Chapter 42: Memories
Jing Ye escaped from school for a day, and the school did not punish him, because Jing Ye casually made up a reason, even if the reason was not sufficient, there were some witnesses, but as Jing Ye, who would have a great contribution to the school's key admission rate, the school would always turn a blind eye, and the big things would be small, and the small things would be nothing. Jing Ye has been coming home late late, after school, he went to the rooftop of the teaching building, looking at the sunset burning like fireworks, the coldness on his body seemed to be slowly melted, and there seemed to be warmth in his eyes, he remembered the morning when Shen Xiao went to Qingfeng Temple with him. He dragged Shen Xiao out of bed early, dragged him on a long mountain road, and finally came to the secret waterfall he found......
"Jingye, you always come here to occupy my place, which makes me very embarrassed!" Chen Yan, who had been secretly observing from the side for several days, broke the silence on the rooftop today and interrupted Jingye's memories.
Jing Ye didn't even give him a look, and continued to look at the fiery red in the sky. He had long known that Chen Yan was here, and he didn't want to say anything, he didn't want to ignore it, he just wanted to enjoy his moment of peace.
"Sedume, do you know that the temperature on the rooftop is getting lower and lower?" Chen Yan walked to Jingye's side, leaned his back against the railing and said. He quietly raised his eyes to Jingye. Jing Ye has been getting colder and colder since Shen Xiao left, no matter who it is, as long as it is close to him, it will not be able to escape the attack of Jing Ye's low pressure. But today, Jingye's eyes on the rooftop are not sharp, there is indescribable tenderness, and there are inexplicable thoughts.
"You are very different on the rooftop today." Chen Yan looked at the reddish clouds in the sky and raised the corners of his mouth slightly.
Jing Ye still ignored Chen Yan, only interested in what was in his eyes.
Chen Yan suddenly changed his attitude and asked Jing Ye seriously: "Jing Ye, I want to ask you seriously, do you really love Shen Xiao?" ”
Sedume's body didn't move, and his expression didn't change, but his eyes moved.
Chen Yan waited for a while, he didn't answer as expected, his eyes looked at Jing Ye's side face without blinking: "Even if you don't answer me, it doesn't matter." ”
"Yes, I love him, I love him very much, I love him more than myself." Jing Ye said it in the next second. These words, he has been buried in his heart for too long, so long that he is about to go crazy, so long that he can't see the facts clearly, he just wants to find someone to talk to now, and spit out all the words in his heart.
"But why? Why did he flee? "Even if you don't accept me, can't you let me look at it from afar? Sedum was helpless and didn't know who to ask.
Chen Yan looked at Shen Xiao's words with some surprise, his voice was hoarse, there was a bright light in his eyes, his lip bit Chen Yan painfully, and he put his hand tightly on his chest, as if it was hurting badly.
Chen Yan's heart jumped suddenly, he seemed to hear his heartbeat, it was beating at an unprecedented speed, this feeling he had never felt before. He reached out to caress Seduma's face, to comfort him. But he let go on the way, and he knew he couldn't do that now.
"Sedum, I made a decision." Chen Yan said with the most solemn expression in his life, "However, I won't tell you now, and when the time comes, I will tell you well." Jingye, waiting for me. "Don't throw your heart away again, and when I find you, I want you to have a whole heart.
Waiting for me? What is the meaning? Jing Ye came out of his emotions and heard Chen Yan's inexplicable words.
Chen Yan no longer looked at the person who had made him a little out of control, he walked to the door of the rooftop and left without hesitation, for his goal, his freedom, his decision.
Jing Ye never gave Chen Yan an expression, but after venting just now, a beautiful and painful experience a few days ago, he also made a decision. Finally, I looked at it again, and it was as red as a fire of blood burning clouds, and Jingye also left the rooftop.
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A few days ago on Saturday morning, when Jingye was trapped in his boundless nightmare, a voice penetrated in: "Xiao Ye, Xiao Ye." ”
Who's calling me? Sedum was curled up in a corner of a dark hut in her dreams. Haven't I been abandoned?
"Saya." The voice continued, "Get up." ”
Get up? Yes, it's time for me to get up, I'm still dreaming? But who is waking up? Sedum thought as her body rose and drifted towards the only remaining light.
Jingye opened his eyes, and he saw a neat and handsome man in a crisp blue suit standing straight next to his bed and telling him to get up, that was, that was his father.
"Dad, Dad." I haven't called a title for a long time, and I always feel unaccustomed to calling it out.
"Get up, we'll go out in a moment." Jing Feng didn't care about Jingye's name, and when he woke up Jingye, he went out.
"We? Get out? "Sedum felt like I was still in a dream.
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In a breakfast shop in a shopping mall, there is a table by the window, on which there are xiao long bao, steamed dumplings, soy milk, and fried dough sticks...... A variety of Chinese breakfasts filled the table. On the left sits a man in a suit, and on the right sits a man in a white T-shirt with a simple pattern. They look like father and son, and like brothers. They sat quietly and ate, and no one broke this rare time together.
After eating for a while, Jing Ye looked at a large table of things on the table, felt the size of his stomach again, and said, "Dad, it's too much." ”
"It's okay, Xiaoye, you won't be able to finish eating for a while, Dad will bring it back for you." Jing Feng sensed that the contents on his table were not something they could eat.
"Dad, ...... you" obviously had a lot to ask, but Jingye didn't know where to start.
"Xiaoye, Dad and the others will go shopping with you to the mall." Jing Feng seemed to know what Sedum was going to say, and didn't want Seduma to continue.
"Okay." Jing Ye no longer asked, trying to solve the food in front of him, and his heart was full of happiness.
Jing Feng saw that Jing Ye was eating more and more slowly, and he couldn't eat anymore, so he said, "Xiao Ye, let's go!" ”
Jingye drank all the soy milk in the bowl and said, "Hmm." ”
In the shopping street of the mall, Jing Feng walked in front and Jing Ye followed behind. Jingye had been looking for a chance to talk to his father, but his father wouldn't give him the opportunity.
"Xiaoye, come here." Jing Feng walked into a men's clothing store first.
Jing Ye obediently followed behind Jing Feng, walked in, and said to Jing Feng, who was picking out clothes, "Dad, I want to ask, ...... about you?"
"Xiao Ye, take it all in and try it." Jing Feng interrupted Jing Ye's words and handed Jing Ye several pieces of clothing.
Jing Ye looked at the different styles of clothes in Jing Feng's hand, reached out to take them, and obediently went to change his clothes. He had a smile on his face, a look that would only be revealed when he was accompanied, cared for, and cared for by his loved ones.
Jing Feng has been paying attention to Jing Ye, and he has never wanted Jing Ye to ask. He looked at his son's slender and tall man and thought: Xiaoye, you have grown up. Let Daddy be with you in your last moments. Jing Feng thought about it, frowning, and there was a deep sadness in his eyes.
After a while, Jing Ye walked out wearing a delicate light yellow short-sleeved shirt and a pair of light blue ankle-length cloth trousers.
When the female clerk saw Jing Ye walking out, she couldn't take her eyes off it, and immediately praised: "Sir, your brother is completely a beautiful man in clothes, he looks better than a star." ”
"He's my son." Jing Feng proudly corrected.
"It turned out to be your son, sir, you look so young." The female clerk turned to praise Jing Feng.
Sedum looked at herself in the mirror, her delicate and feminine face, with such light-colored clothes, and her eyes were no longer cold, she was completely a model of a little white face.
"It's too weak." Jingye looked at herself in the mirror and commented quietly and dissatisfiedly. That's why they left me and left me.
"Saya, how's it going?" Jing Feng saw Jing Ye and looked at the mirror for a long time, thinking that Jing Ye liked it very much.
"Well, that's good." Because you picked it.
"I'll try something else." In Jing Feng's eyes, Jing Ye has always been his well-behaved, smart, and white child.
Jingye walked into the fitting room again. This time, he was wearing a set of denim with folk style, the denim jacket was casually rolled up to Jing Ye's arm, and the denim shorts were tied with a brown belt, which was worn on Jing Ye's body, looking comfortable, casual and eye-catching.
The long-awaited female clerks have been secretly hiding by the clothes on the side, pretending to tidy up the clothes, but in fact, they have been paying attention to the fitting room.
"It's so handsome, this time it's the feeling of an abstinent beautiful man again." The female clerks felt their little hearts beating out.
"Let's try again!" Jing Feng showed a rare smile when he saw the reaction of the female clerks. Looking at Jing Ye, he thought to himself: He is worthy of being my Jing Feng's son.
"Okay." Sedum was about to approach the fitting room. The female clerk hurriedly stopped him, gave Jing Ye all the clothes she had just picked out, and recommended them nonchalantly.
"Handsome guy, this set of guarantees is very handsome."
"This one is definitely for you."
"Little handsome guy, give this one a try."
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Sedume's hands were immediately piled up, and soon there was a mountain, and Sedum moved into the fitting room as steadily as possible along the previous road.
Jing Feng looked at Jing Ye's welcome appearance and didn't go to help, just sat quietly and watched, he believed that his son could handle it properly.
The father and son who walked out of the clothing store were carrying large bags and small bags, Jing Feng's face was satisfied, and Jing Ye's face smiled helplessly.
Jing Feng saw that the clothes were almost bought, and he proposed: "Xiaoye, let's go to the supermarket again, and Dad will cook for you at night." ”
Jing Ye looked indifferent, nodded, and agreed to Jing Feng's request. But I thought to myself: eating again? Daddy made it for me again? He had a bad premonition in his heart.
Although he hadn't cooked for Jing Ye for a long time, Jing Feng still remembered how to choose dishes, knew what Jing Ye liked to eat, and saw that all the things that Jing Ye liked to eat were put into the shopping cart.
"Xiaoye, pick corn in the future, you have to choose waxy corn of this color, the yellow one will not suit your taste." Jing Feng said to Jing Ye with the colored corn in his hand.
"Okay." Jingye replied dryly. But the heart began to sink.