On the day Xiao Guizi left, Qian Xiaoqian was very disappointed, sitting alone in the courtyard in a daze, not even caring about mosquito bites, or Zhang Xin couldn't bear it, and quietly lit a circle of mosquito coils not far from him.

He just couldn't figure it out, he had brought so many students, whether it was in Shenglonghe or now to respond to requests, everyone's experience was not pure. Even the little girls working under Yuan Gang now are all heroines who have been killed on the battlefield. But who wasn't a cute girl who was coquettish all day long in college, and I didn't see that I couldn't bear it and was frustrated.

After thinking about everything repeatedly, he just wanted to confirm if there was a problem with his teaching method.

But he didn't know that Zhang Xin, who was cleaning up the room for Xiao Guizi, learned the ins and outs of everything before him.

At that moment, Zhang Xin even had to cover his mouth with his hands tightly to control his emotions and not cry.

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Qian Xiaoqian's personal revelation:

Teacher. This is probably the last time I will address you like that. Katsumiko is grateful for your care, even though it was such a difficult time.

In the year I graduated from university, I was high-spirited, and I entered with passion and longing. I'm glad I made that choice in my first job. It gives me a warmer place than home. No, maybe it shouldn't be described as family...... My family...... Scold.

I have been working in the studio for a long time, and I thought that the field work of this action group was another starting point for me, but there were so many accidents. Whether these experiences are good or bad, I have become a different person because of them...... Maybe I'm really not suitable for this industry, I don't have a firm heart, and even my ideals become broken.

I still remember on the prairie, we looked at the blue sky and white clouds together, and talked about life ideals. In the distance, Miss Guo Xiang and the fourth elder brother walked hand in hand, which was very beautiful.

Regardless of whether they are estranged today, the backs of pairs at that moment are enviable and longing.

At that time, you asked me why I didn't have a good relationship, and I didn't answer because I didn't know how to speak.

Some things are not easy to let go of if you don't mind, but when you talk about it, you understand that it is a scar after all, and you can't cross the hurdle.

Since I was a child, my mother has been very fond of me, saying that I was born beautiful, like my aunt, and she is the closest to my aunt who died of cancer. My father is my stepfather, and my biological father and mother never mention it, but I don't know who it is.

Originally, everything was normal, and there was no barrier because he was not my biological father, and I even admired him very much, because he was gentle and excellent, and he had all my longing for a father, and I even hoped to be a good person like my father when I grew up.

What makes everything taste different...... Because I accidentally heard my mother crying alone, saying that I was sorry for my aunt and robbed my aunt's beloved? Or do you suddenly find that your stepfather looks at her more and more strangely, not a son, but a lover?

Finally, one day, he unleashed his desires, and through alcohol, he released the desires of beasts on his son's body......

I was only 12 years old, a primary school student, and I was the same size as Ranran.

Ridiculous, isn't it? I also feel that it is a fact, which cannot be refuted or changed......

He wept bitterly, he begged me, he said he was wrong, that he was drunk and promiscuous, that he was a beast, and swore that nothing like this would ever happen again.

My mother also begged me not to tell anyone, that he would always be my father.

What did I know then? But I really can't bear it, thinking that I'm just a boy, and I won't lose my body like a girl.

Since then, my father has been better to me, and it has never happened like that, as promised.

Time passed, everything seemed to have never happened, and in the eyes of outsiders, my family was happy. There is only one thing, and that is your own body...... No, it should be said that there is something wrong with the spirit.

I can't.

Do you say I regret it? Regret not accusing him of the crime in the first place?

I'll admit, I regretted it. But so what? My mother loved him, and for the sake of him being able to ignore her own feelings for her own sisters, for the sake of him, she would rather beg her son to spare him...... After all this, even if I send him to prison, I can't change the fact that I am physically incompetent, and it will completely break my mother's already sensitive nerves, how can I do such a thing.

When I found out that no girl I could feel loved. When you go to the hospital for an examination and your physical indicators are completely normal...... I was ready, and in this life, it is okay to live alone.

Teacher, you say, even if I go on a blind date a hundred times, it's probably useless......

But God sent me Ziyan. When I thought I could finally be free, I ruthlessly shattered my last sustenance.

I cried and despaired, not only for Ziyan's death, but also for the feelings that had passed away before I even started.

I understand your consolation, but I don't want to accept it.

I know that I have changed, I have lost the forgiving heart of 12 years old, and I just want to release the hatred of stress.

I'm sorry, teacher. I can't go back with you, so please don't wait for me any longer, this is a letter of resignation! Scold.

I saw him, and suddenly I thought, why is he? Ziyan loves him, so go down to accompany her, in this way, will it be good. Ziyan won't be alone......

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Jiang Ning Cao Gang

"Helper! Someone to vote? ”

"Oh? At this time, it's too late for everyone to hide, and there are still people to vote? It's strange, it's really strange. Please! ”

Ke Shaolong sat on the main seat, looking back and forth, raising his head and holding his chest, neither humble nor arrogant, although he was a little feminine in appearance, he was very masculine in spirit.

Although it is the leader of a gang, the organizational form of the Cao Gang has always been complicated, and there are special personnel responsible for the appointment and dismissal of personnel.

Afraid of scaring people, his tone was deliberately softer: "Why did this little brother come to join my Cao Gang?" ”

"Gang Leader Ke laughed, what other reason can there be for the Cao Gang, naturally for the future."

"The future? Hehe. If the little brother is so insincere, he doesn't have to waste time again. "No matter how interested you are, it doesn't mean that you can be played like a monkey. Still future? "Whew"!

"Does Gang Master Ke believe it? But what follows is the truth. Knowing that the Ke gang leader has a headache recently in Jiangsu and Zhejiang, the Cao Gang has become the target of public criticism, and everyone wants to dig a piece of meat from the Cao Gang to make up for their losses. But his backer is in the red walls and green tiles of the Forbidden City, and he can't even keep his position. ”

"Who the hell are you? What is your name? ”

"He who has come to take refuge in you. As for what to call? Under the surname Xu, Xu Yougui. ”