Chapter 19: Self-blame
The atmosphere was silent.
Neither Kawajin nor Hatsuharu spoke, and in the corridor of the hospital, the two of them sat quietly. After all, the injured person was their friend, Zoten Tears, and neither of them was in too much of a mood to joke with each other.
"Huh? You're there too, how's it going? β
Suddenly, Mikoto Misaka's voice came, Kawajin raised his head, and sure enough, it was the familiar girl, although the seriousness made her expression somewhat rigid, but Kawajin would not mistake her expression.
That kind of expression, wanting to do something for your friends.
"I've handed over the fantasy Mide to the doctor."
He summed it up in the briefest terms.
"No, it's not that kind of thing, I'm asking, what about Satian-san? Didn't you two come to visit her? β
Mikoto Misaka said a hidden message.
"She's here?"
This is probably the first time that Kawajin has shown doubts in this calm state.
After all, he just sent Zuotian tears to the house, and then it was the hospital that took her away, and it was not clear.
In fact, it was because of the difficulty of the case in Fantasy Mite, so the hospital temporarily hired many people who had made great achievements in brain science and medicine from other places to bring everyone together to analyze the cases and find solutions. That's what Kawajin saw just now.
Except for the small hospital that housed the victims of Fantasy Mite, the victims of Fantasy Mite's current treatment are being treated in this hospital, so that these experts can study their condition.
"She's here, let's go take a look?"
Faced with the girl's invitation, Kawajin shook his head.
"Let her sleep for a while. It's not time to wake her up yet. β
Hearing him say this, Mikoto Misaka simply sat down and sat beside him.
No, in the end...... Where are you sitting?
Mikoto Misaka originally thought that after the two fought and fell off the river embankment, the relationship eased a little, and they should have become friends...... No, to be precise, it's a bad friend. But looking at it now, Mikoto Misaka still doesn't know much about this young man.
The first time I found out, he would also be serious, and it was also the first time I found that he would also speak boldly. It was also the first time I found out that the one I knew before was not Hibiki Kawajin at all, just a stranger who liked to wear goggles.
I said...... What the hell is wrong with you? β
It's not like Mikoto Misaka hasn't seen anything like it.
In the development of superpowers, there are some people who fall into a trough and enter a predicament, and they will show such expressions.
It seems to be a wounded expression.
Now Kawajin is like this, although he seems to be very calm, but Mikoto Misaka always feels that he can see a flame behind him, a raging flame.
"Nothing."
He still says, "I don't have any problems with my body. β
He casually made an analogy between his body and a machine.
"Alright, sister, let's go visit Satian-san first."
Shirai Kuroko saw that the atmosphere was embarrassing, and quickly took Mikoto Misaka to leave first, and Chuchun didn't follow, she smiled apologetically at the two, and the two didn't say much, after all, Saten was in a coma with tears, and she was the one who was hurt the most.
Obviously it's Satian Tears' best friend.,I didn't consult her before she used the fantasy master.,In her eyes,It should be a feeling that I'm not qualified enough to support her, right?
After the two left, Chu Chun suddenly said: "Kawajin Sang......"
"What."
"I think you're angry."
"Yes. Very angry. β
As said before, Kawajin was very angry - to himself.
Everyone has their own purpose, and to be honest, Kawajin doesn't hate the producer of Fantasy Missee, he makes Fantasy Missee, and he definitely has his purpose. It's like seeing a wolf eating a sheep, but you shouldn't condemn the wolf. Because from the wolf's point of view, it's about keeping itself alive.
Kawagami understood that the developers of the Fantasy Mite, there must be a reason why they had to use this thing.
On the other hand, he also knew very well that Zuotian Tears was not wrong. Her current situation is a bit similar to playing with fire and self-immolation, which should be a good opportunity, but she was accidentally eaten by danger. She was unaware, full of longing, and finally something happened. It's like a person who has never seen a self-flushing toilet and accidentally gets sprayed with water in the face by the mechanism on the toilet lid, and there's no point in blaming him.
The one who really deserves this anger is himself.
Kawajin can't forgive this self who is obviously by her side, but doesn't protect her.
Obviously claiming to be an expert, but he smears the word expert in all aspects, his professional quality is not enough, his vigilance is not good, and the only thing that remains is the dark state of mind honed as a murderer, who can deprive others of their lives at will, but this kind of thing, there is nothing to boast about.
Thinking of this, his expression became a little more ruthless.
(Obviously, I don't want them to get hurt, my only remaining friends...... οΌ
"I don't think I need to blame myself so much."
The girl sitting beside him comforted him in a soft tone.
"Yes."
Under normal circumstances, at this time, it should be the actor who bursts out and shouts "What do you know about me!" It's a pity that Kawajin doesn't have the extra strength to explode his anger now, so he just responded lightly.
"Well, definitely. If Saten-san was still awake, he wouldn't want to see your expression, would he? β
Chu Chun Ornament stood up, obviously it should be a junior high school girl with short stature, but at this moment, she unexpectedly looked tall. With a radiant look on his face, Kawajin instantly thought of the Statue of Liberty.
"Because, you see, Zuo Tiansang must have revealed it to you because he could talk to you the most, right? Fantasy Mite. β
Judging from Kawagami Hibiki's attitude, he should have known earlier than everyone else that Saten Tears was going to use the Fantasy Master.
didn't tell anyone else, but chose Kawajin, an outsider, which is already telling.
"Moreover, Zuo Tiansang is the type who won't hold grudges, and her words will definitely not blame you. Her words, will definitely say ......"
"You can't win with a sad face, and it's not Don Quixote?"
Kawajin interrupted her, speculating on what Saten Tears might have said.
However, the name Don Quixote stunned Hatsuharu.
"Why, don't the children know Don Quixote now?"
"Yes, yes! I just didn't expect it for a while. β
Kawajin smiled......
He groped his fingers to his cheek strangely: himself...... Laughed?
This is really rare.
(I'm so weak that I can't even control my own [switch] at will?) I won't be able to claim to be an expert in the future. οΌ
"I mean...... Kawajin-san...... Actually, you don't need to show such an expression. This is not the Kawajin-san I know...... If it's you, if it's LV4, it's so powerful for you, shouldn't it be, with a flirtatious smile, while solving all the problems, and then half-jokingly greeting Saten-san and calling her up, saying something like 'Miss Sleeping Beauty, I'm here to wake you up', and then make everything happy? β
There was a little tear in the eyes of the early spring ornament.
She rarely expressed her feelings so excitedly.
Not being by Zuotian's side made her feel a little derelict as a friend, and at the same time, she was also a little relieved, because her friend finally had other best friends, and her social network was more extensive, which was a good thing, and she should be happy.
What he can't do, he can do.
He is busy with the work of the Discipline Commissioner, and he can accompany Zuotian to play everywhere.
He is only LV1, but he is LV4.
No matter how you look at it, he is a better person than himself. However, now this excellent person, Hibiki Kawagami, has this cold appearance, and she can't help but want to say a few words about him.
This is a complaint of being a [best friend].
It is also a complaint of his own ability.
[Since you are so powerful, hurry up and solve the case], this kind of mood.
It's like the person who is saved by the Discipline Discipline Commissioner, who will always say, "Won't you Discipline Inspector come earlier?" It's the same.
But Kawajin is now dejectedβat least Haharu feels that he is actually depressed when he pretends to be calm so strongly.
"Hehe...... [Miss Sleeping Beauty, the prince didn't come over or anything, so how about I make do with it?] γβ
"Huh?"
Hatsuharu didn't understand Kawajin's words, and now he was supporting his head with his hands, plus Hatsuharu was standing, and he could only see the back of his head, and he couldn't get a glimpse of his expression.
"I'll tell her, "Miss Sleeping Beauty, the prince hasn't come here or anything, so how about I make do with it?" γγ β
He looked up and smiled with the flirtatious smile that everyone had always been familiar with.
"Well, that's the style of Kawajin-san."
Kawajin smiled and said, "I'm sorry to let you see my immaturity." I'll use my methods to investigate, and when the time comes, if there's any new information, you can contact me. Misaka-san's mobile phone number has my phone number, and I have to hurry to a place now. β
In fact, Kawajin knew a person.
If it's that person, there's bound to be a clue.
Director Kamiya.
Although he is not decent enough, and although he is crazy at all, this guy is only first-class in terms of talent.
If you give him the fantasy master, you'll probably have a result soon.
And as long as there is a result, you can ask Miss Sakurai to reminisce. No matter what kind of scientist you are, you must be famous for your papers, or for your studies, and with Sakurai's absolute memory ability, as long as you know what methods are used by the people behind the scenes, you can search for them and determine the target.
Originally, I thought that the early spring was in a difficult mood, so he didn't leave immediately after sending it to the fantasy master, but now it seems that he is too careful.
This girl, although she looks weak, is very strong. Obviously, his best friend has fallen, but he can still blame himself for being domineering. That means she's fine.
As for Kawajin?
If his heart knot can be untied by someone else's casual sentence or two, he is not a Sichuan god. It's just that now he doesn't want Chu Chun to worry, so he pretends to be enlightened by her, shows a smile or two, and then prevaricates.
Turning off the switch in his brain to switch [processing method], he made a gesture that made Hatsuharu feel at ease, kept his smile as always, left the hospital, and on the way to the research institute, turned on the [switch] again, and he returned to that calm appearance.
"It would be too inferior for the juniors to worry about me. Let's solve this problem right away. β
As he said this, he hurried from the sky above the city to his institute.
Sure enough, Director Kamiya was still in the research institute, facing a large pile of data, and his eyes showed a crazy brilliance.
"Kamiya."
He didn't call the honorifics, he called his last name.
"Yo, that's not ...... Who is Sa, ? In short, the genius director Kamiya has launched a genius greeting to you, so what kind of name do you want my genius brain to remember? β
As if a tongue twister, he said several geniuses as adjectives, and Kawajin shook his head noncommittally: "Just call me Kawajin - analyze this." β
He handed him the USB flash drive containing the fantasy master.
"What is this?"
"It's called a fantasy master, and the ability of people with superpowers can improve rapidly, and by the way, it's a song."
"Oh, through hearing, to stimulate the brain? No, in this case, the stimulation is too strong, and if you are not careful, your hearing will be scrapped, well, I see, first resonate the five senses through hearing, and then change the brain by adjusting the frequency of resonance...... I thought that only power generation capable people would do this kind of research, or that a genius like me would try to develop such a solution for those with water flow system ability, but I didn't expect it to be really interesting......
He said a lot of it in one breath, rarely, and every sentence was useful.
"So, what about the conclusion?"
Kawajin asked coldly.
"Ah, the conclusion is simple. This thing resonates with the five senses by stimulating hearing, and in principle, it's the same thing as connecting other people's brains and harmonizing your brainwaves. It's just that you use your superpower to directly stimulate the other party's cerebral medullary fluid, while the fantasy Mide is by stimulating hearing, then triggering the resonance of the five senses, and then adjusting the brain wave frequency. β
ββ¦β¦ Director, I've said this many times, but ...... You're a genius. β
Kawajin can only say this from the heart.
No matter how many shortcomings this person has, he didn't even analyze it, just hearing about [Ability Improvement] and [Ontology is a Song] directly gave so many conclusions......
"Of course, I'm a genius! In the school city,There's no one better than me.,Even Aresta is just on par with me.γ β
He showed a proud expression, and Kawajin had a bad premonition in his heart, probably, he should be boasting and explaining the theory at length next, right?
Kawajin didn't have any extra time today, so he left directly.
If you know the principle of fantasy master, the next step is to investigate the scholars who are related to [synesthesia].
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