One of the six sufferings of life: not being able to ask for it.

When everything is still far away, you will be full of longing, and when it is within reach and cannot be touched, you will lose your normal heart.

You can't make a person who is almost forty years old think so innocently, since he arrived in the first team, put on the official uniform of Liverpool, and after one game, Mackin feels more and more anxious, which is an emotion that rarely appears in him before.

Ever since he set foot on that land, he has been desperate, not longing but anxious, anxious to go to the field to fill his pale life.

He's not from this world, he's lonely, and he needs something to prove his existence!

So he trained desperately on the field, and tried his best when the team played, not only attacking, but also defending, his physical fitness was not outstanding, if he guaranteed a normal heart, he was very talented in defense by predicting the card position, but unfortunately his head is not sober now, and he has to fight with the old fritters of the first team.

As a substitute in the team's training, he is often knocked over by Gerrard and Alonso, which is not deliberate, but just a natural action.

Gerald is still a little puzzled, this kid has been a little different lately, more fierce, but he has lost his agility and exposed his shortcomings a little.

Benitez shook his head on the sidelines.

……

Domestic World Football has finally edited Mackqin's promotional video, and Duan Xuan appeared in the show, like a bystander to an experience, narrating a child's story.

"This is an ordinary alley in Gaoliang Hutong Xiejie, and this one next to me is where Ma Qin lived before he went abroad, and now no one lives there......

"Auntie, do you remember Mackqin?"

"Of course I remember, what a poor pair of children, who went to work outside when they were more than ten years old, and his grandfather has always been in poor health"

"Yes, I also remember, it seems that he was taken to England by a relative, and the child was very sensible at that time"

"I seem to have been back once in the first two years......"

"Mackin came to England when he was 12 years old, this is Cocoby, Liverpool's academy, and Mackin lived in this dormitory at the time......"

"Mark was special when he first arrived, I mean the mind and the way he played, and he was very atmospheric when he came on the pitch, and it was Peter who was looking for me...", Parry was interviewed.

"Hello Chinese fans and friends, I am Marko, Mark was signed by me at that time, he has unparalleled talent, he will definitely be able to play a sky at Anfield in the future~"

"Mark? Of course, he was my buddy and our core, but he didn't have much time here and then he skipped the first team ......,' Valle said.

"Makqin was in charge of training at the time for Aslitt and Hugh, and I heard that in order to correct his playing habits, Aaslett made him stick to the boring basic training for nearly two years......"

"Yes, Mark has some foundation, but the movements are not standardized, if you don't correct it in time, it will be difficult to change the habit, he is the calmest and most talented brain I have ever seen on the court, Mark, come on~"

"Mackin stayed here for 3 years, training hard every day, until he went to Melwood..."

"This is his and Aunt Aimin's home, and when we came, there was no interview with us because his aunt was pregnant..."

"This is Mackqin's bedroom, he is following the footsteps of his predecessor Andrea Pirlo, looking for his football dream!"

"Liverpool are a traditional giants of England, they have reached the last four of the Champions League in recent years and have embarked on a great renaissance under Rafael Benitez......"

"Hello Mr. Benitez, can you talk to us about Mark?"

"He's a promising lad, the locals here call him Gerrard, and of course he's still young, as long as he keeps training hard and improving, he'll succeed sooner or later......"

"At the time of the broadcast of our program, Mackin had been successfully transferred to the first team squad, which all indicates that the club values him~"

"Although he has just turned 16, he has a bright future, let us bless him......"

Anfield stands quietly in the north in the distance, and Makqin walks this road every day, chasing his dreams......

……

With the first team's afternoon training session over, the benefits of Benitez's move to the youth team are clear, making it easier for the young players to see the first team and stirring up the fighting spirit and passion of the young players.

The players returned home in twos and threes, and when Mackin walked into the gym, he saw Torres and Mascherano working hard.

Torres has not broken the goal drought since arriving at Anfield and has not broken the goal drought in the warm-up games, so the pressure can be imagined, and Mascherano is looking to fight for the main position.

Before the start of the season, Benitez was hampered by finances and sold Sissoko because of his optimism on Mascherano, and now he is the only defensive-savvy midfielder in the team.

"Hey, Fernando, Javier, I'm practicing again......", Makqin found a machine by himself, ready to train his waist and abdomen.

"Phew, Mark, you're here too," Torres said to him, wiping his sweat as he finished his move.

Mascherano's English is much better, having been in the Premier League for two years, when he and Carlos Tevez packaged the Argentine duo to West Ham United.

"Mark, you've been training a little bit lately, don't affect your development, you're still a chicken...... Haha", Mascherano's premature face joked, uh.

"Javier, is it because you've been practicing so hard lately because you're a little wilting?" , on the return of the mouth Mark Qin does not lose anyone.

"Poof...... Haha", Torres didn't hold back, and squirted out in one breath, "I said you two, exercise hard, don't tease the stuffy, I can't control my anger."

"Hey, you kid ......", Mascherano shook his head speechlessly, and said while pressing his legs: "If it's in Argentina, why don't you go out and fight now." ”

"If it were in China, I would probably have to fight in groups"

"Really? Do you know kung fu? ”

"Beer bottles, bricks, any effort is in vain"

Mascherano nodded, feeling that it made sense, Torres couldn't listen anymore and said, "Can you two be normal?" ”

Mascherano just lifted the barbell, and said angrily: "Fernando, this is not Spain, you have to be ruthless here, so that the defenders and goalkeepers are afraid of you."

Torres stopped talking, he is good at speed, not the kind of center forward who stays in the penalty area, his back and confrontation are rarely used and unwilling to use, until he is about to retire, he lacks a kind of murderous spirit of the front, he is more like a sunny boy.

"Fernando is chic and elegant, you are a fierce god, not a bowl of rice, okay, keep your set for your own use", Torres is still a little shy, and Mascherano is definitely different from Mascherano, who has been working in various countries since he was a child, Mackin gave Torres a word.

Mascherano didn't think it was appropriate to say it, but he just said it because of his temperament.

"Xavier is right, you have to be faster and more resolute to do things here, the offensive and defensive rhythm of the Premier League is the fastest among the five major leagues, and if you hesitate a little on the field, the opportunity will be gone", Torres knew his own problem, and as soon as the rhythm changed, he was not adaptable.

"You're just a goal away, it's coming sooner or later, don't worry", Mark wiped his sweat and changed to a leg strength project, and continued: "I still have to work hard to get on the field"

"You play a lot like Xavi at Barcelona, I'm sure you can play it, don't worry," Torres said.

Mascherano also came over and said: "I also think you are a bit similar, and my teammate Cambigasso, who is very smart on the field"

"Hopefully", he pushed the pressure lever with his leg fiercely, and exhaled deeply, as if to spit out the unknown confusion.

People's fate is like a stream, when you are weak, a pebble can change your flow, self-pity is useless, only to strengthen yourself, let yourself become a river, in order to be qualified to set off a monstrous wave.

Ma Qin felt that he had never dreamed of such a vision in his two lives combined, this was a longing for the state of fate, and he vaguely knew that when he really stood on the field with his strength one day, he would be able to complete the real transformation given to him by God.

……

At night he walked home alone, thinking about his recent anomaly, and since he came into this world, he was like playing a game of boredom.

If it weren't for the chance to meet Ai Ming's family, maybe one day he would have considered whether he would be reborn back into the original world like an online game after committing suicide.

Except for children who are as white as paper, no adult can suddenly accept a new world, and if an adult can easily erase his past, it can only mean that he has been underage.

Mark Qin took out his pocket, this is the action he used to take a cigarette in his previous life, there is no trouble that cannot be solved by a cigarette, if it can't be solved, it must not be the brand he often smokes.

It's been a long time since he's done this, and to be precise, since he came into this world, he's trying to start forgetting his old self.

But only recently did I know that he was still him after all, and even if he forgot, he hid the past.

How can a teenager like the sun at eight or nine o'clock have no vision, how can he have no desire? How can there be no passion?

But he didn't have any of that!

He uses the workplace skills and human sophistication he has cultivated for more than ten years to mechanically process the information of this world, and he is like a bystander......

Cold.

But he felt that the green field, which was just an inch to the world, could once again ignite the fire of his life and let him feel the pulse of his long-lost time again.

The greatest success in life is to become what he dreamed of, and God destined it, it was really enough stinky fart.

While kicking the stones, Ma Qin actually took off the line and remembered the nonsensical love between the Supreme Treasure and Zixia.

You don't need a reason to do a lot of things!

As long as you have the answer in your heart, the Ziqing Sword told Zixia the answer, the tear in your heart told the Supreme Treasure the answer, and the three moles on the soles of your feet are the answer to fate!

At this moment, he understood what to say about Journey to the West.

Before he knew it, he was walking to the banks of the Mersey again, just as he had seen his old self again when he had been here for a few years.

At that time, he always had a reason to let himself do a lot of things, but there was no reason to quiet his heart.

At that time, he always had an excuse to make himself who he was, but he didn't leave a chance to become himself.

It's not that the world is too ruthless, but that he is too cowardly, he succumbs to desire, gaze, sophistication, and human warmth.

One day, he will be thankful for this night.

The past is like smoke, ethereal, and troublesome, but it will eventually dissipate with the wind.

The bright moonlight is like a match, like a dream, real and illusory.

Destiny is like a crossroads, half heaven, half earth.