Chapter 391: If You Don't Dislike It
Xingxi looked at the blonde-haired boy in front of him, he had eyes that were as bright as gold flowing.
Xingxi doesn't know how long it's been since she's dreamed of this boy, in other words, she doesn't know how long she's not dreamed.
Because weapons don't need to dream.
In fact, she remembered everything, remembered all the details from her birth to the present, her strange bloodline gave her far more power than others imagined, and even she remembered the way her mother killed herself laughing in front of her.
But these are things that have nothing to do with her.
At the very least, it's something that has nothing to do with me.
Replacing the boy, the boy he called Brother Xi Che, to go to that night feast that would never end, that was the last decision the naΓ―ve guy made.
A decision she didn't regret until she died.
Xingxi rarely recalls all this, because these are useless and dangerous, the long training allows her to effectively control her thinking, those things that are not necessary to think, thinking will only make her more painful, only obeying orders is the easiest thing, as long as you obey, there will be many very terrible things that will happen in this world.
But now Xingxi is dreaming, not only dreaming, but also dreaming of that familiar boy.
He said, "Long time no see. β
Xingxi suddenly woke up, and countless messages began to flood into her brain, making her begin to understand her current situation.
Xingxi was sure that she had opened her eyes, but there was no light in her field of vision, which was completely different from the darkness of the night, even in the darkest night, there would be faint starlight and fireflies, but everything in front of her was as dark as a black hole.
She felt her body move forward with a slight heaving, and if she was not mistaken, she was now on someone's back, and the girl tried to make a sound, but her throat felt hoarse and dry like never before.
"Aren't we dead yet?"
"I'm not dead yet, but I don't think there's a lot of time left." The man under him said, Qianmo's voice was a little tired but generally healthy: "Although the witch is very shocked that you can survive, but I am afraid that you will not be able to do anything for the time being except that you are still alive."
"Why do you call me a witch?" Xingxi asked.
As the other party said, she can't do anything but live now, and even killing him, which is easy for her originally, has become difficult.
From the moment she woke up, she knew she was useless.
The cold, hot liquids in the core of the Lord of the Lake contained countless rules, which could even be called the embodiment of rules, and these rules burned her skin, seeped into her flesh, and polluted her body in a completely irresistible manner, and the rules and powers she had mastered were impregnated with these liquids, and then became uncontrollable.
This is the destruction from the root level, and on the more concrete surface, her originally equally powerful and tough flesh has also been directly damaged, originally she destroyed the armor of the Lake Lord, which was actually far inferior to the beginning, at the cost of the entire right arm, and then in the direct attack on the core, her left hand was also infected by those frost rules, until finally the whole body was directly invaded by those terrifying liquids, and the skin, muscles and bones were directly damaged.
As Qian Mo said, if she wasn't Xingxi, she wouldn't have lived until now.
No, even if she were Xingxi, she wouldn't have lived to this day.
"Because that's what I called you when I first met you, and I couldn't think of a more appropriate name." Qian Mo said slowly: "It's better for you to talk less, the burden is too heavy." β
When did you meet for the first time? Xingxi was slightly stunned, and then remembered the scene of meeting those two people in that silver city.
"Shall I tell you, has the witch come to meet the prince?"
That's what he said at the time.
Xingxi's memory is like a row of closely arranged bookcases, and the memories of each fragment are recorded there just right, and when you need to browse, you just need to turn to the corresponding page number to find out the memory of that time, such an almost God-given gift, but it is the thing that Xingxi once feared the most.
"Put me down." Xingxi continued.
Qian Mo didn't stop, nor did he let go of himself, but continued to walk forward: "I don't think the witch has the qualifications to command me. β
Xingxi shook her head with a slight amplitude: "I'm useless, for people like me, uselessness is something more terrible than dying." β
"You are useful to me." Qian Mo smiled and said: "You must know that you and I have seen the status of the witch in your brother's heart, if I can bring you alive to her, I am afraid that this favor will be inexhaustible in this life." β
"yes, he probably won't dislike me for being useless." Xingxi said softly, the girl has never had such a weak moment, but now that her cultivation is completely lost and her body is half destroyed, even if she is willing to serve others with beauty at this time, I am afraid that no one will like the appearance of a skeleton like she is now. "But I'm not going to allow myself to do that."
"I would lie in a wheelchair, carefully tended by countless maidservants, and light a blazing fire for me on cloudy days, because the humid air would irritate my skin and joints, and if the sun was just right, it might push me out of the house at my behest to bask in the sun and dispel the musty smell that had accumulated all day long without sunlight all day long." Xingxi said slowly, she was a little used to her current vocal cords, and she said the most words in the most relaxed way without a teacher, at the cost of making her voice very soft and brittle.
"He would also come to see me often, regretting why he had asked me to carry out this last command, regretting it for the rest of his life and trying to make it up to me with everything he had, and I would probably live the last days of my life in the most comfortable way, and then secretly find an opportunity to commit suicide when everyone thought they were settled."
"I don't need and don't want this kind of life."
Qian Mo didn't speak, he didn't expect that Xingxi would say such a thing, a girl on weekdays, cold and self-controlled, silent and silent, as if everything in this world had nothing to do with her, she only needed to do what they needed to do for others.
But such a girl who looks like a wood and stone is just saying those subtle and detailed words in fragments, just like the detailed fantasies that every girl will do.
Could it be that she actually has a side like this, and usually just keeps all this in her heart?
"So don't do superfluous things, I observed this world again, this collapsed world I'm afraid that all the power we originally mastered can't be used here normally, although you don't have a wound like me, but I'm afraid it's just an ordinary person's level, at most a little stronger than an ordinary person. With me, I am afraid that many things that could have been done would not have been possible. β
Xingxi spoke slowly, and the calmness between the words made people feel vaguely terrifying.
She asked Qianmo to leave her here so plainly and carefully, but there was no hysteria, but calmly analyzed all the current situation, which made people feel that even if she lost her terrifying power, with her brain alone, she would be a genius strategist.
"Of course, now we have a better way for me to do a little bit of the final thing, and I don't like anything that doesn't work, especially when that thing is myself."
"I can live until now because I drank your blood, it is worthy of the blood of the Nihuang clan, and it has the power that is slightly inferior to the lotus rejuvenating agent."
"If you don't dislike it, kill me here, you will die without food here, and my corpse is probably the only edible thing here, if nothing else, I will be quite delicious, I still have the confidence to this."
(End of chapter)