Chapter 30: Dissociation
Where exactly does human happiness come from?
This question bothered Lu Yu all day, so much so that he didn't listen well in class.
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"Okay, okay~"
I feel that I, as a polite boy of the new century, should respond.
Although it was just a cover for the panic I showed in the embarrassing scene, it still gave me a reason. Yes, despite knowing it in the heart, humanity is always far ahead in the realm of deceiving itself.
This is a very useful instinct.
"That's stupid."
There was a feeling in He Xi's tone that made me very uncomfortable, and I didn't want to be as weak as before.
I have nothing to say, or I can't say anything in this scene.
"Do you have a good relationship with this cat?"
However, Li Xinmu stood in front of me, and her black single ponytail rubbed against my left arm, and she did not show weakness to this girl like me.
No, there seems to be something wrong with He Xi now?
"Well, yes, this cat has the best relationship with me."
She leaned down and gave the cat a gentle kiss on the forehead.
"What's it called?" I suddenly thought of something and asked anxiously.
"Ningxue, it's beautiful."
"Well, it's beautiful."
Yes, the elegance and beauty of this cat cannot be denied. Even if it's just a cat, I still see in it a posture that doesn't belong to a cat, it's human habits, mockery and disdain.
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"Cats with holes in their ears so far, I've seen four."
"Four?"
"Well, four?"
"Oh, I forgot to tell you, I've kept an eye out for some stray cats these days, but unfortunately I've only found one more."
"Where?"
"In the snack street on the east side of our community, but as far as I know, these cats will run back to our community during the day and wait for the night market to bloom at night."
"It's easy to understand, but you're really interested in noticing this kind of thing."
"It's okay, in this way, you can commit crimes in both the school and the community, and generally speaking, the students who live in this community."
"It's possible for a teacher~"
Li Xinmu kindly added.
"It can't be a teacher, I went to the student council, and there is only one teacher who lives in our community, and this one has his own private car, so the opportunity to go to the subway station will be greatly reduced. And the cat in the subway station is likely to be a temporary crime, and the number should be relatively small. ”
"Have you looked for information about your community?"
"Li Xinmu, please do one thing, help me check something."
"Huh?"
"This is the list I got, check the phone number on it, landline and mobile phone, please."
"Eh, even if you are a communicator in my house, you ······"
"Please!"
Timeline: The day after the burial of cherry blossoms (Actually, I don't want to add this sentence, but think about it, forget it, it's just a web article, QAQ)
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As for the source of human suffering, Lu Yu's answer made him even more confused.
But he understands one thing, this boy named Lu Yu will never give up because of some things.
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Looking at He Xi, I gently brushed Li Xinmu away, and after that soft touch, I finally mustered up my courage.
"It's you, right?"
"yes."
"You did it, didn't you?"
"yes."
"I can help you."
"Really?"
"What the hell are you?"
"How do I know?"
The slender pink-haired girl in front of me did not feel the pleasure of appreciating the beauty of my senses, but a kind of fear and worry, which gradually filled my heart.
"Abuser, dual personality."
I had to make up my mind that I should help her.
"yes, so what?"
“······”
Actually, I don't really understand what these are, why there are always such and such people, why, why human beings are always injured in some places, and the scars left are acne that affect the whole body.
Humanity is too fragile.
"Dissociative identity disorder is classified as a type of dissociative disorder. Dual or multiple personalities are just what everyone says. The incidence is low, but these conditions are more fascinating. The disintegration of memory, self-awareness, or cognition is enough for that alone. ”
"You're, how do you know it's mine, oh, I'm sorry."
He Xi smiled very well, but this is not to say that she smiled warmly, this concept of good looks is just a programmed judgment according to the aesthetic vision of human beings, although I am very clear about this, but I am also a little soft-hearted.
However, the coldness in this smile is particularly stinging.
"Give me the cat, give me, give me the snow."
"Hmm."
The snow that was picked up showed no signs of resistance until it was handed over to me.
Struggling, yes, the snow is extremely resistant.
"I'd like to go get a few shots of rabies and tetanus."
Looking at the few scratches on my hand, I pinched Xue Xue's shoulder blade and lifted it up, and smiled helplessly.
"I'm really afraid of death~"
He Xi also covered his mouth and complained.
"Meow—"
The black eye sockets made my heart feel bored.
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"Got it."
"Hmm, thank you!"
"What's the use of that?"
"The time period of landline use is not fixed, but you can see well when the limit is on the line chart."
"Well, but in fact, I'm breaking the law like this, no, you're breaking the law."
"You're an accomplice."
"I'm not, I'm not!"
"Okay, there are a total of 5 people living in our community, and if you remove me, it's 4."
"How little."
"Yes, and in fact, my proportion is already very high, and there are actually very few people who choose a school according to their distance from home."
"Who wouldn't want to go to a better school?"
"Does it make sense?"
"How could it be pointless?"
Li Xinmu replied to my self-talk, which really didn't mean much to me to a certain extent.
"The time of the crime should be at night, and there is a senior sister who will often talk on the phone here."
"Ruled out?"
"No, but apparently she stayed at home for the first few days before the white cat was seen by me, and she was not suspicious."
"It's really casual."
"Isn't it true that if the suspicion is too great, it is a fact, and if the suspicion is too small, it is not guilty? People will always magnify their thoughts and shrink their ignorance. ”
"There are also two men who have a regular record of spending on the basketball court, which I don't think is likely."
"That's too casual, isn't it?"
"He Xi, a student in Class 2 of 2016, has a problem with attendance. The night before that day, she had not used her landline at home. And she once made a phone call, and the person on the phone was an online store. ”
"What store?"
"Hardware store, I found it."
The products in this store are a little strange, although they are all marked as clear hardware tools, but the comment area is a different look.
It was a hell for animals, an of stumps and flesh.
"I'm going to report it anyway."
"If you don't do it, I'll do it."
Li Xinmu clenched her fists, and she covered her mouth with her other hand in my sight.
"It's okay, there will always be people like that."
(Timeline: 2 days before the main body of dissociation in this chapter)