Will this be the regret of my life?

Although I can try to come here a little farther in the future, such an unworthy action will definitely be delayed by me again and again.

Oh no, I'm in a complete dilemma!

Wow, and such beautiful crepes, what is the smile on the waiter's lips? Have I seen through it, impossible, impossible?

But if it's true, wouldn't it be even more ridiculous to continue like this?

Wow, Lin Qingwei didn't announce why you made such a happy expression, just eat a sweet tooth.

It's not good, there's definitely a computer accessory or something, stop, ah, no, stop, well, stop!

Let me!

(True Answer: Make excuses for wanting to eat)

I've had enough, why should I be handsome in such a nonsensical place!

"Waiter."

I can't take it anymore!

"Ah, how can I help you?"

"Get a napkin, thank you."

Wow, what am I doing!

After glancing at the still enough napkins on the table, I hesitated a little and still took some more.

It's over.,It's been regarded as a person who likes to take advantage of a small advantage.。

Hmm, I'm not that kind of person, no, no, no.

I've never taken a mouse pad from an internet café!

Defeated by reality, I was lying on the table and was already dead, and there was the subtle sound of the girls eating in my ears, well, yes, it was just ordinary eating, maybe it was a cruel and bloody picture, well, I don't care.

Well, don't care.

I'm probably going to be devastated like this until the game starts.

Anyway, it's good that Lin Qing is happy, uh~

(Gu Junshu)

☆

"Well, it's getting started."

Unannounced is much more energetic than this morning.

"Well, Lin Qing has a good chance of winning this game."

"Huh? What the? ”

"The opponent is already a very old veteran in professional chess, and it is said that he is about to retire, and with Lin Qing's current state, it should be easy to win."

"Eh, really, grandpa."

"It's not easy."

"Really, very old, very old."

Weixuan may not know much about this veteran, but I am different.

Because, he used to teach me chess.

In the world of chess, the relationship between master and apprentice is very close, although I am not a great person, and I have not continued on the road of chess, but the teacher is still a teacher.

Lin Qing also took a seat, and at this time she completely lost her cute appearance at noon.

After entering the state of playing chess, it can only be said to be like a piece of ice.

In the mouths of chess enthusiasts, another title, "Daughter of Winter", has also slowly become popular.

Seven soldiers into one

Pawn 7 into 1

Eight guns and five flats

Horse 8 into 7

Normal start, but I don't think it will be very long.

After a calm offensive, the situation has become a little clearer.

Well, it's a calm offense, and as I expected, a decent opening, and maybe a decent finish.

Car 1 flat 2

Do you want to get the car out, teacher?

No, no.

If you want to compare your momentum with Lin Qing here, it's completely useless.

Lin Qing already has an advantage as long as he changes his son.

The rook is eight into five

Horse 2 back 3

Sure enough, Lin Qing will go to eat, why, why do you want to take this trick.

Lin Qing's attack did not hinder this idle car.

It's tougher defensively.

After Lin Qing took the lead in beating the horse into the teacher's position, the defeat became more and more obvious.

It's expected, but it's not right at all.

Teacher, there is no idea of winning.

"The situation is settled."

"Huh? Really? ”

"Gun two back five

Combine 4 into 1

Cannon two flat six

Artillery 9 flat 5

Handsome five flat four

Defeat is decided. ”

"Don't put it, Gu Jun is so powerful?"

The situation was just like I said, and in the final game, the teacher lost in despair.

Pawn 3 into 1

It's already helpless to wait for death, this step.

Horse seven retreats six

Red wins.

A typical afterthought, pushing the teacher down the abyss of failure.

Lin Qing's victory, from the beginning of the game, slowly accumulated advantages, and then slowly hanged.

"Lin Qing wins, wins."

Weixuan looks very happy, but he really should be happy, and if he is not happy, it is not right.

But I'm a little struggling.

"Well, win."

(If you are interested, please refer to the 5th round of the 15 World Championships)

——————

"Tsk, let me teach him?"

The old man in front of him stroked his half-black and half-white hair, in fact, he was very proud of it, thinking that this was the most sensual hair color in the natural state of human beings. But it's really a feeling.,Mixing aging with youth.,People at this age are also the most attractive.。

However, I still think youth is the best.

I didn't think it would be so formal when I played chess or something, and I came to apprentice or something.

"Do you want to play chess with me?"

It's really an unpretentious way of expression, but what kind of performance should the words of the apprentice behave in?

I was only in the third grade, and I really didn't care about it.

"Whatever."

As a result, I studied with this old man for a month.

Until Lin Qing overtook me.

"You're too stupid at this step, why do you take it like this, it's much more useful to set up a defense here than to change the son."

yes, okay.

You can leave after studying for a month, right, okay, okay, you can only accompany him first.

On the first day, I was killed by my teacher and lost my armor, which was a complete denial.

After accepting apprentices, this is generally the case.,I've been very open to this.,After all, it must be the master who will be strong.,Otherwise, what kind of apprentice is it?

It doesn't matter at all, even then you won't be able to achieve the desired agitation.

But I also have a great performance of shame, oh, let you be satisfied at this time, is it really so happy to be a master to train an apprentice?

The old man's beard was up to the sky.

The reason for this was that I won the first place in the chess tournament at the Children's Palace, but the opponents were all students. Then the reward was to study with the pros for a month, which I didn't want to go, but my parents were very happy.

I don't really understand, although I can feel some of it, but I still don't think it's necessary.

"No, why can't I feel the charm of chess in you, even if you are given such a good talent."

yes, I think so, why?

On the last day, it was also the day when Lin Qing defeated me.

"Thank you, teacher, for your teaching."

"It's okay, you actually have a chance..."

"I understand, I don't have it."

“···”

After that, I slowly found out why I couldn't win.

It's not wanting to win.

I've never taken chess as something I'm going to accomplish, and I haven't taken it seriously.

But what does it matter?

Even if you don't take this kind of thing seriously, you won't blame it, and even if you don't take it seriously, you won't have any guilt or fault.

Anyway, why should I be serious.

Even if there is a little bit of something I need to go to seriously, and I don't want to.

So be it.

There are many people who bet everything in chess, but there are many people.

Losing chess is bloodshed, and losing until the blood is exhausted is death.

But I didn't have anything to gamble on, and I didn't have anything to want.

Is there anything else to feel like about winning but being happy?

I have always felt that Lin Qing is very powerful, no matter what aspect, not only does the god of chess fall on her shoulders, but also can keep biting and eating each other with the people around her in this darkness.

Stand up on the board no matter what.

I'm jealous.

I asked her why she wouldn't give up.

Want to win.

——————

"Teacher, it's me."

"Gu Jun, cough."

"I watched it, Lin Qing's game."

"Well, I know that little girl, how about it, it's no problem to say that it's your apprentice, haha!"

"Ahem, I'm just playing chess with her."

"It's really a genius, and it's so beautiful, woo hey hey~ I'm a little envious of you kid."

I heard the sound of bottles colliding on the phone, and now, 7 years later, the teacher's hair has gone gray.

"Retire, ahem, is this true?"

My voice began to waver, and even I felt it.

"Hawkers, it's not a shame to lose to a young man, but ah, this Nizi is really hateful, she actually won me like this, and she didn't even give me a little face!"

Teachers have a habit of smacking their lips when they lie, both when they criticize me and when they encourage me.

I don't think I heard the smacking of my lips just now.

The sound of crying gradually came from the clashing of bottles, and the old voice came intermittently hoarse from the other side of the phone.

"It's okay, it's okay."

I didn't know what to do, and I even began to regret saving my teacher's phone number.

"I had the idea of quitting."

I listened wordlessly, unable to do and didn't know how to respond.

"Understood, understood, I couldn't win. It's also a good place to be a stepping stone at the feet of this rising star of chess, and I have a plan for how to settle and how to change.

It's just that the loss is not too ugly.

But the moment I sat down, these thoughts that I had reviewed several times, these thoughts that had already been decided.

It's all gone, and the moment I sit down, I forget it. From the first step, it was a start that I didn't expect, and I didn't think about it.

I don't want to be tied up. ”

I understood what the teacher said, but my body was heavy, my throat was heavy, and I couldn't make any sound.

"Gu Jun, you have to be optimistic about this child's future path, she may be able to stand at the top of chess."

Can you? Male players have been on average better than female players since ancient times, and there is a large gap.

It can also be reflected in the ratings.

But the teacher said that Lin Qing could stand higher than these people?

Perhaps.

"Ahem, the moment I lost down, I had already decided."

"Eh, decide what?"

I'm a little uneasy.

"I'm nothing but chess. When you lose, you hide and drink alone, but I'm okay, hahaha, and there are chess players who lose and beat people.

I'm telling you, why don't you play anymore, fuck chess. ”

After the last glass of wine, the teacher began to cry faintly.

"Gu Jun, you have time to come and play chess with me.

I'm really someone who doesn't know anything other than chess.

When I lose, I'm still so unwilling, I can't play Lin Qing, it's not okay to bully others!

I'll tell you, I'm still going down, I'm not leaving, I'm not leaving, I'm not leaving. ”

Ahem, ahem.

There was a violent cough, and the teacher was afraid that he had poured soju.

Actually, the teacher didn't drink very much, but he said that he liked to pretend to be drunk.

But in my opinion, the teacher was really drunk.

Every time I drink, I will lie on my side, but my eyes will not close, and I will snore on the side with my eyes open, which is weird and scary.

But the teacher closes his eyes when he sleeps, and his eyes are always bloodshot, and the teacher's snoring is very cute.

Poof, poof, poof.

It's like the cry of some otherworldly creature.

I hung up the phone silently and had a good rest.

How cute it is.

★

Gu Jun sent me a message, and then put on his coat and went out.

Gu Jun seems to have something to say, wow.

But what is it?

"It's coming, it's coming~"

Gu Jun tried to call me from a distance to confirm my location, and I responded.

"Just after the call, the teacher got drunk again, really, that old man."

"Hmm, I'm sorry."

"No need to be sorry, here, it's not Lin Qing's fault anyway."

Gu Jun seemed to be slightly embarrassed by my apologies, and he didn't bite the syllables clearly.

"Wow, it's okay."

"It shouldn't be anything, but it doesn't seem to be true."

"Ahh

In the inexplicable conversation, I struggled to deal with it, and Gu Jun's eyes looking into the distance were not aimed at me.

It's weird.

"It's going to go down, it's going to go down, it's going to go down."

It's weird.

"Well, my teacher has already retired."

"Lin Qing, when you played against the teacher, did you take it seriously?"

Gu Jun's face was about to rise to the sky, and his voice was a little distorted.

It's weird.

But I don't know how to answer, it's almost a must-win battle, and winning means that no matter what, the opponent will despair.

But there is no such thing as a sure-going game in chess.

The more victorious the person is, the more he must try to seize the opportunity, and one mistake may completely overturn the established advantage.

Then fall into the abyss, where a whirlpool of self-blame and fear will wash over your hands and make you tremble as you fall.

I don't think Gu Jun won't understand.

Is this something that is hard to understand?

The win was basically there when I entered the horse first, but the opposite side miscalculated and pushed the ending forward.

"Gu Jun, what are you talking about, it's already over since you fell off the horse."

"No, no, why, why do you treat the teacher like this!"

Gu Jun has a good relationship with my opponent, that is, his teacher.

On the day I defeated him, his apprenticeship ended.

But I don't know why Gu Jun was still playing chess in the Children's Palace the next day, I really wanted to play chess with him at that time, and I felt that I could defeat him again.

But every time I was rejected, with a very polite expression and very polite words.

"I'm sorry, Linlin, I can't play chess with you right now."

"Okay, then I'll go back."