Chapter 37: The Reason for This, Ash Is Ash's Fantasy

Ash has memories of Ash, but she doesn't know Ash exists.

Ash thinks that he is constantly eroding Ashie's soul, because Ash's memories and thoughts in the last world of more than double digits are compared to the current world, Ash is only seven years old, and he is just ten years old after rounding, and his double-digit memory is really not comparable in the slightest.

So, it's amazing that whether it's Ash as the dominant consciousness or Ash as the dominant consciousness, they are all dominated by the value judgment of the previous world, but they have different actions because of the character they don't understand.

Elsie is simple and kind, innocent and naughty, proud and cute, so Ivy can be friends with Ice, and Ash can also face the sheep's head sacrifice when he is scared to death, but he also chooses to stay behind and face the danger of death alone.

After all, the kind-hearted Essie has only been living for seven years.

If it was Ash, then she would never do such a thing, after all, such a thing as sacrificing herself for others is a very stupid thing for her who has lived for so long.

Ash is a very self-centered person, she is very arrogant, she disdains to communicate with people, she can also be said to be very cold, she believes that the communication between people is the connection of interests, she hates the superficial and superficial world of the surface brilliance, in her opinion, the hypocrisy and evil of that kind of world is not as likable as the darkness of the abyss, because, at least the darkness of the abyss is dark and thorough.

However, this does not mean that Ash is an evil person, Ash just likes the purity of the darkness of the abyss, Ash likes such purity and thoroughness, because loneliness makes Ash a person who does not want to trust others

After all, who can communicate and trust a secondary disease that can run under lightning and thunder on a thunderstorm night?

Ash's world is only herself and her magical fantasies.

So, when Ash's soul came into this world, Ash was very happy because there was magic in her fantasy, brilliant magic.

However, when Ash was about one and a half years old, Ash's happy world suddenly became entangled and uncomfortable.

Thanks to the benefits of the crossing, the strength and integrity of Ash's soul made Ash, a vampire, awaken his talent early and obtained the Book of Darkhup.

At the same time, Ash also discovered Ash, this pure and innocent soul, in the belly of Ash's own soul, when Ash put Ash in the palm of his hand and held it in front of his eyes, looking at this beautiful, light blue little cute soul, Ash was caught in endless entanglement.

Ash is a traverser, so Ash thinks that he has robbed the little guy's body now, and because of the devouring and fusion characteristics of the soul, Ash finds that he has not only robbed the little guy's body, but also slowly killed the little guy.

Although Ash is self-defeating and ruthless, Ash is not an evil villain, and he kills a pure soul who has no grudge against him for no reason, and Ash has not done it yet.

Ash doesn't want to kill Ashie, she even wants to save Ashie.

"Alas"

Ash touched his face in the mirror, and the helpless smile on the corner of his mouth turned into a helpless sigh, a deep, powerless sigh.

Ash couldn't save Ashie, Ash had used all her strength to stop it, but Ashie's soul was still slowly merging towards Ash.

This is the suppression of the soul, the suppression of experience, or the suppression of memory, and, even because of this connected fusion, they at the core of a soul have an impact on their personalities.

All this made Ashie, a little fool, think that he was Ash the Traveler.

Ash had no other choice but to slow down this speed as much as possible, and even reduce the time he was away as the dominant consciousness, Ash thought that in this way, at least he could make Ash really live for a while, be happy for a while, and feel less guilty.

After all, the simple and joyful Ashie, Ash also really likes it, and Ash really wants Ash to continue to exist.

How beautiful the pleasures and fantasies of virginity are.

Such a thought, after so many years, looking at Ashie's life, almost made Ash think that Ash really existed, she and herself are no longer fused, but slowly become two souls, because Ash is such a pure and kind character, Ash thinks that he will not have it.

Obviously, though, this is wishful thinking.

A dark aura appeared in Kakamisi Village, and Ash, as a vampire of the dark creatures camp, was naturally and sensitively aware of it, but Ash was not happy because it shattered Ash's dreams.

Ash and Ice's dream of coexistence.

The aura of darkness made Ash's soul uncontrollably want to devour Ash.

"Jingle Bell"

Ken's Bloodstone flew in front of Ash, and it swayed, shining with a brilliant but eerie blood light.

"Huh? Didn't find that thing? ”

Ash raised his head, walked out of his sorrowful contemplation, stretched out his hand, caught Ken Erde's blood essence stone, looked at the blood essence stone flashing on his palm, and the information fed back from the blood essence stone, Ash knew that her main purpose this time was not successful, so Ash said this with some loss.

"Well, so, little one, Lilith Bruder's name, you really can't inherit it"

Ash made it to the ground, propped his body back with his hands, looked up at the top of the black hole, and said to himself.

It's just that this seems to be talking about Ashie, but it is also like Ash talking about herself, because the vampire with the name of Lilith Bruder is not so indecisive, because a soul becomes so lamenting and sorrowful.

Therefore, Ash's eyes are full of confusion at the moment.

However, the current Ash has not yet discovered that Ash is actually Ash, a soul is just a soul, and a body can only have one soul, and Ash is not the soul where the body is as Ash thinks.

Ash himself is the original soul of this body, otherwise he would not have had the gift of blood, and the Book of Darkhupp would not have appeared.

Ash is actually Ash's pursuit of goodness and purity, and it is also the existence of Ash's deep loneliness and desire to seek trust.

Always alone, whether it is the world, whether it is the world, Ash actually longs for someone who can accompany her, accompany her, and accompany her all the time.

"Roar, roar, scum, scum"

The irritating voices of low-level demons and walking corpses pierced through, and not far away, a demon could be seen holding a shovel and climbing up through a newly built ladder.