Chapter 144: Poor Return
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It's not that it's not heart-wrenching, but... I touched my heart and pressed it, as if I had become numb and unconscious. book network . v o d t . c o m
I raised my eyes, my eyes were clouded with tears, and I saw Liyuan's slightly flustered face, and I suddenly felt extremely ironic, na... Liyuan, what are you afraid of?
Laughing at himself, he raised his hand to cover his eyelids, "Emperor... You know... Why didn't you tell me sooner?"
Let me guess, let me deceive myself, let me fall into the abyss... But he watched coldly, and never pulled me up.
Tinu... She's a fool...
Knowing that the Fuyou will leave, but he is still desperate to fall into it, knowing that the abyss is not Fuyou, but he still deceives himself, that is the Fuyou, the Fuyou who spoils himself and promises his life...
Such selfish wishful thinking, such stupidity... In the end, it hurts others and hurts yourself...
There seemed to be a pause in the shallow breathing of the side of the ear, and suddenly there was a soft touch on the face, and the cold fragrance was accompanied by a slightly cool temperature, my heart was stagnant, and I opened my eyes in a daze, looking at him: "What are you doing?"
"Are you still angry?"
"What?"
My tears were still hanging in the corners of my eyes, but I stopped crying, and I just looked at him blankly, leaving the abyss... What are you doing?
Liyuan kissed me on the face again and asked, "Are you still angry?"
"What are you doing!"
Seeing him like this, I was inexplicably flustered, and the tone of my mouth immediately sharpened.
He smiled, not minding my resistance, but explained softly: "Diwu, you said that as long as I kiss you, I won't be angry." ”
The memory came back to me, and the clear conversation echoed in my head.
'In the future, as long as I am angry, you can coax me like this... Guaranteed that there is no more gas. ’
'Really?'
"Well, as long as you kiss it, just like just now, you will definitely lose all your anger!"
......
My heart trembled, looking at his expectant look, I suddenly felt extremely uncomfortable, and silently said goodbye to my face, it was he who smiled too dazzlingly, and shook my eyes, so... I'm going to cry, right?
"Tiwu, you said it, don't be angry..."
His tone was full of anticipation and cautious flattery.
I covered my face, tears flowed from between my fingers, and my ears kept echoing his begging voice, not angry... Not angry...
What right do I have to be angry? I am the willful, the stubborn one, the one who has driven us into this situation... It's me too.
Can... Don't be like this, don't be nice to me like this, don't talk to me like this... I'm only going to hurt more... I'd rather you scold me and punish me than this... Tormented.
I can't forgive so easily...
I heard my voice hoarse, but my tone was cold and terrifying, "I'm sorry, I can't. ”
"But, you said..."
"Did you take it seriously when I said it? So you think that if you give me a kiss at will, I will treat it as if everything never happened?
Tears swirled stubbornly in my eyes, blurring my vision, but still staring at him.
I bit my lip and looked at him in the bottom of his eyes expecting the light to sink a little silently, no... It's not like that, he's away from the abyss... He has never despised me, but I can't forgive myself, so selfishly treating him as a quiet self, and now, I am so against my heart to say the words of my heart...
Liyuan was silent, only looking at me with deep eyes, and his voice was low, "Diwu, I have never deceived you." ”
I was silent... Yes, when I first met, he said, it's not a fuyou, it's not a fuyou, it's always been my stubborn thought that he was a fuyou.
In the bottom of my heart, from the very beginning, I cruelly deprived the existence of Liyuan, allowing him to overlap with Fu You, just to fulfill my long-cherished wish that I had been persisting for more than a thousand years... Fulfill the promise of the world with the ghostly life.
Become his emperor... What a heart-wrenching temptation, I admit... My heart is moved, so I will clearly realize that Liyuan is not a quiet situation and still numb myself, in order to gain peace of mind, I just... It's been so long since I've been lonely, I want to... I wish I could have someone to accompany me, to be with me all the time...
But it shouldn't be like this... Liyuan, such a beautiful god, how can I... Treating him as a ghost and then his emperor and queen would be too unfair to Liyuan...
After being silent for a long time, I calmed my mind, and I heard my indifferent voice, which seemed to come from the void, "Emperor Liyuan, since you know everything, Di Wu has nothing to say. ”
Liyuan's ink eyes shrank suddenly, and his body stiffened, "What do you mean by this?"
"Deceiving the emperor, it's Xiaoxian's or not, if the emperor wants to punish, Xiaoxian won't have half a complaint. ”
As my indifferent words slowed down, the light in Liyuan's eyes became deeper and deeper, and the handsome and beautiful face was as low as a pool of secluded springs, cold and chilly.
"You know, I'm going to hear it, it's not... These..."
He gritted his teeth, and his voice seemed to be squeezing out word by word, so difficult...
Looking at his mournful face, my heart ached, and I immediately closed my eyes slightly, hiding the panic in my heart, and said coldly: "What does the emperor want to hear?"
There was silence for a long time, so long that I thought I would suffocate in this oppressive air, and Li Yuanqing's cold voice sounded, "Diwu, why... It has to be like this?"
Deeply helpless, I begged for imperceptible concealment, listening to his words of weakness, I hated myself so much, why did I get things to such a point?
Just reach out... As long as you stretch out your hand, you can touch the warmth... Right in front of my eyes, but...
"You're not a ghost, even if it's exactly the same, you're not the same person, everything is just my wishful thinking, I always thought, as long as it proves that you're a ghost, we... I can go back to the past, in the mortal world, there is a small courtyard... Live together, stay together forever... But none of this is possible! You're not my wreck... No... The one I love... It's not..."
I seemed to be controlled, and the cold voice jumped out of my throat, but the real me was imprisoned in my body, looking at the strange self with tears streaming down my face, poking at Liyuan's heart word by word, and bruising him all over my body...
His deep eyes gradually dimmed, until the starlight was gone, and his indifferent gaze looked at me quietly, without a trace of emotion... It's like... When I first met, the Emperor of the Abyss... Cold and solemn, compassion for the world but without a trace of emotion.
Liyuan's gaze made my heart hurt even more, the pain was almost suffocating, I curled up, my hands and feet were cold and trembling, and my breathing became more and more difficult... The depressing breath gradually spread, and I even felt that my internal organs began to throb, and Liyuan's indifferent look... Makes me more rushed than I have ever been...
I want to say something, I want to do something... But I found that it was in vain, and I got up from the bed in a trembling way, and I couldn't stay any longer... I'm going to be crazy if I stay any longer...
Out of the corner of my eye, I glanced at the scattered clothes under the bed, my heart suddenly throbbed, tears flowed instantly, and the two people who were still dying at the right time had now become so strange...
I grabbed my shirt and ran out, this time, Liyuan didn't stop me...
He must have been disappointed... Disappointed in me.
It's okay, a useless sacred tree like me shouldn't have the luxury of hoping for something that doesn't belong to me.
It's just that the vastness of the Six Realms... Where is my place?
The wind rose, ruffled my hair, and my dress seemed to want to go away with the wind, I lowered my eyes slightly, stared at the empty hand, gathered my fingers, and grabbed a piece of nothingness...
Tears slid down her cheeks and dripped to the palms, a slightly cool touch, like... Liyuan's fingers, I smiled to myself, raised my eyes, but there was no smile in my eyes.
Doomed to be lonely forever, why struggle? Those longing for warmth, never stay for too long, never knew how to cherish before, now I understand... But nothing is mine.
I raised my eyes, looked into the void, and laughed at myself.
Ling Ge has been waiting for her husband for two thousand years to return, and their family of three is reunited in the Demon Realm...
Linlang also has a fairy world, accompanied by Yin Shu...
But I, after thousands of years of searching, still haven't found the ghost... That liar. I've lost the abyss, and I've wanted to agree to his request, but I can't... I can't forgive myself.
Unforgivable... Such a selfish me.
Flying into the clouds, I flew rapidly, towards the place I didn't want to set foot again, but where I first and finally ended...
That's my home... The only place where I can stay without any burdens.
The crippled peaks, alone in the veins, the aura was abundant as if shrouded in a thick mist, and I ran to the top of the mountain, the gravel was desolate, and there was no breath of life except for the lingering aura.
At the top of the cliff, a large flat stone lay horizontally, and my eyes couldn't help but moisten again, and I walked over slowly, and my hand touched the stone, and tears dripped on it, and soon it was blurred and disappeared.
"I... Come back... I opened my lips lightly, to the stone that had accompanied me for tens of thousands of years, to the desolate and devoid mountain top... Telling...
After all this, I'm still back... Back to the place where I was born.
Lying on my side on the stones, I curled up, my hands clasped together, resting on the position of my heart, Xin Mo's heart... My heart... Still accompanied, Xin Mo... Just when you're still with me...
I'm so sore and tired, I'm sorry... I didn't save you, and when I don't hurt so much, I don't care so much, and I'll set you free again... Good no good?
What responded to me was the powerful beating of the heart of the Xin Mo tree, and the Xin Mo... You can feel it, right?
You feel my heartache, don't you?
I don't want that, not at all...
The calves gradually began to metamorphose into sinuous roots, digging straight into the soil on the side, slowly extending and then taking root in the soil, and then the body... The soft waist gradually turned into a strong tree trunk, slowly rising from the stones, standing on the edge of the cliff, until my hair returned to branches, I opened my eyes slightly, the human face flickered on the tree trunk, and then closed my eyes, hidden in my body, and my spiritual power curled up into a ball, until the depths of the earth, accompanied by a reassuring breath, I fell into a deep sleep...
Forgive me for being so cowardly...
I'm just, so tired... I really want to get some sleep, a good night's sleep.
In your dreams, don't be quiet, don't be quiet, and don't leave the abyss... I don't want any.
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