But I really saw it......

What I thought he was turning into her?

The incident he experienced when he was a child made him really no longer want to be close to women, even though he always knew in his heart that she was harmless, his fan, and the kind that was very iron, but his body still unconsciously distanced himself from her and alienated her.

It's not that he didn't see her sad, he didn't hesitate, but thinking about his symptoms, he still gave up in principle.

For her, except for some guilt at first, the rest was all surprise. Although it looks like a very cute-looking girl, even if she is at the age of college, this unpowdered but smart and innocent face, many people may have the same first reaction as him - I want to step forward and ask: Little girl, what time is it in junior high school?

It's really hard to imagine that such a little girl would hang up directly and talk to trolls about each other, with strong words, no advantage at all, and the way she looks.... Complete, complete, no, one, same.

In fact, she is not only the first fan to keep in her heart, she is also the first person of the opposite sex to make herself feel frustrated. He doesn't like changes for no reason, but because of her, he can't help but change the position of the meal, seeing that her face is full of grievances, he is really helpless, the more uneasy he cares, the colder it looks on the surface. Even if I want comfort and thanks, but....

This kind of frustration lasted until that day... That day, Yu Yi made that move that he didn't expect after arguing with Xiao Shallot, and after that, he realized that he was not rejecting women, but just disgusted and even afraid of intimacy, regardless of gender.

Then the guilt in my heart slowly turned into a qualitative one, and I was helplessly estranged during this time, wanting to get close to her thoughts, and being grateful to her, and later, I decided to protect this little girl.

In the e-sports circle, there are some things that are still a little heavy for her as a little girl, but some things are not whether he wants to or not, but whether she will encounter them.

Sure enough, speculation ensued, because of the gender blackening her, because of the suspicion that there was something blackmailing her between them, and because of false slander blackmailing her.

None of that seemed to frustrate her or disappointed her in the esports world, though. She doesn't look at bad remarks in her eyes or take them to heart. Supporting her comment, she smiled when she saw it.

His Shiyu has just seen too many brainless blacks in the time he likes BW, and he has sprayed each other with them, so it's not strange to see this, in her opinion, she doesn't care about hating her. Like her and support her, she said: Encourage you together.

So whether it is the stupid Shi Yu, the stubborn but with his own insistence on Shi Yu, or the Shi Yu who is very inconsistent with his appearance and is completely worthy of his strength in spraying, or Shi Yu who has a strong heart, it is surprising and surprising.

Until now, if you still say that you don't have a good feeling, it's fake. Lin Yueqing is definitely not a person who can lie to himself, and since he has feelings, he will not admit it. The reason why I realized it afterwards was just that I didn't recognize it before. The care and attention to her began with moving, but now it is not yet possible, can it be over?

Just having feelings, he won't act rashly, even if liking Shi Yu is a matter of killing several birds with one stone, but it's only for him.

When he borrowed money from his father to buy a team, he agreed to find a girl to marry as soon as he retired, although he never thought that one day he would really have feelings for a girl, and Shi Yu's appearance was undoubtedly lucky for him. He knew that because of his own problems, his father was afraid that he would not get married in the future, so he forced him like this.

Tang Yutong once betrayed her own mother to find a murderer for her mother, her father was tolerant of her, sympathetic to her who was also equivalent to losing her mother, and saw her feelings for herself, and listed her as a candidate. But even if he didn't hate her because her mother implicated her, he couldn't like her. So even if he agreed to this condition in desperation, it was impossible for him to start a family with Tang Yutong.

Lin Yueqing, who lost his mother since he was a child, is actually a conservative person in his bones.

In his opinion, all falling in love without the purpose of marriage is hooliganism.

In short, a girlfriend must be a wife, unless... The other party doesn't want him anymore.

And what about Shi Yu...

He wouldn't joke with Shi Yu's feelings, and he didn't intend to tell her his feelings so hastily before his so-called feelings turned into liking or even love that he couldn't have experienced.

His phobia of women did not happen overnight, and Lin Yueqing didn't know if his feelings for Shi Yu now were just caused by a momentary novelty or emotion, or if he was really tempted, before he could be sure that he would definitely not live up to or be willing to live up to this girl-

He didn't want to be so irresponsible and let herself be satisfied for a while and let her worry about himself! It's unfair to both her own feelings and her career.

If you want to ask Lin Yueqing where does he get his confidence, why do you think that Shi Yu will like him when he says it?

As an iron fan, Shi Yu witnessed Shi Yu's maintenance of his current BW in every way, plus this time, he observed that Shi Yu's reaction to him was not really repulsive, but just shy, and there were some entanglements that he didn't understand. In addition, his face looks quite passable (author: ??? Is it just passable? It shouldn't be difficult to show his heart and make Shi Yu like him.

During this time, every time she found that she looked at her face and made a nymphomaniac, Lin Yueqing actually found out, and she just wanted to appreciate it for a while.

So it's too irresponsible to let her worry about it like this, and if you don't say it, you're not at ease with yourself.

What if I change my mind?

What if this feeling is more than just for Shi Yu?

What if he finds out after he says it, it's not like? Will she think he's a liar and start hating him? He didn't know either.

In case of...

He's not sure about this, so even if he can't do anything else, at least he's still her idol now, and the emotional thing is not like a game or anything else.

He has been single for more than 20 years, has never eaten pork, let alone seen a pig run, he doesn't understand. So he didn't act rashly, just watched her blushing and looking at her with his own drawing, and couldn't help but look at himself, which made him feel very relieved. There is a sense of stability in the present world and quiet years.

That's all he had to say when he smiled back at her.

Both of them spent the first round of the game in their own thoughts and decisions, and it can be said that they are not interested in the show.

But it was Shi Yu who was punished, but Lin Yueqing's painting skills were too good, and he could consider cooperating with LOL original artists to create an adc skin, so even if he was absent-minded, he could draw all the things required by the board and the charm of the people so that teammates could easily guess it.