the hell! Obviously, they are also sisters, and they are all people, why is there only one sister, who can laugh so happily! ”

Eleven years, the accumulated pain poured out at this moment.

However, these pains are not hatred, but longing, longing to be able to be there for oneself, longing to be able to laugh with one's sister.

Rin listened carefully to every word Sakura had to say, walked up to Sakura step by step, and crouched down.

Sakura...... I've never felt any pain. I can handle almost everything, no matter what kind of thing, I can handle it well. Therefore, I have never been driven to death like you, nor have I had the slightest interest in the troubles of those who have been driven to death. "The person who will be arrogant until he dies is still stubborn at the moment.

Sakura raised her head, listened to the indifferent words, and looked at her sister who walked in front of her, her body even colder.

"My personality is like that, the pain of others, completely incomprehensible. So what kind of hardships Sakura tasted and what kind of cruel life she lived, I don't know and don't want to know. As she said this, tears kept sliding down her delicate face, and the always stubborn girl reached out and touched Sakura's head.

"But, Sakura, even if I'm a nervous person...... I never thought about myself as a blessed person. ”

How much loneliness does this sentence contain.

The distress of a young girl can only be understood by a young girl.

Others are incomprehensible and unliberating.

That's definitely not hypocrisy.

Same.

Sakura discovers that the girl she longed for, who had always believed in living a good life, also had a loneliness that no one could understand, and was also bound by many things.

"I like Sakura the most."

"Not only do I want to keep looking at you, but I also want Sakura to always have a smile on her face...... Well, I've always believed that the harder I work, the happier you'll be...... So—I don't have the slightest thought of painful leisure. ”

Rin cherished Sakura very much.

For the first time in eleven years, a sisterly hug.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Rin burst into tears.

"I'm sorry, forgive me for being a wayward sister."

The girl who has always been stubborn hugged her sister at this moment, and while crying, she took out the red hairband from the palm of her hand and tied it for her as if it was the first separation.

"I'm so glad you've been tying this ribbon."