Chapter 39: Decadence
The crowing of the rooster resounded throughout the village.
It's dawn.
Qin Xiu got up, a new day, stretched a lazy waist, and the morning sun had appeared.
Ling'er's departure hit Qin Xiu very hard, he no longer looked so sunny, even his smile became far-fetched, and he didn't have the confident smile he had before.
"Wake up. ”
When Qin Xiu was distracted on the bed, Aunt Li walked in, brought a bowl of porridge and put it aside, and smiled lightly.
Qin Xiu came back to his senses and looked at Aunt Li, Qin Xiu liked Aunt Li very much since he was a child, if it was before, Qin Xiu would definitely be very happy and excited, but now he is only lonely, listless, and a faint sadness in his heart.
Aunt Li could only sigh when she saw this, Ling'er was still too important to Qin Xiu, she watched these two little guys grow up, Qin Xiu almost lost his life for Ling'er, what is it like to part, maybe Qin Xiu has never thought about it before.
People dispersed at the end of the song, and love was parting, Aunt Li felt it deeply, and the relationship between Qin Xiu and Ling'er had to be said to surprise her.
"People are not very old, but their minds are mature, Ling'er is more ignorant, and you know the sense of responsibility, it is not easy to use such deep affection at a young age. ”
Aunt Li said, Qin Xiu glanced at Aunt Li, in the past, Qin Xiu liked to argue with Aunt Li the most, but now he can't bring up his interest, and he has no energy, and his mood has been very low.
"Aunt Li, how many days have I been in a coma?" Qin Xiu asked.
"Three days. Aunt Li said.
"Three days......" Qin Xiu muttered, he didn't expect to be in a coma for so long, he only felt that his heart was empty, and his most important thing had left.
Aunt Li handed Qin Xiu a pill and said, "Eat breakfast, and then refine this pill, your body is still a little weak." ”
Qin Xiu took this blue pill, and he knew that it was a water attribute without induction, he nodded, and Aunt Li didn't say anything more, and went out of the room.
After a while, Qin Xiu was indeed hungry, so he ate the porridge and took the pill, he was not in the mood to cultivate.
There was a shadow missing in the house, and after it appeared in his mind, Qin Xiu felt that his heart was very empty, and there seemed to be a beautiful figure in the courtyard, delicate and cute, and he called Brother Qin Xiu obediently.
Pouting when he was displeased, his pretty face was sulking, and he snorted softly, Qin Xiu really wanted to touch her head again, and he really wanted to pinch her beautiful cheeks, he didn't know if he could touch that well-behaved head again.
Unconsciously, Qin Xiu's eyes turned red, standing at the door of the house, Qin Xiu's eyes stayed on the Yunling grass on the edge of the courtyard, and vaguely saw a cute figure next to him, holding a sad little face, looking forward to and caring about it quickly adapting to the surrounding environment, and then began to purify the aura.
Yunling grass is still smart, but it looks very smart, and there is a gloomy sadness, rendering a lonely atmosphere.
There will no longer be that pleasant sound around him, although Qin Xiu was still annoyed by this voice, and now that he thinks about it, everything is only in the depths of his memory.
Everything became quiet, delicate sadness, a touch of sadness that touched the scene, and suddenly touched the lowest tears, which were easily invaded by a low emotion.
Suddenly, a sour feeling flowed and flooded under the eyes, and some things were destined to go away, but also left indelible scars on the heart.
It may be that loneliness makes emotions fragile.
"Ling'er ......"
Qin Xiu looked at the sky, tears flowed out uncontrollably, his breathing was slow and heavy, and his chest kept trembling.
Aunt Li saw it in her eyes and was sad in her heart, he felt very sorry for Qin Xiu, but who could disobey this thing of fate.
A whole day passed, and in the room, Qin Xiu was squatting at the foot of the bed, holding his knees with his hands, his eyes were already red and swollen.
The sun is scorching during the day, and the weather in autumn is very sunny, but after the sunset, everything looks very sad, there is wind, there is rain, and if you feel it carefully, you will know that this is not the autumn high air, but the poignant before the winter.
The autumn wind, autumn rain, autumn desolation, sad heartache and sorrow;
One night, and that's it.
The next day, Qin Xiu woke up and slowly raised his head, but he didn't know what time it was, only to see that the sun outside the window had climbed very high.
Aunt Li has come to see Qin Xiu a few times, she doesn't know how to comfort Qin Xiu, it's just hard to imagine that Qin Xiu's age will be affected by it to such an extent, Qin Xiu can really understand what love is? Maybe it's more about his sister's feelings, she shook her head, and let Qin Xiu recover by himself.
Yesterday I didn't eat except for the morning, Qin Xiu's stomach had already begun to scream at this moment, Qin Xiu buried his head and looked at it, touched his belly, and then got up.
Qin Xiu's whole person was much haggard, and he looked a lot thinner, where was the appearance of the high-spirited and frivolous young man of the Cangming Daoist Academy.
Aunt Li seemed to have prepared a meal for Qin Xiu, knowing that Qin Xiu would be hungry, she didn't speak after Qin Xiu came out, and brought the rice and dishes to the table, Qin Xiu didn't speak, sat down on the table and began to eat.
Aunt Li sat opposite Qin Xiu, looking at Qin Xiu's decadent appearance, she was very distressed, and said softly: "Qin Xiu, Aunt Li knows that you are sad, but in fact, you don't need to be like this, you can go to Ling'er by yourself in the future, and it's not that you can't see each other again, why be so sad, unless you think you can't do it, don't believe in yourself, those are not Qin Xiu I know." ”
Qin Xiu was silent for a while, he didn't think so much, his most important thing was the problem of the spiritual vein, if his spiritual vein was not abnormal, of course he believed in himself, but with his current situation, it was impossible to do it, because Ling'er was fighting the spiritual realm, what did he use to catch up? I'm afraid he couldn't get out of this Donglin land area, he knew very well in his heart.
Qin Xiu stopped his chopsticks and said slowly: "I know how difficult it is to reach the height that I need to go back, with my current physical condition, it is impossible to do it, Aunt Li, you don't have to comfort me." ”
Hearing Qin Xiu's words, Aunt Li was even more sad in her heart, and said: "Then even so, Ling'er should come out to find you in the future, this is considered an experience, and your Uncle Zimo will let her come." ”
Qin Xiu's heart was touched, and he immediately spoke: "I don't want to delay Ling'er, I want to tell Ling'er to let her forget me, or I will avoid her." ”
Aunt Li's eyebrows suddenly frowned when she heard this, and she was even a little angry, and said: "If you let Ling'er know that you think so, I don't know how sad it should be, you let Ling'er forget you, and you hide from Ling'er, is this possible? Qin Xiu, you gave birth to this kind of evasive thinking Aunt Li is really disappointed, you are too disappointed Ling'er." ”
Qin Xiu's face was ruthless, and his chopsticks were about to be broken: "Then what can I do!"
Qin Xiu's roar seemed to have been suppressed for a long time, and this gaffe was completely uncontrollable.
Aunt Li looked at Qin Xiu, looking at this emotion as if it had exploded, she couldn't help but feel it, and thought about it carefully, it was very simple to say, but it was far away, what could she do? Nothing can be changed.
Aunt Li didn't say more, she could feel Qin Xiu's powerlessness, and sighed lightly in her heart, this hardship, Qin Xiu went from a snack to a big one.
"I'm sorry, Aunt Li. ”
Qin Xiu put down his chopsticks, got up and walked out.
Aunt Li raised her head: "Qin Xiu." ”
Qin Xiu didn't look back, walked out of the fence courtyard, and then ran wildly all the way, not feeling tired, and rushed towards the mountain.
Aunt Li stood up, wanted to speak but didn't, her mood was also affected, and finally she sighed helplessly.
"Alas......"